Well, Sara could be a jerk, too.
“You can stay out there!” she yelled.
Her voice echoed through the trees, fading and dying. Then…
“elll…”
The sound was faint, coming from far ahead of them.
“Was that Martin?” Laneesha asked.
Sara squinted, crinkling her nose. “I’m not sure. Could have been an animal.”
“Sounded like help. Know any animals that call for help?”
“Martin!” Sara shouted into the trees.
There was no answer. Laneesha moved closer to Sara, so close Sara could feel the girl shivering.
“We should go back.”
Sara shook her head. “What if it’s Martin? He could need help.”
“You the social worker. Y’all good at helping people. I’m a single mom. I gotta take care of myself for my baby’s sake. ‘Sides, prolly just an animal.
“help…” The voice was still faint, but there was no mistaking it.
Martin. And he didn’t sound angry. He sounded scared.
Sara began to walk toward the voice. “You go back to camp,” she said to Laneesha. “Martin! I’m coming!”
The trees were so thick Sara couldn’t walk in a straight line for more than a few steps. Even worse, the Maglite was getting dimmer. How far ahead could he be? Fifty yards? A hundred? The woods seemed to be closing in, swallowing her up. There was no orange ribbon anywhere.
She stopped, trying to get her bearings. Sara couldn’t even be sure this was the right direction anymore.
A rustling noise, to her left. Sara turned.
“Martin?”
Then something tackled Sara, something strong enough to knock her right onto her back. It scared Sara so bad she whimpered, feeling eleven-years-old again, helpless and afraid.
Whatever unknown thing had jumped her, it was now on top of her, wriggling and thrashing.
And Sara had no idea what it was, couldn’t see it, because the flashlight had gone flying and winked out.
When Cindy was a little girl, she wanted to be a princess. It was partly because princesses were pretty, and had nice clothes, and lived in huge castles. No one ever called Cindy pretty, and her clothes were all her parents could afford, which wasn’t much, and she lived in an apartment which was so small you could hear the toilet flush no matter what room you were in. So being pretty, with beautiful gowns, and a house with a hundred rooms, all sounded really good to a seven-year-old.
Meeting a prince would be nice, too. But Cindy didn’t really have any interest in boys then, and in fact she was jealous that princes got to do cool stuff like fight dragons and rescue people. Cindy didn’t need someone to rescue her. She wanted to fight her own dragons, thank you very much.
The biggest reason, the real reason, Cindy wanted to be a princess was because a princess would someday become queen. Queens ruled the country. They were the most powerful women in the world, even more powerful than the President, because there had never been a woman President, but there had been many queens who ruled their kingdoms.
Cindy wanted to be a princess who grew up to be a queen so she could take care of herself. She wouldn’t have to worry if Daddy made enough money to buy her new clothes, because she would buy her own. She wouldn’t care that Mommy wasn’t there for her after school, because Queens could take care of themselves, and it didn’t matter if their mommies had to work nights.
Yes, Cindy would settle for no less than princess, and then queen. She would be a good queen, too, and treat everyone fairly, and make sure everyone had enough food and toys and clothes and she would make working nights against the law because it made people sleepy and mean.
When she told Daddy, he said regular girls couldn’t be princesses, and they’d never be queen, because you had to be born that way. But it was okay to pretend. Sometimes, when you can’t get what you really want, the only thing left was to pretend.
“Where’s the bathroom?” Cindy stood up, sucked on her lower lip.
“Girl, you kidding, right?”
Cindy looked at Meadow and shook her head.
Tom snorted. “We’re in the middle of nowhere. The whole damn island is your toilet. Pick a tree.”
Cindy stared into the woods, shifting from one foot to the other. She really had to go. And when she had to go, there was no holding it in. The crystal meth she loved so much had damaged her kidneys, and Cindy knew that if she didn’t find a spot in the next minute or two, Meadow would be make fun of her for pissing her pants. He was bad enough on the boat when she was throwing up, laughing and making gagging sounds. That guy was a real dick.
She weighed that humiliation against heading into those scary trees alone, and wasn’t sure which was worse.
“Go with me, Georgia?”
“I go wit you, baby, help you take off those clothes.” Meadow laughed. So did Tom. Tyrone kept quiet.
Cindy looked hard at Georgia. “Please.”
Georgia sighed. “Number one or number two?”
This prompted more guffaws from Meadow and Tom.
“Number one. I’ll be really quick.”
Georgia stared into the blackness of the forest, but didn’t get up.
Maybe she was scared, too.
“I’ll go wit’ you.” Tyrone stood up. He looked sympathetic.
“Jonesin’ for some white meat, homes?” Meadow nudged him. “Polly wanna cracker?”
“Be cool, man. The lady needs to go.”
Cindy appreciated the gesture, and if it had been another guy she might have taken him up on it. But she sort of liked Tyrone. Earlier on the boat, he stood by her when she was puking her guts out, even holding her hair back. That was embarrassing enough. She didn’t want to have to pee in front of him, too.
“Thanks,” Cindy said. “But I’d rather have a girl go with me.”
She met Tyrone’s eyes, saw kindness there. Kindness, and maybe even something more. He nodded at her, and sat back down. Cindy turned again to Georgia.
“Please,” Cindy begged. “I’m gonna wet my pants.”
“I pay money to see that,” Meadow snickered.
Cindy looked from Georgia to Meadow and back again. Mercifully, Georgia got up.
Cindy rushed to her, grabbed her hand, and tugged her over to the tree line. Not in the direction Martin went. The opposite direction. That seemed safer.
“Look at those bitches go, holdin’ hands ‘n shit. That’s hot.”
Georgia halted, turned around. “Fuck you, Meadow.”
“You wish, mama. Maybe you come back, I give you a chance.” He added, “If you come back.”
Meadow and Tom laughed. Tyrone stayed silent.
“Come on.” Cindy pulled at Georgia. She felt like she was about to burst. “We gotta hurry.”
Georgia followed. It became very dark, very fast, but Cindy forced her fear back, her whole body shaking with need. As soon as she was out of the boys’ sight she yanked down her sweat pants and underwear and squatted.
“Geez, gimme a little warning,” Georgia said, stepping away.
Cindy urinated, her relief so beautiful it was almost as good as getting high. The spray splashed against the leaves, droplets landing on her gym shoes, but she didn’t care. She closed her eyes and sighed, deeply, almost enjoying the cool night air on her naked butt.
“I think I see someone in the woods,” Georgia said softly.
Cindy clenched. Her arms and legs broke out in gooseflesh. “That’s not funny.”
“Cindy.” Georgia’s eyes got wide, staring at something over Cindy’s shoulder. “He’s right behind you.”
Cindy jerked upright, cutting off the stream and tugging up her pants. She spun around, looking where Georgia was looking.
Nothing there.