Nothing at all, in fact; nothing at all.
Accepting that as a sign he was in danger of losing it, he flicked one more pebble at the water and started back to his room. He hadn't gone three steps when the noise returned.
Not a rustling now, but a barely audible hissing.
Not stop and start, but continuous and moving; slowly, very slowly.
Common sense and experience ordered him to head immediately for the inside, or, at the very least get Scully out here with him.
What he did, for no good reason he could think of, was sidestep cautiously off the path, turning his head in short stages to try to pinpoint the source's location, whatever the source was. When he reached the lamp poles, his right hand closed around one as he slipped past, while his left instinctively slipped his gun from its holster.
He wouldn't have done that if he hadn't heard the whispering.
More than one voice, although he couldn't tell how many. Nor could he understand what they were saying. One moment it sounded like muffled laughter, the next like little children exchanging secrets in the dark.
Beyond the last pole, there was still several yards of cleared earth straight ahead, while to the left the ground sloped downward toward the river. He flexed his knees to keep his balance on the slope, to keep from sliding as he moved forward, staring, silently cursing the weak reach of the lamplight. He could barely see the brush, could only just make out a twisted branch above it, no higher than his head.
The noise was on the other side, coming toward him.
Carefully he reached behind him, fumbled for and grabbed the last square pole, an clumsy position until he put most of his weight on his right foot.
The whispering sounded more frantic, quickly blending into what sounded like a low hum.
No animal, he knew; and he couldn't see how it could be people, either. That many would make a different kind of noise, and it certainly would be louder. Which made his drawn weapon a little ludicrous.
If there was nothing to shoot at, why have it out?
But nothing didn't make a noise.
It didn't hiss.
It didn't whisper.
He released the lamp pole and eased forward, keeping low, freezing when he had a sudden image of a woman about to open a door everyone in the theater knew hid the monster. They called her stupid, they yelled at her not to do it, they threw things at the screen to get her attention, but she opened it anyway.
And she was always wrong.
And what, he asked himself, does that make you?
Hissing, climbing to a higher pitch that puzzled him because the pitch was still quite low.
It reminded him of something.
It definitely reminded him of something.
He took a step back, snapping his head around when something splashed to his left. No ripples that he could see, not even when he heard another splash, farther across the water. He could have turned then, but he didn't want to show his back to whatever was out there. He wanted to see it if he could, just in case it came into the open and could see him, too.
Then something struck the pole, taking a chip from the edge.
He didn't wait to see if it had been a shot; he fired one of his own into the dark, whirled and began to run, slipping once on the grass, flinging a hand out to stop him from falling on his chest.
When he reached the bench, he turned, trotting backward, staring at something he could finally see down by the lamps.
He never had a chance to see it clearly.
He heard a voice, heard a popping sound, and all the lamps turned red.
EIGHTEEN
Dugan Velador was tired of being old. He didn't want to die, that would be a waste of his life. What he wanted, however, was for people to stop coming to him with questions whose answers they already knew if they would only stop to think. What he wanted was a little peace, and he didn't think that was too selfish a wish. Not at his age. Not after all he had done for his people.
He also wanted the killing to stop. It should have ended the other night, the last night in the kiva.
For as long as he could remember, and for all that he had been taught and told, the last night should have meant the end, for it had always been before.
Not this time.
This time, from what he had heard on the portable radio he kept by his bed, another one had died. A woman. The name was familiar. He couldn't place the face or the occasion of the meeting, so he knew she wasn't Konochine frastera, one of those who had left.
Still, the name was familiar, and he worried at it while he ate breakfast, worried at it while, with a sitting blanket over one shoulder, he walked from his place to sleep by the Tribal Center to the Wall that overlooked the road that pointed west. When he was younger, but not young by any calculation, he used to sit there every dawn and stare at the unseen place where he knew Annie lived.
He tried to will her to return.
He prayed for her to leave the ranch and move back to her rightful home.
When that didn't work, he figured he had either really garbled the prayers so badly that the spirits hadn't recognized them, or he wasn't half as strong as he thought he was. Velador was a practical man. When one thing didn't work, there was always something else. If the spirits wouldn't listen, someone else would.
As Nick would say, what the hell.
The only thing he hadn't done, and would not do, was visit her in person. That would insult her, and demean him.
Practical, however, sometimes meant taking a bite out of pride, swallowing it, and hoping it wasn't poison.
He would have to think about it hard today. The killing of the woman he could not remember was too important. Annie would know that; maybe she already did. Maybe she would take a bite, too, and at least meet him halfway.
If she didn't, he'd be sitting in the sun for nothing.
Practical didn't always mean that what he did was smart.
When Mulder opened his eyes, he instantly allowed as how he fully deserved the booming explosion whose echoes rebounded through his skull for what seemed like forever. And when forever arrived, he still had a splitting headache.
At least he was still in his room, or would be as soon as the walls stopped shifting.
Last night, when he'd regained consciousness, he had thought he was in a hospital. A beautiful hospital with soft lights and attractive, natural decorations complete with all the appropriate scents and aromas. The bed was too hard, though, and the air conditioning had been turned up way too high. They hadn't even bothered to cover him with a blanket.
When his vision cleared an eyeblink later, he realized someone had stretched him out on one of the benches in the motel's back garden.
Scully knelt beside him, urging him to stop hiding and come all the way out. When he did, she scolded him for doing whatever he had done to get him clunked like this.
"Clunked?"
He had tried to sit up, but his head wouldn't let him; neither would his stomach. A rolling nausea engulfed him briefly, and he tightened his jaw, clenched his fits until the urge to vomit had passed.
Sparrow leaned into sight then, and between thumb and forefinger held up a stone that would fit perfectly in his palm. He turned it so Mulder could see the fresh bloodstain.
"What were you doing, Mulder?" Scully's expression was stern, but her voice was pure concern.
Again he tried to sit up, and again the dizziness was too strong. He accepted the order her hand on his shoulder gave him. "Someone was out there." He pointed vaguely, not sure of the right direction. "Maybe more than one. Definitely more than one." His eyes closed as he tried to remember.