'"Why"? How is there a "why" about it?'
I looked at him gravely, wondering whether I had the words to explain what would be – and had until recently been to me – unbelievable. The words that we have to talk about these things are the words that are used to recount stories, not to convey the truth. I remembered how Vadim had broken to me the news that Maks was a spy. All I could do was speak directly.
'They're not human, Dmitry. They're monsters. They kill so that they can feast on the flesh of their victims.' It was a delight to speak about it. While what I knew remained simply thoughts in my head, my sanity had hung solely on the flimsy thread of its truth. By giving voice to it I became once again sure that the knowledge was real; a passenger in my mind, not a creation of it.
Dmitry was unmoved – neither shocked nor disbelieving, and yet apparently comprehending. In case there was any doubt, I decided to make things utterly clear for him, using the word that my grandmother had spoken with fear, my father with scorn. I used the word with precision.
'Dmitry, they're voordalaki.'
Dmitry shook his head, as if in a momentary spasm. 'So?' he asked. 'We fight alongside Prussians, Austrians, Englishmen. We don't care who they are as long as they are on our side.'
He hadn't even bothered to ask me how I knew. What I had told him was preposterous superstition and his reaction was not to deny it but to belittle it. He was not saying to me 'don't be ridiculous' so much as 'don't be sentimental'. It was at once obvious that I had been mistaken about him.
'So you knew?' I asked him.
'Yes, I knew.' His reply was dismissive, but that he needed to say more showed that he was also defensive. 'I knew that they are the most accomplished killers I have ever met. I knew that my country was threatened with invasion. I knew that they could kill a dozen Turks where all our guns and cannon might have killed one. I knew that we needed them and, most importantly, Aleksei, I knew that we could trust them. This is our country we're fighting for; it's not a time to be picky about how we fight. The French would do the same, but we're the lucky ones – they're working for us and they do what we tell them. If we ask that they kill only the French then they kill only the French – and by the hundred.'
We were interrupted by a third voice. 'They killed Maksim.' It was Vadim who spoke, stepping out from the shadows. I don't know how long he had been listening. 'He was Russian.'
I wished it were not the case, but the argument was far too easy to answer. 'They killed Maksim with our consent,' I replied. 'He was as good as French.'
Vadim nodded grimly. 'Perhaps you should tell me everything you've discovered,' he said. 'Dmitry Fetyukovich may have his own reasons for believing in the…' he hesitated to use such a superstitious word, '… voordalak, but I need a little more persuading.'
Vadim's arrival had so quickly transformed into a discussion that I had no opportunity to greet him, as I had Dmitry, with the affection that had been building within me over the past few days. But had there ever been an appropriate moment, it had now passed.
'I'll tell you,' I said, 'but we had better walk. The Oprichniki may arrive here at any moment.' We walked across Red Square. When almost empty, as it was now, it is the perfect place for a private conversation, if one stays close to the middle of it. No one can approach without being seen; no one can get within earshot. The nearest hiding places would be amongst the market stalls and simply constructed shops that ringed the perimeter of the square and – to my mind – detracted from its grandeur. No one was trading at this hour and those stalls which had not already burnt were abandoned. We were free to talk in private. A raised voice could echo from one side of the square to the other, but a whisper dies away unnoticed by any but those for whom it was intended.
I realized that I had to be careful of what I told them – more specifically, of what I told Dmitry. If it was no great surprise to him to discover the true nature of the Oprichniki, then that would make it even more of a shock to him to discover that I had killed two of them. I wasn't so sensitive as to worry about shocking Dmitry, but I felt fairly sure that he would sooner or later be telling the other Oprichniki what I had done. That I could do without.
I told them of how I had followed Foma. There was not much in that to contribute to my condemnation of them, but it established the pattern that I was later to see Matfei follow. Then I told them of my pursuit of Matfei, and told them what I saw beneath the tavern – of how he tore out the throat of that Frenchman with his teeth and of the wounds I found on the body when I got closer. Then I had to stay close to the truth, but not reveal all.
'I followed him further,' I continued, 'to another cellar, north of Tverskaya. I waited outside and soon I saw Varfolomei arrive. I was already pretty sure about what we were dealing with, so I waited until it was fully daylight before following them down. Inside, I saw them. They sleep in coffins. I could look close enough even to see their teeth. The stories you hear are true – they have fangs like wolves.'
The most unambiguous proof as to what these creatures were lay, of course, in the manner of their deaths, but I was unable to reveal that part of the story. Instead, I extemporized. Matfei and Varfolomei were in no position to contradict me.
'They awoke and came towards me. I don't know if they were going to attack me, but I backed away; back out of the door, into the light. They stopped, as if the doorway was a barrier to them. They dared not step into the light.' Still I faced a problem. Their fear of the light was not enough to convince Vadim as to what manner of creatures they were. I had seen them face to face – that had been enough for me – but without describing how they actually died, what proof did I have? I realized the best way to condemn dead men was also the most traditional – to claim that they confessed to me.
'So I felt a little safer and we began to talk,' I continued. 'They're not ashamed of what they are; they freely admitted it. They couldn't see why I should be shocked at it.' The reaction I was describing was in fact close to the one that Dmitry had displayed moments earlier, but it seemed the safest bet for how they might have reacted if I had given them the chance.
'And you believed them?' asked Vadim, as if I were a fool. I turned to him, my face expressing something of my outrage. 'I wouldn't have expected such credulity in you, Aleksei.'
'I wasn't being credulous.'
'Oh, come on!' Vadim raised his voice, and then lowered it, looking around in case he had been heard. 'Either I can accept that all that rubbish the peasants believe about the dead rising from their graves and drinking the blood of the living – things that no intelligent man has countenanced for centuries – is true, or I can believe that one of my officers got hoaxed by a couple of foreign mercenaries with a twisted sense of humour. That's hard enough to swallow, but it's the better option.'
'But I saw Matfei, tearing the flesh from a man's throat with his teeth!' Now it was my voice that was raised.
'You could have seen anything.'
I took a breath. It seemed I would have to tell them the evidence of my own eyes, whatever the risk. Before I could speak, Dmitry came to my rescue.
'It's true, Vadim. I've seen far more than Aleksei has. Not here, but back in Wallachia. I knew what they were when I called them here.'
'And you decided not to tell us,' said Vadim.
'I had promised them that I would keep their secret.'
'That wasn't your decision to make.'
'It was part of the deal. They wouldn't have come otherwise.' He could see that Vadim was still unconvinced. 'We need them, Vadim. When it comes down to it, they are very proficient soldiers. They have killed who we wanted them to kill. They will help us to drive out the French. You're not going to throw all that away, are you?' He was talking only to Vadim. There was little point in trying to persuade me.