“Kiss you?” I whispered.
“I want your tongue in my mouth.”
Oh my God.
“Lucien –” I started again but he cut me off.
“You intend to disobey me?” His tone sounded like a gentle threat or possibly a challenge.
What did I do now?
My choices were to be Obedient Leah and kiss him or be Real Leah and likely get punishment.
I was screwed!
“Can we –?” I began yet again only to be interrupted again.
“Kiss me, Leah.”
“Just give me two –”
His hand pressed my hips against his and I could feel he was hard. My body registered that I liked it that he was hard, that I could make him hard just by lying beside him and talking.
That may have been what my body registered but my mind registered complete and utter fear.
I watched his eyes grow dark and intense.
Then he growled, “Do what I say or –”
I cut him off this time and kissed him.
The minute my tongue touched his, per usual, I wondered why I’d struggled against it. Both our heads slanted to opposite sides. Our tongues dueled, both fighting for supremacy, taking, taking, taking, so hungry, at the same time giving so much I felt my body consumed with the gift of his kiss.
It was glorious.
My back arched, pressing my torso into his, seeking maximum contact but he pulled away. His hand moving between us, he yanked at the tie on my robe, shifting it aside. His hand slid across my waist, up my back, pressing in, my sensitive naked torso flattened against his massive, hard, tee-covered chest.
It felt great.
His mouth broke from mine and he demanded in a husky voice, “Wrap your leg around my waist. I want to smell you.”
His demand caused my belly to dip and a rush of heat to surge between my legs.
I did as I was told, biting my lip, feeling both desire and embarrassment all of this mingled with fear, of him, of what we were doing, of what it meant that I responded to him so strongly even though I despised him so thoroughly.
When my calf curled around his ass, his eyes grew unfocused.
“Fucking hell,” he muttered and his gaze caught mine, still fogged. “I can’t wait to have my mouth on you, to have the taste of you on my tongue, to have that scent take over my world.”
That was the second weirdest, yet most profound, compliment I’d ever had.
I had no time to let it sink in. He was kissing me, harder, more demanding, more beautiful than the last.
His hands moved on me, mine moved on him, yanking up his tee so they could move skin against skin.
His body felt amazing beneath my touch. Hard, silken, strong, massive, defined.
His mouth tore from mine but his lips slid down my cheek, scoring a delicious path over my jaw, neck, down, making me tremble.
“Offer your breast to me,” he ordered, mouth at my chest and I was so deep in my own sensual fog, his question confused me.
“Sorry?”
His lips moved away and he pulled up, his eyes locking with mine.
“I want you to offer me your breast.”
His command sliced through my arousal. I didn’t know what he meant. Was he going to feed on me there like I’d seen the vampire do last night? Or was he going to do something else?
Both of which I wanted. Both of which terrified me.
I swallowed.
His eyes scanned my face before he asked softly, “What’s this?”
I stared at him and it hit me that he looked strangely hopeful.
“Maybe this is going a little fast for me,” I tried.
And failed.
His expression shifted, not angry or impatient but pleased. Very pleased. Even, if it could be credited, relieved.
And stimulated. Or, more stimulated.
“You deny me?” he whispered sounding like he hoped I did.
“Um…”
“Offer me your breast, Leah,” he repeated.
“Er…”
“Cup it in your hand and offer it to me.”
“Couldn’t we just, you know, carry on like before, natural-like?” I suggested.
He shook his head and his arms stole around me, tensing fiercely, crushing me to him.
“Today, if it takes all day, if it takes into tomorrow, if it takes the next month, you’ll learn to submit to me. You’ll learn to give me what I want when I ask for it. You’ll learn to offer me what I desire when I demand it. You’ll learn to beg me for your own release when I require it.”
I felt my temper rise. Really, he was such a jerk.
“I don’t think –”
“Give me your breast, pet.”
“Lucien, seriously.”
“Do it!” he snarled, his voice turning dangerous, his patience waning.
Obedient Leah evaporated and Real Leah glared.
“You want it, take it! I’m not giving you anything,” I snarled back.
He rolled into me, his massive weight crushing me to the couch and, for some unhinged reason, regardless of the fact we were locked in our usual battle, I found I was wrong about his patience waning.
It had been a test. A test I failed. A battle he won.
And he looked triumphant.
“I was hoping you’d say that,” he muttered.
Great!
Then it began, my punishment for disobeying – his hands on me, his mouth on me everywhere, hard, hot, ravenous, demanding my response and getting it in spades.
He lit me on fire. I fought it but I didn’t win. My defenses were puny and they collapsed within minutes.
I pulled up his tee and he took over, arching away from me, tearing it over his head and tossing it aside. With all his delicious skin exposed, a craving so intense it felt like it would shatter me tore through my system. My mouth sought anywhere it could touch, taste, lick, bite, suck and I liked the way he tasted.
No, I adored it.
When we kissed again, my fingers curled into his hair, holding him to me like I’d never let him go.
He broke our kiss and his mouth traveled the length of me, pushing the robe wide, exposing me to him and I didn’t try to hide. I kept my fingers in his hair as he explored, tempting, pressing for a reaction, taking it when it happened but not giving that first thing back. He blew against my nipples, they hardened, peaking with a beautiful pain. His tongue swept along my skin, under the swells of my breasts, across my midriff, circling my belly button, lower, until it teased the edge of my black lace panties.
Then his mouth was on me between my legs, sucking for an instant, hot and hard, over my panties.
The pleasure seared through me, rocking me to my soul and my hips surged upwards, an instinctive demand for more.
His mouth disappeared and all of a sudden his body was on mine again, his lips against my mouth, the flavor of me a hint on his.
“You want my mouth between your legs?” he growled, even his voice, rough with desire, trilled through my system, making me squirm.
I did. I wanted his mouth between my legs. I wanted him inside me, his tongue or anything else he choose to put there.
I didn’t answer, instead I panted against his mouth.
“Do you want me?” he pushed.
“Lucien –” My voice was a breathy plea for release.
“Beg me,” he demanded.
It would be so easy to give up, to give in, to take what I wanted knowing it would be, by far, the best I ever had. It would be so easy to humble myself and deal with the consequences later.
But I couldn’t. If I did, I knew I’d lose myself, all that was me. The mass of bad traits, stubbornness, impatience and sometimes fumbling idiocy and all the good traits too, my loyalty, sense of humor and compassion. I wouldn’t hold onto me anymore. I would be giving it to him and I didn’t trust him to take care of it.