Dominxxika_N39: Please don’t leave.
0_hotgirlAmy_0: Back. Sorry. No it’s not you. My mom’s making dinner upstairs, she’s always bugging me about what we wanna eat, I told her I don’t care.
Dominxxika_N39: What she cooking?
0_hotgirlAmy_0: Mac n cheese with tuna. She’s just like mushing everything together cause she’s pissed my dad’s still not home from work yet.
Dominxxika_N39: O yes, I remember when I little and my mum so anger with father all time. He was working in Ministry before Russians took over. All sudden, he doing manual labour jobs only, transporting tiles. My mom say he should not be so coward.
0_hotgirlAmy_0: Yeah my mom can’t even say anything to his face. She just blabs to me about it, like O he’s having an affair. I’m like yeah right Mom, you’re not in a movie, he’s just staying late to please Mr Sheffield (that’s his department manager). It’s kind of embarrassing, like you can see how my dad just feels like a moron all the time, especially like in front of other men, like at the company picnic I had to go to, he had these huge sweat stains in his shirt the whole time cause he was so nervous trying to do everything right for Mr Sheffield.
Dominxxika_N39: We have like Mr Sheffield too in my country, before they take notes and make reports for government, now they regular civilian or boss or politician, but still we scared for their previous ties. Sometime I worry about this too and it make me sweaty.
0_hotgirlAmy_0: Totally. My dad’s like so nervous all the time and he and my mom are yelling forever, saying they don’t have the money for this or for that. So finally I was like, Ugh just stop yelling, I’ll get a job! I mean it was just for the summer. At the Marcus Southgate Cinema. Then these girls came from school and they were like, “Nice uniform, Amy.” I was getting them their sweet and salty popcorn, but then they started saying, “Gross, Amy, your elbow touched some of the popcorn, don’t you have like a scooping protocol?” Then they said, “I’m gonna tell the manager. That’s like a health violation.” I was so over that job. And when school started again, those girls would like pinch their nose in the hallway and say that I stink like oil. It was the lamest joke ever.
Dominxxika_N39: These girls are like acting on behalf of intimidators I am sure. They are enforcing scared feelings, it is to contain your individual power, so you not get too outspoken.
0_hotgirlAmy_0: Yeah they are total bitches, I don’t even care. With their boyfriends from the football team, and in the locker room after gym class, they’re like omg you’re so lucky you’re going to prom with Jared cause he has the biggest dick. And then they looked at me as if I was even listening, as if I even care, and they said, What are you looking at… dyke.
Dominxxika_N39: What is dyke?
0_hotgirlAmy_0: Um. U don’t know what that word is? It’s like. It means you… stare at girls and that you… can’t help yourself… and that it’s gross.
Dominxxika_N39: But u r not gross! U r very sexy.
0_hotgirlAmy_0: *blush
Dominxxika_N39: I can see you, you r looking so cute, Amy.
0_hotgirlAmy_0: *embarrassed
0_hotgirlAmy_0: I wish I could just come to Prague. Milwaukee sucks.
Dominxxika_N39: Actually I not in Prague exactly. I live in Želevčice u Slaného, like 45 minutes in car north and west from city.
0_hotgirlAmy_0: What’s it like there?
Dominxxika_N39: Prague is very exciting. When I there, I feel like I am in Paris walking around like such modern woman, but Želevčice is very quiet and not much for people, only hospital-bed production plant and very quiet fields.
0_hotgirlAmy_0: Same here! Milwaukee is a total yawn.
0_hotgirlAmy_0: Maybe I can come over there & keep u company while ur husband’s away.
Dominxxika_N39: I like this. U can wear your cute jeans.
0_hotgirlAmy_0: And u can show me around…
Dominxxika_N39: Yes, we can take walk on road together, if we walk far, past big production plant, on the right big green field, it go so far back, it touch the sun when it setting. On the right, another big green field, leaf tips touch sunlight too and like million little pieces of gold, u feel rich! It is quiet like boredom but it is also beautiful. And I could hold your hand, outside, when there is wind.
0_hotgirlAmy_0: *huge smile
Dominxxika_N39: There is little chapel here, it is pale yellow and has small bell to ring on roof. It built in 1913.
0_hotgirlAmy_0: That’s cute.
Dominxxika_N39: One time, my husband take me with him to Litvinov, one hour north, for work trip, and there I visit St Michael’s church, also yellow, but little bit sour colour, but very beautiful.
0_hotgirlAmy_0: We could totally go there. I have my driver’s license!
Dominxxika_N39: Wow, you are a very free person then. My husband do not want for me to drive.
Dominxxika_N39: Do you know Archangel Michael?
0_hotgirlAmy_0: No. Who’s that?
Dominxxika_N39: He is important angel. He was against Satan. He is defender. Also, he help souls at hour of their death.
0_hotgirlAmy_0: He sounds kinda creepy…
Dominxxika_N39: He is very powerful. He try to help. Sometimes he whisper to humans little advices… He come in moment when you think I cannot live life no more.
0_hotgirlAmy_0: Oh.
0_hotgirlAmy_0: I kinda get that…
0_hotgirlAmy_0: Cause once… in chemistry class, Jared had to be my lab partner… In the back, they were passing notes and laughing. I was just keeping my eyes down. Just like waiting for class to be done. For the bell to ring. For everything to be over you know. But I could feel it coming. The piece of paper. It was being passed, down, then down, then down, then they tapped me on the shoulder and gave me the note and I didn’t want to take it or unfold it or read it, but I just did. It said: WHY DON’T U ASK JARED TO PUT HIS BIG DICK IN UR CUNT SO U CAN STOP DYKIN OUT ON ALL THE GIRLS IN CLASS?
Dominxxika_N39: This is not very good advice.
0_hotgirlAmy_0: It was so stupid. Like they thought they were gonna make me cry in class again. It’s this game they have. Whatever. I guess it happened then though. I heard a whisper like what you were saying.
Dominxxika_N39: Archangel Michael whisper to u?
0_hotgirlAmy_0: Well I mean I dunno if it was Archangel Michael or whatever. But it did really feel like someone else was saying something to me, not like when you tell yourself something in your head. It was definitely someone else. This voice, kinda low, but strong, whispering to me: Don’t cry. Don’t cry.
0_hotgirlAmy_0: It was just… yeah like I said, it was really strong. I could really hold onto it. Then when the bell rang, I didn’t even feel like going to the bathroom and locking myself in a stall. I guess I didn’t feel… anything. I just went to my locker to get my social studies book, and then went to my next class.
Dominxxika_N39: This may be Archangel Michael.
Dominxxika_N39: But I am little jealous. I want to whisper in your ear…