“I know. You went off somewhere with Titus Consent and those … beings. Did they turn you into a eunuch?”
“I was sick.”
Daedel tried to help. “Lord Arnmigal must be dreadfully tired, Helspeth.”
“But able to consort with devils.”
Logic would be wasted. Helspeth felt neglected. That was that.
Lady Hilda topped Helspeth’s cup. From behind the Empress she moved her lips exaggeratedly, warning him against defending himself.
He did not. He was interested only in sleep.
That concerned him. Being ready to nap at any moment was outside his experience. Nor could he get useful advice from his people. Nobody had any idea what was happening.
Hourli said bear with it, sleep when he felt like it, and time would cure it.
Helspeth fixed him with a fierce gaze. “I won’t be discarded like some camp-following trollop.”
Again Daedel signed for silent suffering. She tipped a hand, suggesting he sip his coffee.
It was a way to temporize.
He worked it out. Helspeth was scared. Change was in the wind. He would be gone a long time. She would be without the shield of the Righteous. Maybe she tasted his premonition, too. And he was doing nothing to still her fears. His excuses, however valid, carried little emotional weight.
“I have delayed departure a day already. I will join you tonight.”
That, of course, threatened to set her off again. If he was going to show up only because she nagged him …
Lady Hilda whispered something Hecht could not hear. Helspeth stopped being contrary.
* * *
“What did she want?” Titus asked, worried about last-minute meddling.
“She was upset because I didn’t report in and didn’t go to chapel. She knew we’d been away.”
“Then somebody has been talking about things he shouldn’t.”
“Maybe. It doesn’t matter, now. We’ll be on the road. We won’t have to answer to anyone but ourselves.”
“God might quibble. Otherwise, I’m looking forward. Tomorrow for sure, right? The baggage is already moving.”
“As soon as there’s light.”
* * *
Helspeth was especially demanding. And she wanted to pray, too. Hecht suspected she was moved more by despair than desire.
* * *
Titus said, “That took a while.”
Hecht hid the time candle. “She wouldn’t stop talking. I couldn’t just walk away.”
“I’ll find you a ride so you can sleep as we go. Oh. Pella and Brokke showed up.”
“Really? They’re finally done out there?”
“Anselin finally felt comfortable. And neither Hagen nor the boy want to be left behind.” Brokke was scheduled to stay in Alten Weinberg, though.
“Anna will cut me if I let Pella come.” Hecht headed for his quarters, eager to see the boy and hear his stories.
Anna would have to deal. The boy was old enough.
* * *
Helspeth and her ladies came out to watch the Commander of the Righteous depart. It was a cold, damp day, not unusual this spring. Some less venturesome staffers whined about the possibility of snow.
Once the party left Franz-Benneroust Plaza Lord Arnmigal deserted his mount for a place in the vehicle Titus had prepared. Consent called it a coach but the level of luxury was substantially lower. The vehicle was actually a wagon with a mattress tucked in amongst onion sacks and wooden boxes.
Hecht did not care. It took only moments to fall asleep. He slept all day and still had no trouble sleeping that night.
Some staffers were not happy about having to camp out. They wanted to hop from inn to inn. Lord Arnmigal wanted everyone hardened now. Neither the Pramans nor the Holy Lands would be considerate of their comfort.
There were no serious problems. His staff handled routine well. They needed no close direction. And just as well. Ten days out of Alten Weinberg Hecht was sleeping twenty hours a day.
Which suited his people fine. They never knew which Lord Arnmigal they would get when he was awake.
Sometimes he was the Piper Hecht they had known for years. Often, though, he was cold, remote, intolerant of error or imperfection. In that character he seemed clairvoyant, too. He knew what had to be done before it needed doing. That created efficiencies but also worried men already troubled by the oddities of their commander.
After those ten days, though, Piper Hecht began sleeping less.
He met the King of Hovacol on the bridge that had featured in their first encounter. He told Stain, “You’ve had it all from the Empress already but I wanted to deliver my own appeal. Helspeth and I want you to lead the next wave into the Holy Lands. We had to turn away thousands this time.”
Stain was no longer belligerent. He was not looking for a fight, even sanctioned by the Church. He accepted the role reluctantly.
“Hourli, I want to see you,” Hecht told the air once he returned to his wagon, exhausted. Stain had kept him up for hours.
The Instrumentality materialized. She planted her behind on a box. “Yes?”
“Stain was different today. Why?”
“The supernatural wasn’t involved anymore.”
“I like your style. You’re straightforward.”
“All salesmanship, Commander of the Righteous. Most mortals hate the gods because of our disdain for clarity. We will avoid ambiguity where we can-though that will irk some clients, too.”
She might be trying to irk him now, on some level.
She continued, “Stain was possessed by a regional Instrumentality that might have been a deity in pagan times.”
“One that took off after mixing it up with me?”
“Apparently, Godslayer.”
“My life keeps getting stranger.”
“Should I resent that?”
“See things from my perspective.”
“I do try. And I do so, better than you suspect.”
“Is it likely to be a nuisance?”
“It’s damaged, hiding, hoping to be forgotten.”
“No longer a threat, then.” Hecht found himself not caring already.
“No.”
He was done, then. He was ready to sleep. But Hourli had something on her mind and wanted to be coaxed.
He asked, “Is it important?”
“Judge for yourself.”
“So?”
“Despite observing your rules of the march your advance columns are meeting resistance in the Antal hinterland, not just from Pramans. Eastern Rite and Antast Chaldareans have been belligerent without genuine provocation. That has not served them well. Your lieutenants smash resistance where they meet it because of the remarkable intelligence they enjoy.”
“Attempt to elicit a compliment duly noted.”
“Thank you, Commander of the Righteous. The work is more difficult than you think. We are now operating at our extreme limits, well beyond our range in olden times.”
“Really? I thought you were feasting at the Wells of Ihrian.”
“You did?” Her expression betrayed real disbelief. “Where did you get that idea? No. Of course not. Much as we would love to streak in and feed till we’re too fat to move, we can range only so far ahead of our nearest believers, with that distance dwindling as we as we get farther from the Realm of the Gods. To actually reach one of the Wells we may require the assistance of the Bastard, the ascendant, and your whole family. Once we do get to a Well, though, we’ll get healthy fast.”
Hecht questioned none of that. It made sense despite confusing him when he considered specifics.
Almost sad, though, that the Old Ones were dependent on the belief of people who followed other religions.
“Your situation will improve as I get closer myself?”
“You in particular, yes. In a reverse exponential sort of way.”
“Which means?”
“Each ten miles closer you move will advance our reach by two or three miles.”
“I see.” No wonder the Old Ones made themselves useful. “I should be traveling faster, then.” Though he was gaining on the big mobs quickly. His group had more flexibility.