"For heaven's sake, get on with it, Serov. What's troubling you — a clash of authority? Territorial imperatives?"
Serov remained standing. "There's no clash of authority. You don't have any authority, except by my say-so."
"I see. Then what the devil is the matter with you? Not sleeping well? Is that it?"
Serov sat down with a sigh. He waved his hands over open files strewn on the desk. Brushed ash from one sheet. "Let me tell you what's happened to one of-your prisoners, shall I?" He smiled without humor. Priabin braced himself. Serov cleared his throat. "Unfortunately, Kedrov couldn't take it. He's told us everything." He drew on his cigarette and coughed. "I don't know what scrambled state his brains will be in when he comes out of it. Still—" He shrugged. "We found out how long he'd been working for the Americans, what he told them — everything — even what he overheard concerning Lightning."
"What's that?"
"Too pat, Priabin, too pat. I know you and Rodin talked about it — I've got the tape, sonny. From your friend Mikhail. I know.'
"Bully for you, Serov." He could not eradicate the quaver from his voice, and Serov bellowed with hard laughter, his hand slapping the desk violently.
"Shall I tell you why we've been fencing for an hour or more?"
"Probably because you enjoy it." Priabin carefully stubbed out his cigarette.
Serov nodded. "That, too," he admitted. "When I've got time for it. But in this case, I wanted to know how far you'd go to hide the feet that you knew as much as you did. Quite a long way, apparently." He plucked at his full lower lip, extending it into a deformity. Then he said: "Now I know for certain you'll try as hard as you can to spread the news — don't I?"
"Sorry?"
"You want to tell someone, don't you? About the naughty secret you've discovered? Moscow Center, the Politburo — Lenin's stuffed and mounted corpse for all I know. It's why you were at the roadblock, why you tried to use the radio. You should have come in here and told me everything, tried to convince me you were on our side, believed in our point of view. I wonder why you didn't."
Priabin cleared his throat. Why hadn't he? "It didn't occur to me," he replied quietly.
Serov laughed, like a dog barking. Banged the desk with his palm once more. "You're all the same, you Party pretty boys," he mocked. "Give you a nice new uniform and you can't help believing you're immortal, can you? You came in here unable to conceive that anything nasty could possibly happen to you. Deep down, you couldn't believe. That uniform's as much good to you as a cardboard gun, sonny." His palm banged again and again, punctuating his words. "You'll get years for this. You might never be seen again— like Wallenberg — oh, heard of him, have you? It happens to colonels in the KGB, too, not just to intellectuals and scribblers like Solzhenitsyn. You, too, can disappear, is our motto!" His laughter made him cough; it did not weaken the fear he had created in Priabin. "It's up to you," Serov continued, "which way we proceed from this point. You want the drugs? You want Rodin to believe that his son was harassed to death by your interrogations? Or do you want to — tell me?"
The silence was immediate. Priabin's body itched and stung with uncontrollable nerves. He stared at Serov, but sensed the paleness of his face, the weak, small movements of his lips. His mouth was dry. Serov meant to have him finished with. The brute fact of his situation was unavoidable. How could he have lied to the man? He could never have persuaded him of his harmlessness. Perspiration prickled on his brow. His collar chafed. No, he could not have taken him in, not for a moment. But Serov was right, too. Whatever his fear when he was brought here, he had not believed, not with every part of himself, that this would be the outcome. The damned uniform, the authority — they'd deceived him, lulled him.
"Tell you what, exactly?" he asked, his voice almost casual.
Serov glowered, but his eyes sparkled, as if his enjoyment had achieved a new level of satisfaction.
"Oh, I couldn't trust you, could I? Not for a minute," he said. "Even afterward, when all this had been resolved, you'd still be trying to cause trouble. No, I think I'd better wash my hands of you now." He chuckled. Shook his head as if in reproof of a friend's poor joke. He clasped his hands behind his head and leaned back in his creaking swivel chair. "You're too much of a survivor for me, Priabin. I don't like you — never have, come to that." His voice was almost meditative. "How you bloody well survived that cockup over the MiG-31, I'll never know. Let your dead girlfriend take all the crap, I don't doubt." He did not look at Priabin's face; Dmitri felt himself flush. "Even got this cushy posting out of the deal — talk about falling in the manure and coming up smelling of flowers. You should have kept your head down, nose clean — walked away from trouble, sat out your tour." He sat upright, looking keenly at Priabin, leaning his arms on his desk. "You see, that's the trouble with you — you don't know when to leave well enough alone. Do you, eh?"
"Can I get up?" Priabin asked after a while.
Serov shrugged dismissively. "Why not? I think we're about finished, don't you? You are, at least."
Priabin stood, almost to attention, testing the strength in his body before moving. He walked to the window, standing beside Serov, looking out. Serov turned to watch him, heavily amused. There was nothing Priabin could do.
"Going to throw yourself out?" Serov asked confidently. "Could do worse, old man." He saw Priabin's body shiver. "Could do a lot worse. We've got our Serbsky Institutes, and our Gulag, too. I don't think we'll be hearing from you again — if you get that far." He did not raise his voice. His tone was that of a judge passing sentence. Priabin thrust his shaking hands into his pockets, staring blindly into the afternoon outside. Gantries, cables, pylons, masts, radar dishes, low buildings — away beyond the square and its cobbles. An endless vista of — army authority.
He turned to Serov, as if to speak, then returned his gaze to the world outside the room. The square. The heavy military statuary, the modern Cosmonaut Hotel, the cars and the people. He saw nothing except his brief and violent future. Fear, real fear, quivered through him. Serov was indeed going to kill him.
"There's no way out for you," Serov was murmuring. "No way out."
His words were like a quiet but demented refrain. Priabin's mind caught them up, set them spinning together with his thoughts of Anna, Gant, Rodin, and now Kedrov. No way out, no way, no way out.
He wanted to press his hands to his ears, as if the words were still being spoken and he could shut them out. But Serov was silent, standing back like a painter to observe the effect of his last brush strokes. No way out, no way out…
… Anna, Gant, Rodin, Kedrov, Anna, Gant…
No way out.
There must be some way…
… some way.
There must be some way out of here, said the joker to the thief.
God, why Dylan now? The song ran in his head together with Serov's taunt. No way, some way, no way out, some way out, no way out of here, some way out of here… It was like contemplating the onset of madness, his mind was so helpless in its desperate attempts to avoid the idea. No way, some way… — thief, thief, thief!
Gant!
He whirled around. Serov was smiling. Priabin's hand slapped against his empty holster. Serov laughed, raising his arms in a mocking gesture of surrender. His whole face was violent with laughter. Priabin had no scheme, no inkling, no—