“But we did—”
“Yes . . . we did. Out of your courtesy; it was no longer my right.” Cecelia sighed. “I’m sorry, Heris. It must sound silly to you. But all the way back from the Guerni Republic, I fantasized such a gorgeous, impressive homecoming—storming in and confounding everyone. The feeling we’ve had today—that’s what I had in mind. Bands playing, flags waving, my family all in a heap of contrition. Admissions of guilt, begging of forgiveness. Instead—with the king’s resignation, everything seemed to fall apart. My affairs didn’t matter that much compared to the change in government; I wasn’t a hero after all. Very annoying, actually, especially when Berenice had the nerve to say that if I was going to get rejuvenation, I should have spent a little more and gotten some remodelling—”
“What!” Heris had not heard this before.
“Oh, yes. After all, I didn’t have to live the same selfish life as before, and if I’d bother to try, I could look quite nice and perhaps marry—I swear, Heris, it was at that moment I decided to sue them for their idiocy. Before that I had been annoyed, but that did it. Not a scrap of remorse for the hell she’d put me through in that damned nursing home, but the same old superior attitude about my looks and my duty to the family. I’ll show her duty, I thought.”
Heris had wondered more than once why Cecelia was so determined to sue the family; now she was caught between sympathy and laughter. “It wasn’t very tactful of her,” she said, trying for middle ground.
“She never was tactful,” Cecelia said. “No small child is—one reason I don’t like small children—but she was remarkable even for a child. She told me once ‘You may be famous, but I’m pretty, and you never will be.’ It was true, of course, but it hurt anyway.”
“So that’s why you’ve sued them?”
“Yes . . . mostly. I suppose. They keep thinking I’m nothing—handy to do their chores, when they wanted Ronnie off Rockhouse for a year, handy for loans when they want to expand their holdings, handy for a joke whenever they want to feel elegant and so on . . . and I just got tired of it.”
Heris said, “It’s Tommy this and Tommy that and Tommy take a walk. . . .”
“What?”
“I thought perhaps you might know Kipling. One of his poems that will live as long as military organizations, because that’s how the military’s always treated. Despised until needed, then cozened into things—blamed for whatever goes wrong, and praised—when it gets praise—for the wrong things.”
“Exactly. Though I suppose my life hasn’t been that bad, really.” Heris watched the flicker of amusement in Cecelia’s eyes. Just when she’d given up, the woman would show that wry self-assessment, that ability to keep things in balance. They rode another few blocks in companionable silence. Then Cecelia shifted to face Heris directly. “What’s worrying you? You were as tense as on the island today, and it wasn’t all saddle sores.”
“We’re celebrating too early,” Heris said. “There’s something wrong with that raid—we won too easily, and we may have made things worse by winning. I’m half-expecting Koutsoudas to call and say there’s an entire fleet of enemy ships coming in.”
“That’s ridiculous,” Cecelia said. “Here? What are they going to steal, horses and cattle and antelopes and sheep? And what enemy?”
“There are mining colonies on the gas giants’ moons,” Heris said.
“Piddly,” Cecelia said. “They’re hardly two decades old, and just now beginning to break even. Nothing unusual, and most of it will be processed in this system, developing an industrial base to allow bulk mining later.”
“A slow payback on the investment,” Heris said, just to make a comment. To her surprise, Cecelia looked startled.
“You’re right—it hadn’t occurred to me, but—I wonder if that’s going to be an effect of Rejuvenant political influence?”
“What?” Heris was still trying to think why some enemy would make Xavier a target. As Cecelia had said, horses and cattle weren’t usually of great interest to aggressive political entities. Shipyards, manufacturing centers, things like that.
“Well . . . Rejuvenants can afford the years to develop slow-growth industries—things that would have been marginal at best for non-rejuvenated individuals. Projects that families can carry out only if they convince successive generations to support them.”
“Mmm.” Heris filed that away to think about later. At the moment, she was more interested in what had really happened with the raid, and what she could say to the Xavieran government. Such as it was.
Once at the party, the General Secretary bowed over her hand and murmured, “I understand you are worried and need to talk. Give us an hour or so, eh? And then we’ll find you. People just want to say thanks.” Unlike Senior Captain Vassilos, who had seemed almost theatrical in his military posture, the General Secretary looked like an amiable bear. Graying brown hair, bright brown eyes . . . Heris had not really looked at him before, but now she liked what she saw. She smiled, nodded, and let herself be passed on down the reception line.
Beyond the line, her faithful escort showed her to a comfortable, softly padded seat. A waiter appeared with a tray of drinks, and another with a tray of finger foods. Heris chose a sunset-colored juice, and found it tangy and refreshing; the crisp shapes on the plate at her side turned out to be bite-sized pastries filled with meat or cheese. None of the people who came up to her seemed to think she looked funny, and after a while she quit thinking about the riding boots and breeches. Especially when she saw half a dozen others wearing them.
“Heris—these are the Carmody sisters,” Cecelia said, appearing at her side with three rangy women as tall as herself. “They own one of the breeding farms I’ll be visiting.”
“Cecelia says you ride,” said the youngest of the sisters—or the one who looked youngest—Heris suddenly noticed a blue—and-silver ring like Cecelia’s, only higher on the woman’s left ear. Then it sank in—another horse enthusiast.
“Only a little,” Heris said. “In the parade, for instance.”
“But she said you rode to hounds,” the woman said. “Tell me—does Bunny still have that fierce trainer—what was his name?” Heris couldn’t believe it. Did they know anything but horses? Did they think this reception was about horses?
“Yes, he does, and you’re supposed to be thanking Heris for knocking off that raider,” said Cecelia. Heris felt her irritation subsiding.
“Well, of course. But Davin said all that, I thought. Now that it’s over—”
“I’m really not an expert on horses,” Heris said, as gently as she could manage. “Lady Cecelia has very kindly tutored me, but I’m already out of my depth.”
“Oh. Well . . . Cecelia, suppose you give us some idea what you’re looking for?” Heris would have laughed if she hadn’t been trapped by her stiffening body into a corner that soon filled with all the horsey set on Xavier . . . breeders, mostly, whom Cecelia introduced. Most of them just managed to remember why Heris was being honored before they launched into anecdotes about horses, arguments about breeding strategies and training methods, and plain unmistakable brags. By the time the General Secretary’s assistant came to suggest that she might like to meet with him and a few others in the library, she was feeling very grumpy indeed.
“If I understood Captain Vassilos correctly, you believe there were more ships in the system, observing your battle with the raider. If that is so, can you explain why it bothered you? I may as well mention that none of our scan technicians found a trace of such a ship, even when they went back over the recorded scans.”