“It must have taken me a minute or so to comprehend what I had done. Then the rage took hold, pure and unstoppable. The violator was not young Hilliard, whose amorous pawings I could understand, but Jason Merriwether, a man to whom I had given a second life. I put my trust in him, was about to make him a partner in the Bowery Theatre. And I had specifically warned him away from Tessa. You can’t imagine how betrayed I felt. In that moment, I hated all men, monsters who had done nothing but betray me all my adult life. I saw the gleam on the sword, I don’t think I even knew it was Hill-iard’s, but I pulled it out, walked over to Jason, and plunged it through the son-of-a-bitch’s heart.”
The recollection of that grotesque act had brought sweat to her brow and a tremble to her lip. In a quieter tone she continued. “The blood began spouting everywhere, and I instinctively jumped aside. Some splattered me, but I was naked, so no harm done. I went over to check on Tessa, but I was shaking so hard by then I could not properly detect her pulse. She began breathing regularly with that little-girl snore I know so well. I was sure now that she was all right, and had seen nothing. I took a large handkerchief of hers and dipped it in Jason’s blood and smeared it on Hilliard-it took several trips to soak his uniform. And I knew, as you said, how it would go when the two of them were discovered. Then I came back here, unseen.”
“That explains why I could find no evidence of blood being splattered on Rick’s tunic: you smeared it with a cloth. And there was a set of boot-prints approaching the body because Rick never did stagger back to the settee. You or Jason must have knocked the ashtray onto the floor after he was struck. But you still had a bloody handkerchief and a candlestick to dispose of.”
“Yes. I had put on a little fire in the stove earlier, so I started it up and burned the hanky.”
“I found traces of it in the ash in your grate yesterday.”
“Did you?”
“But the candlestick would be harder to hide. Why didn’t you just wipe it clean?”
“I intended to. It took a few minutes for the fire to get going, and I also realized that I needed to wash myself thoroughly-I had some blood on my hands and arms. So I did that, praying that neither Hilliard nor Tessa would wake up too soon, and praying also that it would be Hilliard first so Tessa might be spared the scene in that room. I was more anxious about that than making sure I wasn’t caught. I had just dried myself and slipped into a nightgown when I heard Tessa scream loud enough to wake the dead. My heart turned to ice. But the die was cast. I grabbed the candlestick, ran into my bedroom, threw myself down, jammed the candlestick under the blanket, stuffed in my earplugs, and tried to calm myself. It seemed like an eternity before Clarence and Jeremiah came rushing in to fetch me. And the rest you know.”
Yes. Rick waking when Tessa screamed, not at the gory sight of Merriwether on the floor, but rather at her handsome young soldier, apparently mortally wounded on the settee. For her, it had been the nightmarish image of a stabbed and dying lover: she didn’t yet know that one of her nightmare cries had been real and had sealed Rick Hilliard’s fate.
“Tessa didn’t see Merriwether,” Marc said. “She saw only Rick. Being drugged, she has no recollection of the rape except for the initial jab of pain. She doesn’t even know she screamed aloud that second time. And now the blood on Rick has become a hero’s badge of devotion.”
“Tessa has come through this ordeal better than any of us. I have committed murder, killed a man I once admired and respected. I can never forgive myself for that. Nor will any rationalization justify it or mitigate the remorse I feel. What’s more, and just as bad, I have allowed an innocent, even noble, young man to be falsely accused. But I have suffered much before this, and gone on. I hope I have the strength to do so this time.”
Marc’s head jerked back as if struck. He had assumed that this voluntary and detailed confession had been done as a form of expiation prior to her surrendering to the authorities. But she had just informed him that she expected to carry on with her life, chastened perhaps but unpunished.
“Mrs. Thedford,” he began in what he hoped was a severe tone, “you are aware that I admire you and that I abhor the violence done upon Tessa by Merriwether. But I represent the lieutenant-governor and the Crown in this matter, and I have no choice but to do my duty. I intend to wait while you get dressed, then escort you to Government House. There you will be incarcerated, and I will wake up my friend, free him from the fantasy he has been living, and return him to the world.”
She smiled. There was true warmth in it. Then she frowned. “You must believe me when I tell you I am truly sorry for what I’ve put your friend through. I regretted what I had done the moment I saw him again in that room, dazed and self-accusing. But there was no turning back. And I knew it would only be a question of a day or two before he was exonerated. But then, when I learned he was your friend, I felt dreadful.”
“You’re telling me that you intended to confess all along? And yet you expect to get on a steamer tomorrow and sail off for Detroit?”
“Yes. That is what I have just done, confessed my guilt. And, yes, at noon tomorrow, my company and I will be bound for Detroit.” She seemed amused, though there was an edge of solemnness in her gaze as well.
“Then you don’t know me very well.”
“On the contrary, I know more about you than you can imagine.”
“That’s as absurd as your thinking I won’t take you to the governor.”
“You will not do so, not because of what I’ve said or may do, but because of who I am.”
“You’re Annemarie Thedford.”
“Am I?”
“That may be a stage name, I realize, but what does it matter to me if you have another?”
“A great deal, I hope.”
She leaned over and laid a hand on his knee. “My real name is a variant which I adopted many years ago-after I left England. Look at me. I am tall and fair and blue-eyed.”
Annemarie Thedford. A name from the past flashed before him. But it was impossible. That person was long dead. Dead before he had been born. Yet, just as she whispered the words to him-as if speaking them too loudly might annihilate what they named-he said them silently to himself.
“Mary Ann Edwards.”
She gazed steadfastly at him, waiting for the shock to pass and the implications to sink in. Finally, he was able to say, “You are my aunt Mary.”
“Not quite,” she said. “I am your mother.”
SEVENTEEN
When Marc had recovered enough to find breath and voice, he heard himself say, “But that’s not possible. Mary is dead, I’ve seen her grave. And my parents were Thomas and Margaret Evans. They are also dead.”
Mary Ann Edwards took Marc’s hands in hers in a grip that was both tender and firm. “I’m sorry that I could find no gentler way to convey such news to you. But I was as stunned and bewildered by it as you are now.”
“But how? When?” Marc stammered as the chilling implications of her claim began to take hold.
“‘How’ is a very long story. ‘When’ was yesterday at luncheon.”
“When you met Major Jenkin.”
“Yes. Such a dear man. I took an immediate liking to him. He loves to reminisce, so I encouraged him to tell me about the wars in Europe. Well, he kept mentioning his best friend Frederick. To be polite, I asked a question or two about this Frederick.”
“And you discovered his name was Edwards.”
“Yes. My brother, whom I last saw leaving for Europe in 1805 or ’06.”
“But surely you were not surprised to hear his name mentioned by Jenkin?”
“When I first met you on Monday, I noticed your name, of course, but Edwards is a common enough surname in southern England. It occurred to me that you might be a distant cousin-your height and colouring were right-but that was all. I was more concerned with your bearing and intelligence. But when I realized that Owen knew Frederick well, I began to pester him with questions about the family, about my nephews in France, and he eventually got around to Jabez and the estate in Kent. Then I was certain. It was both strange and exciting to hear about my brothers after twenty-seven years of pretending they didn’t exist.”