When he pulls back, I open my eyes, expecting to find him wearing his usual smug expression. Instead, he gazes down at me, his eyes swirling with desire.
Abruptly, he turns away from me, his movements deliberate as he begins to pack his belongings scattered around the room. A set of clothes, medical supplies, and weapons. A lot of them. Guns and knives of all shapes and sizes, plus ammunition.
Each item he places into his bag feels like a brick in the wall he’s building between us, a barrier made of silence and unanswered questions. As much as I want to know where he’s going and what a summons means, I don’t ask. Even if he did tell me, I’m not sure I could handle the truth.
Finally, he zips his bag closed and stands, his posture rigid. When he faces me, his face is covered in a mask. Not a physical one, but an emotional one void of everything except determination and focus.
“Let’s go,” he says. “Grab your stuff.”
He juts his chin at a table that sits in front of a window. I walk over and collect my jacket, my silver dress, and my shoes. After checking my phone, I return it to my coat pocket, resigning myself to dealing with the missed calls and texts from Raven when I’m caffeinated.
I follow Xavier into the hall. He stops just outside the door and presses several buttons before turning to look at me.
“Place your hand on the pad. It’ll scan your handprint and give you access to my room. That way, you can stay here while I’m gone. No one is allowed in there except you. Do you understand?”
With a nod, I do as he says. The keypad lights up, going from yellow to green. Xavier looks at me and takes my hand.
“That’s it?” I ask.
“Yes.”
He starts walking and I follow quietly. When we arrive at another door further down the corridor, he stops. I stare at the massive piece of wood, waiting for him to open it. He doesn’t. After knocking, he steps back and waits.
Declan appears a few seconds later. He rubs his eyes and says, “Why are you awake this fucking early? Shouldn’t you be in bed with your bride?” He catches sight of me behind Xavier and exhales. “What do you need?”
“I’ve been summoned,” Xavier says.
The other recruit’s eyes widen. “Fuck. Already?”
Xavier nods. “Dear old dad isn’t happy with me.”
“The vow.”
“The vow,” Xavier repeats with a nod. “My bride needs a guardian while I’m gone. I don’t want the other recruits thinking she’s fair game.”
Declan shakes his head with a grin. “Only a stupid motherfucker would go after her. I, for one, like my balls right where they are.”
“That’s why I’m asking you to watch after her.”
“How long?”
Xavier shrugs. “I’ll be back in time for the ceremony tomorrow night.”
“Not bad.” Declan opens the door wider. “Get the fuck out of here. I’ll take care of her.”
Xavier reaches for me and grips my chin, lifting my head. The warmth from his touch makes my pulse quicken. Then he brushes his lips against mine, and I can’t help but lean into the kiss. It’s over too quickly.
“Behave yourself, Delilah.”
I roll my eyes. “Sure thing, daddy.”
His gaze darkens, and a muscle ticks along his jaw. “Say it again.”
Declan coughs, clearing his throat. “Jesus. Leave before you fuck her in the hallway.”
Xavier ignores him, his eyes on me. “Say my name.”
“Daddy Donovan.”
Declan grins. “She’s fucking perfect for you, man.”
Xavier’s lips twitch before he smiles at me. It’s devastating, taking my heartbeat and repositioning it inside my pussy. It pulses with need. Damn it.
He winks at me, and then he’s gone.
I wish I was completely happy to see him go.
Chapter 37DELILAH
Declan gives me a once-over. “June’s inside.”
I nod and follow him through the door. It’s another bedroom similar to Xavier’s. My friend is sitting on the bed, her head resting against the wall, a vacant expression covering her face. She blinks when she sees me.
I rush to her. “June.”
“Delilah.” Her voice is rough and low, a harsh whisper that sends goosebumps across my skin.
“Are you okay?” I ask.
She nods, but the movement is slow, the gesture hesitant. I throw my stuff on the comforter and sit beside her. We both lean against the wall, her studying me in silence.
June’s gaze darts to Declan and returns to me, suspicion filling her eyes. “Why are you here?”
The recruit’s stare drills in a hole in my skull from where he stands. I catch his eye, note the subtle shake of his head, and nod in acknowledgement.
“Xavier had to leave,” I say. “He thought it’d be good for us to hang out while he’s gone.”
June frowns. “He left you here? Just like that?”
“Yup.”
“Okay,” she says, elongating the word.
She makes a face at me and I smile at her in encouragement. This is the first time I’ve caught a glimpse of June’s former self. I want to believe that Declan hasn’t done anything traumatic to her, aside from the bride ritual, but this situation is fucked up in ways I couldn’t imagine.
I may not trust Xavier completely, but he is intent on keeping me safe. And he trusts Declan. Xavier wouldn’t have left me with this guy if he were going to hurt me.
“Are you sure you’re okay?” I ask.
“Yeah.” She waves a hand in dismissal. “I’m just having a hard time wrapping my mind around this... contract.” She leans over to grab a stack of papers from a nightstand. “Did you read this thing? It’s iron-clad. We are fucked.”
I nod, keeping my thoughts to myself. There’s no need to remind June that it doesn’t matter if the contract is solid or not. The Order and its powerful members would’ve found a way to keep us under their thumb.
“So what do you want to do?” I ask, trying to change the subject. “I could really use some coffee.” I look down at the wedding dress, full of dirt and grass stains. “And a change of clothes. Holy shit. Raven.”
“She’s been blowing up your phone too?”
I nod, biting my lip.
June tilts her head. “What is it?”
“I haven’t answered her cause I don’t know what to say.”
“Not a fucking word,” Declan says. His voice is low, but the threat in his tone is loud.
“Of course not.” I scoff. “What do you think I’m going to say? ‘Hey, Raven, I know you think I signed up for some extracurricular activities to help my grades, but I’m really under a contract to be the sex slave of some guy. But don’t worry, he’s hot.’” I roll my eyes. “I’m not stupid.”
He narrows his. “Never said you were. Just don’t fuck around because you will find out. The Order would replace you like that.” He snaps his fingers, and I flinch.
“I have no doubt,” I say.
June grabs my hand and gives it a squeeze. “Come on, let’s go. On the way to the dorm, we can come up with a story to tell Raven. The juicier you make it, the more likely she is to believe it.”
I groan. “If I tell her I hooked up with Xavier, she’ll ask for details.”
“Didn’t you?” June asks.
“Did you?” I jerk my chin in Declan’s direction.
Her cheeks turn pink. “He’s my ex. It’s not the same.”
I snort. “Bullshit.”
Declan watches our exchange, his eyes bright with interest.