I said, “I have a man here who needs a doctor.”
“Aren’t you a doctor, Colonel Rush?”
It started raining.
Rain in the Arctic. It was over. It had not worked. The fighter had destroyed the ship, the sick, the healthy, the crew, the Marines.
We drifted offshore, cold, wet, locked in our own failure, watching headlights move along a coast road a half mile off. I saw telephone poles, a garbage truck, lights on top of an office building. All of it might as well have been a thousand miles away.
Failed.
Kukulka was propped against the side of the Zodiac. Concussion, I thought. He drank lots of water. He weakly pointed and I saw the pinprick black dot approaching in the sky again, only this time it was coming from the ocean side, not the land side. It was the Raptor coming straight at us, low, over the water, as if it had a homing beam fixed on us.
Kukulka’s lips forming words, “Oh, shit.”
The thing grew enormous and the sound was a blast, an explosion, as it swept over our heads, circled, and came back, low, as if to make a run at us. It had blown up the ship. It had killed Eddie and Karen, DeBlieu and Pettit. It had done what I’d done in Afghanistan, sent more than two hundred people to the bottom. Washington had waited until the cloud cover blocked view, kept the sinking secret, and now, as we sat there, the F22 would open up on us with machine guns or cannon.
The predator-like form seemed to slow, its wings to open, belly up, as it drifted above like a bird of prey. Then I saw what the pilot was doing. His doors were open. There were bulky kayak-sized shapes inside. I saw Kukulka’s big face upturned in wonder, his lips moving soundlessly, as he counted the bombs that the pilot was showing us, as if we watched an innocent air show.
“One… two… Sir, sir, he didn’t bomb them!”
Kukulka’s shoulders started moving.
The big man was crying.
“You stopped it,” he said.
TWENTY-EIGHT
It was hot in New Mexico during the day, cold at night, but still toasty compared to the Arctic. The Army guards stayed outside the fence, and we could take long hikes on the mesa and still remain in the forty-square-mile ex — Air Force base where we were quarantined. Two electrified barbed wire fences surrounded the place. Cameras looked down along the periphery. The twenty-foot-wide strip between the fences, we were informed in stern but kindly tones, contained mines.
Please remain in the camp.
First came the doctors, looking more — in their bulky suits — like radiation cleanup crews after an accident.
As soon as we settled in, they coptered in and we got more blood tests than astronauts. We were CAT-scanned and X-rayed, and fMRI-machined. We underwent stress tests and eye exams. We spent hours with psychologists who wanted to know — in fifty ways — about tension levels on the ship, or post-traumatic stress.
When the doctors left, the FBI arrived for debriefings, the agents using specially set up interrogation booths — protected compartments — for interviews. We sat behind thick glass but still the agents wore surgical masks.
When they weren’t grilling us about Peter Del Grazo, they started in on us: bank accounts, drug use, family history, clubs we belonged to, e-mails we sent, former jobs, and political affiliations.
They asked me exactly when I decided to scuttle the submarine Montana. Before the Chinese arrived? Or after? They asked if I’d ever visited China, or had friends there, or had gone to college with people from China. They asked if I blamed my job for my divorce. They wanted to know if I was angry at Major Pettit for living with my ex-wife, and if that situation had affected my judgment.
“I see you wear a wedding ring,” I told the agent, a man named Mulcahy. “Who’s your wife sleeping with these days?”
“There’s nothing personal in these questions, sir.”
“Or in my responses either, asshole.”
More investigators arrived — from Homeland Security, CIA, the National Security Council, the House Committee on Terrorism — to ask all the questions that probably should have been asked long before anyone ever boarded that ship.
When each session was done, I usually asked a few questions back, the same ones that we prisoners went over each night, in the dorm rooms we shared, making lists, calling contacts in D.C., gaming scenarios in our heads.
“How long did Del Grazo work for the Chinese?” I’d ask.
“We don’t know that,” was always the answer.
“How did they recruit him?”
“Ask your superiors.”
“What exactly did he do for them?”
“I’m not part of that investigation.”
“How did the Chinese get the antidote?”
“Your guess is as good as mine.”
The director was more forthcoming during our daily encrypted teleconferences.
“Del Grazo infected that whole ship with malware, Joe,” he said wryly. “Laptops. E-mails. Cabins. The whole damn place was a gigantic open mike to Beijing. They were monitoring our research. They wanted advance notice of any plans in the Arctic. He was their man in place when the Montana had the fire. By the way, the icebreaker’s been decontaminated and the Coast Guard is tearing out the whole communication system. It’s a real mess.”
“Why did he do it, sir?”
“Oh, money, looks like.”
“How did they recruit him?”
“We’re guessing, Joe. He ran up big gambling bills at Seattle casinos. Turns out the Chinese were silent partners in one, probably trolling for useful losers there, you can bet. Horses. Football games. Baseball. Anything you can bet on. He paid cash for a condo, great view of the bay. Cash for an Escalade. Cash in the lockbox we turned up. Joe, it infuriates me. Any half-assed check of the guy would have found this stuff, but the Arctic’s such a low priority, no one did it. Believe me. Red faces all around.”
I asked, “Director, were the experts at the archives able to get anything from the blank parts of the film?”
“No. But it’s a good thing you opened it up and didn’t listen to me. Still, next time, pay attention.”
I asked the biggest question. “How did the Chinese get the antidote?”
On screen, he looked tired. “China’s where most swine flus originate, so yeah, Jade Pharma is a subsidiary of Pacific-North, but they do their own research, too. A drug they were experimenting with worked. You were their guinea pigs, Joe. And the mislabeling? A mistake, they say, it happens there, but,” he said, shrugging, “it’s China, man. Nothing is what it seems. We’re just happy things worked.”
While I thought it over, he added, “Can you do me a favor? Can you muzzle your friend Andrew Sachs? His people are being bothersome. A tone-down at State would go a long way here.”
“Bothersome?”
“They’re poking into things. Look, the WH wants to talk up this incident as an example of friendship. And pissing in the mouth of the guy who helped you ain’t that. For a change, we’ve got something positive to work with, so let’s encourage it. No sour grapes, Joe. Know what I mean?”
“Of course.”
I asked Sachs that night to increase his efforts. I wanted to know everything that his contacts could learn about Jade Pharmaceuticals, the Chinese subsidiary of Pacific-North, of New York City, New York.
I added, “Tell your guys I asked you to stop asking questions.”
“Help you cover your ass, you mean? Well, you saved mine.”
“I want the director to think I’m on his side.”
I slept in officers’ housing, and shared a suite with Eddie and Andrew Sachs and DeBlieu. At night there was Scrabble and a hundred channels of TV, but mostly we kept trying to figure out what had happened. There were air-dropped books. We took turns giving lectures. We considered a hundred theories as to how the Chinese had obtained the proper drug.