The blush turned to flame and heated him to the core. “There’s nothing more of me.”
“The tenebrae know there’s always more,” she said. “And they want the very last of it. Light and laughter. Hope and peace.” She hesitated. “Love.”
The word hit him like a tenebrae fang through the belly, ripping upward to lodge in his throat. “I’ve no more of that either.”
She shot him a glare and strained away from him with all her dancer’s strength and demon’s power. “You lie again.”
He struggled to hold her, amping his teshuva against her fury, though his one-handed grip left him precariously unbalanced. “Nim, you ask too much.”
In a blink, the violet storm in her eyes vanished, leaving only a deep murk. “And you never asked for anything, except a new right hand. But without the anklet, I can’t even be that to you.”
“That’s not what I—”
The closest feralis fell back on its haunches, pointed its muzzle upward, and let loose a howl of triumph. The rest answered in a cacophony that brought another rain of bricks tumbling down.
Apparently, the tenebrae approved. Always a bad sign.
Nim stood motionless. “If you can’t want me, why am I here?”
Behind her, the ferales closed in. Nando stumbled and went to his knees. Jilly leapt forward with a battle cry . . . and Liam yanked her back, throwing himself into the fight instead. Ecco howled, trapped across the circle by a quartet of the roach ferales. Sera stood with both hands clamped around the desolator numinis around her throat. The chill of the tenebraeternum was a visible swirl of silvery fog, but the ferales marched onward.
Jonah’s heart froze. They weren’t going to be able to fight off the horde. He couldn’t stop Nim’s lure. And he couldn’t give her what she wanted.
In another second, if that orange-eyed feralis just beyond Nim’s shoulder had its way, his other arm would be ripped from him, along with the rest of his soul, and he’d be left with nothing. Truly nothing this time. Oblivion.
Well, fuck that.
In his head, he heard Nim’s laugh.
When the orange-eyed feralis jumped, he met its attack halfway. Nim whirled as he arrowed past her, hook extended. The feralis flinched, and he caught it midchest. The hook buried past the thin metal “wrist” and lodged deep inside the feralis.
Intimately close, he stared into its eyes. The dozen orange orbs, arrayed in a ring around its squat head, made the staring contest somewhat inequitable. It clacked its mandibles, and the clatter sounded suspiciously like a snicker. A thin spray of ichor burned on his cheek in a tenebrae kiss.
This was the only sort of relationship remaining to him after he’d doomed himself by saying yes to the demon. Or so he’d come to believe.
But his beliefs had failed him before.
Nim cried out a warning. He yanked the hook free in a geyser of black rot. His teshuva reached with avid craving for the feralis’s faltering emanations. But Nim needed him.
As he jerked around, his vision blurred between the fading tenebrae and Nim as he struggled to focus. His boots slid in the rubbish across the floor, and he windmilled his arms. And smacked a giant feralis in the nose—actually snout, razor fangs bristling—with his hook.
The metal clanged against its teeth and the feralis snapped, faster than any creature of flesh alone, holding him fast.
Nim screamed his name again as a second, winged feralis sprang over the hole in the inner circle to the left, where Liam had gone to Ecco’s rescue. The creature unfurled its wings, wide enough to shadow their pitifully small crew. The stink of burnt feathers blew up a with blinding backdraft of dust and glass.
It scrabbled at Nim, and she punched back. Squealing, it dodged her blows. With one lucky snatch, it grabbed her by her hair and lifted off.
She held on to its leg. Blood streamed through her fingers from the sharp quills. If she slipped, the feralis could break her neck with its awkward hold. Still, she batted at the wing nearest her, trying to upset its flight. It spiraled sideways, but steadied with another beat.
In a moment, it would be out of reach.
Jonah broke free of the feralis chewing its way up his arm. And he broke his arm too.
The crack of the upper bone reverberated through his body like a lightning strike. The violence snapped the straps of the prosthetic, and the hook dangled in the feralis’s mouth as he launched himself after Nim.
He latched his fingers around her ankle. Before he could hope for any leverage, his boots left the floor. The airborne feralis tilted at the added weight, dipping dangerously over the sea of ferales, before it recovered.
The tenebrae bellowed their excitement, and Jonah had a glimpse of the talyan’s pale faces—almost three stories below now—before he looked up at Nim.
How sad. This might be his last sight on earth, and she wasn’t wearing a skirt.
“Pull me up,” he shouted.
She bent her knees, hauling his deadweight higher. She grabbed his broken arm. Bone grated against bone, and the demon’s hunter-light vision sparked with pure, white human pain. He fought it down and hooked his good arm around her waist.
The quills from the beating wings sliced through the meat of his shoulder. Which would have hurt, except for the pain in his arm. And the humiliation of not having a fucking hand to rip the fucking feralis out of the fucking sky.
Ignoring the grind of bone, he looped his broken arm over Nim’s shoulder and lifted himself higher. The feralis had gathered the detritus of hundreds of slaughters—avian, insectile, even a hint of humanoid shape to its features swelling around a fleshy beak. Its demonic emanations—twisting and slippery—rivaled his teshuva’s.
Which left brute ferocity to determine the winner.
The feralis certainly overwhelmed him in the appendages division, and its underbelly was armored with thick scales. So he reached higher, and punched his fist down its throat.
The sharp beak tore at his forearm, and then up to his elbow. It pierced skin, then muscle, and ground against bone. Ichor burned his hand. His remaining hand . . .
For an instant, he wanted to pull free, fall to the ground. He still had two functioning feet that could carry him away.
But the thought shredded like the wicked soulflies, never to return. He wouldn’t let go of Nim.
The feralis choked and spat ichor in black gouts. Struggling, it ripped at him with seven of its eight feet. Only Nim’s grasp on its eighth leg kept her from falling. To his horror, she grabbed at the thrashing wing tip, and the feralis lost altitude.
A mere two stories. A survivable fall. Probably. If they were going to bail out, they had to do so now. Knowing he had mere seconds before the feralis beak would saw through his arm, he reached down inside it.
But a feralis didn’t have a heart. Nothing to reach for but the void he’d always feared.
He could do to the feralis what Nim had done to him. He turned it inside out.
His arm went numb as he heaved backward. Boiling ichor and pieces of the decomposing husk erupted from the gaping maw.
The spidery legs spasmed and tossed Nim outward. Her gaze locked on his, silent, and she fell.
Entwined with the feralis, he plummeted on his own painful arc.
In the heartbeat before he hit, lights beamed through the open windows. Car headlights.
With an explosion of feathers and brick dust, he slammed into the ground. The feralis broke his fall, enough that he maintained consciousness.
The cars had to be the other talyan. Archer’s bond to Sera must have ignited any alcohol he’d managed to get in his hands. The cavalry had arrived.
Not a moment too soon. Actually, a few moments too late.
All around him, the tenebrae stampeded. Plenty of exits through the broken windows, but talyan—black-clad shadows, fast and furious—poured through the openings in pursuit of the escaping ferales. Who could escape only because . . .