“Sleepwalking. Is that something you’ve done?”
“Not until recently.” He downed the rest of the milk, which had done nothing to calm him down. “He worked at the local Sears. Maybe I called and got stuff from a coworker.” Even as he said that, nothing inside clicked.
Sarah said nothing. She looked scared.
He picked up the obit notice on Celia Gretch, the jogger. She was run down on a rural back road in Reading, fifteen miles north of Boston, on the afternoon of June 25—the same day her Volker was found dead in his garage.
“Wouldn’t Damian have mentioned damage to his car?”
“Not if she was just knocked down.”
“But she died by getting hit.”
“She died by being crushed under the wheels.”
Her eyes were dilated with fear. “So what does this all mean?”
“It means I don’t have an alibi for three murders I saw myself commit.”
Sarah backed up to the kitchen sink, her arms folded protectively across her chest. “You’re scaring me, Zack.”
“I’m scaring me.”
63
Roman arrived at the confessional early that morning. He had called two nights before on the secure cell phone and insisted they meet. Father X was not pleased but agreed when Roman said he had something important to propose.
The church was empty when Roman slipped into the booth. At ten sharp, Father X entered the other side. “God be with you, my son. You did good work.”
“Thank you.”
“So, what are you proposing?”
“I’m proposing we cut the Father-son bullshit and get real.”
“I beg your pardon?”
Roman punched his fist through the grate. He reached in with one hand, grabbed the man, and pulled his face to the window. “You’re no more a priest than I am. You’re Norman Babcock, and I want to know what the hell this is all about.”
The man made an involuntary grunt as his fat bald head flushed like a ripening tomato.
“I’m not on some mission for the Church. You hired me to settle some pissant little scores for you.”
“What? That’s not true.”
“Then tell me what the fuck is going on or I’m going to come in there and pound you till you stop moving.”
“Please lower your voice.”
With the other hand, Roman whipped out his gun and poked the barrel with the silencer through the window. “This better?”
“God, don’t. Please.”
Roman tightened his grip on Babcock’s shirt. “Then tell me why you want these people dead.”
“Okay, okay.”
Roman yanked the white collar off his shirt and tossed it at him.
“H-how do you know…?”
“How do I know you’re Babcock? ‘Satan’s henchmen,’ ‘dupes of the devil.’ Your pet phrases are all over your Web site.”
He looked at the silencer aimed at his chest. “What do you want?”
“I wanna know why I’m killing these people. And don’t give me any mission-for-the-Church bullshit.” Roman would have loved to choke the fat bastard to death out of sheer rage—rage at being Babcock’s patsy, rage at himself for having nearly fallen for the setup. For wanting to believe that he was on a genuine quest to eliminate the enemies of Christendom and, in so doing, opening a path to heaven.
“You are on a mission for the Church. For the Lord Jesus Christ himself.”
“They’re a bunch of fucking doctors and computer geeks.”
Babcock hesitated, probably wondering how much Roman knew. He had been hired to kill and not ask why.
“Yes, and what they are doing is evil.”
“They’re doing near-death experience research.”
“So you know. But you know what they’re trying to do?”
“I’ve read your Web site.”
“They’re committing blasphemy. They’re violating God’s demand not to practice divination. And that’s what their research is—defilement of God’s Word.”
Babcock’s Web site was a nonstop rant against near-death experiences—“the Great Cosmic Lie,” another favorite phrase. “So some people say they see dead loved ones. What’s the big deal?”
“The big deal? The test subjects are innocent. It’s those running the tests who are violating God’s prohibition, leading them to believe that they’re encountering beings of light, glimpsing heaven. But that’s all deception—fabrications of Satan.…”
Roman snorted. “Yeah, yeah. I read all that.”
“Then you also know that stopping them is a sacred mission for the Lord and the Church.”
In his heart of hearts, Roman wanted to believe him. “But this mission’s not sanctioned by the Church. It’s for you and your Friends for Jesus.”
“No. The Fraternity of Jesus are dedicated to the belief that every member of the Church is called to holiness—to a sanctifying life of doing God’s work. And fighting God’s enemies is the highest mission and an aspiration to sainthood.”
Roman snickered. “So, I keep it up, they’ll make me a saint?”
“I didn’t say that. Your work in defense of the Church is a blessed mission. History will decide if your success is worthy of sainthood. But this is not some little personal payback thing.”
Nothing in Babcock’s manner suggested that he did not believe in his own words. And he had put forty-five grand where his mouth was. Roman pulled the pistol out of the smashed-open window between them. “What’s your beef with Warren Gladstone? And don’t go stupid on me. Your rants are all over the Internet.”
“I think he’s behind the NDE project.”
“You mean he’s bankrolling it?”
“Yes. And throwing his moral weight behind it. He’s a disgraced Evangelist minister who’s trying to get back in the limelight.”
“Why not take him out of the picture?”
“He’s not important unless he has his so-called proof. Eliminating that will be the better strategy—exposing him: the emperor with no clothes. Also, eliminating him risks making him a martyr—and that’d be counterproductive.”
“Okay,” Roman said. “So why’s this miracle kid so important?”
“What kid?”
“Zachary Kashian.”
Babcock’s face did not struggle for an expression or pretend ignorance. “What they’re doing is converting him into Satan’s dupe in order to parade him before the world as evidence they’ve found the afterlife. It’s their grand illusion: Science finds God.”
“Does the kid know what he’s doing?”
“No, but they’re conditioning him to channel the devil.”
“But he quoted Jesus from a coma.”
“That wasn’t Jesus. That was Satan. That’s how he works. That’s his modus operandi—to lie,” Babcock whispered, his face all flushed. “That young man has become Satan’s mouthpiece, his channel, and he doesn’t even know it. At least not yet.”
“What do you mean, ‘not yet’?”
“Once he operates on his own, he’ll achieve their mission.”
“What mission?”
“Bringing to earth the Antichrist.”
“You got to be kidding.”
Babcock pushed his face into the jagged hole from Roman’s fist. His face was full, fleshy, and burning. “Do I look as if I’m kidding, Mr. Pace? He’s their secret weapon.”
“How do you know all this?”
“We have our contacts.”
In spite of himself, an electric glow in Roman’s chest had its source in something close to conviction. Maybe it was wishful thinking, but Roman began to settle into a strange solace. “You going to want me to go after him?”
“Not just yet. They may self-destruct before we get to that.”
“How’s that?”
“Only those nearest the project know who’s been eliminated. Either they’ll take the hint and stop, or they’ll continue. Either way they’ll fail. And there won’t be any going back.”