Reaching the quiet intersection, he looked back. Stick figures circled the pickup, flickering past the bright beams, heads cocked. It would only be a matter of time. And Dodge or William or Graham could spend the night running down a junkie joyride while Mike got Kat somewhere safe.
He turned and jogged to where the elderly man stood waiting.
He and Kat cut across Jimmy’s ragged front lawn, dodging car parts and a rusting lawn mower that had deteriorated into the brown grass. Mike had asked the old man to drop them off several blocks away, and they’d run to cover the distance.
Kat hid behind Mike’s back as he rang Jimmy’s bell.
Jimmy tugged the door open, facing away toward the interior. ‘-get the damned armchair off the front lawn.’
A disembodied feminine voice. ‘Why should you care?’
‘Because I ain’t havin’ no duct-taped La-Z-Boy on my lawn, that’s why.’
Shelly appeared in the hall, pale slender fingers forked around an ash-heavy cigarette. ‘You’re a credit to your race.’ Her gaze shifted, taking note of Mike before Jimmy did, and then she pinched her bathrobe closed and trudged back out of sight.
Jimmy’s head swiveled. ‘Wingate? What the hell you doing here?’
‘I need help.’
‘Fight with the wife? Shit, I don’t blame you. Ever since Shelly and I got back together…’ Jimmy growled a low note of frustration. ‘You know when she wants to have sex? Tomorrow. That’s when.’
Kat moved into view behind Mike, and Jimmy said, ‘Shihoot. Hi, sweetheart. Didn’t see you.’
Mike said, ‘I need something to drive.’
‘You want your truck back?’
‘I’m in trouble, Jimmy.’
Jimmy looked from Mike to Kat, seeming to register the severity of the situation.
A minute later they were in the quiet of Jimmy’s garage. Mike settled Kat into the passenger seat of the Toyota, the familiar smell of his old pickup a badly needed piece of comfort. He pointed at the toolbox mounted over the wheel well. ‘We need to empty that?’
‘Nah,’ Jimmy said. ‘It’s all your shit anyways.’
‘Can I switch the plates?’ Mike asked. ‘With the Mazda?’
‘It’s Shel’s car, but hell, I pay the note on it.’
He helped Mike replace the plates, and then Mike shook his hand. ‘Thank you, Jimmy. I’ll make this up to you.’
‘Nothing you haven’t done for me already.’
Jimmy stood and watched as Mike backed out. ‘Going to find Just John?’ he called out.
Mike drove off thinking, I guess I am.
The Days Inn required a credit card, so they’d wound up closer to the city in one of the run-down motels across from Universal Studios. From what Mike gleaned, the place catered to thrifty tourists and people looking to rent a bed in hour intervals. A single-story strip of rooms lining a narrow parking lot, it was the Bates Motel sans taxidermy victims. Car exhaust and the screech-and-honk of Ventura Boulevard two blocks away assailed the senses. The front-desk clerk, a collection of tattoos shaped like a man, was only too happy to take a cash deposit.
The overnight parking form asked for a vehicle license number, making Mike glad he’d switched the plates in Jimmy’s garage. In the room he dropped the bag of cash in the corner and emptied his pockets onto the bedspread. Two cell phones, money clip, change, a half-used ChapStick he carried for Kat. He closed the blinds. An internal door connected to a room next door, which he’d also rented so Kat would have somewhere to sleep undisturbed while he conducted whatever grim business the night would hold.
Kat lay curled in the fetal position on the bed, and he sat to pet her head. She made a little noise and shifted so she could hug him around the waist. He bent and gathered her clumsily into his arms, smelling her hair, taking her in. Her warmth. The tiny fingers. The fragile stalk of neck. That smooth skin – not a crease, not a wrinkle. He looked up to keep his tears from falling, did his best to freeze his chest so she wouldn’t sense the shift in his breathing.
He owed her an explanation – now.
He went into the bathroom to shore himself up. Leaning over the chipped sink beneath the flecked mirror, he took his reflection’s measure. He was nearly unrecognizable. Pink-rimmed eyes, pasty flesh, sweat-dark hair swirled this way and that. No wonder Kat was so terrified.
With horror he saw that blood had dried beneath the fingernails of his left hand. He dug at the black crescents with his other nails, shoving his fingers under the stream of boiling water, but the flakes were stubborn and would not budge. He stopped suddenly, steam rising from the sink, moistening his cheeks. The dried blood beneath his nails was the only part of Annabel he had left.
A memory swept through him, so vivid it seemed he could fall into it: the last time they made love, Annabel’s arms crossed at the wrists behind his neck.
I want you to look at me. All the way through.
He cried as silently as he could, banging a fist gently on the lip of the sink. Then he sucked in a breath and forced his face still. Staring down his reflection, he murmured, ‘Get it together. Talk to her.’
He splashed bracingly cold water over his face. He still didn’t like what he saw in the mirror, but it was as good as it was gonna get.
When he stepped out, Kat was sitting against the headboard with her knees pulled up to her chin. She was staring down at Mike’s phone, her face drawn and terrified.
Mike rushed over. ‘We can’t turn that phone on.’
‘I was calling Mom, and… and…’ She started crying.
He snatched the phone from her. The block letters of text message crossed the LED screen.
YOU’RE NEXT.
His stomach went to ice. He threw the cell phone on the floor, crushed it under heel.
She shoved herself farther away, as if to escape the phone’s toxicity. ‘What does that mean? I want to talk to Mommy.’
He crouched at the edge of the bed, took her hands. ‘You can’t talk to Mom right now, honey.’
‘Why not? Why not?’
‘She can’t… she can’t talk.’
‘That’s not an answer. Dad – that’s not an answer!’
‘Honey, listen. Mommy…’ He took a deep breath, let it out as evenly as he could. The last photo he had of his wife was in the phone he’d just smashed into the thin carpet. ‘Mommy is-’
The other cell, the sleek Batphone, rang. Mike snapped it up. ‘Shep?’
‘Yeah,’ Shep said. ‘It’s me.’ A rare hesitation.
‘What?’ Mike said. ‘What is it?’
Shep said, ‘She’s alive.’
Chapter 30
‘Don’t you dare,’ Mike said. ‘Don’t you fuck with me.’
‘I’m at the hospital,’ Shep said. ‘They have her at Los Robles Med Center.’
‘I saw her. I saw the body.’ He was fighting, now, through a different sort of denial. Hope felt too dangerous, a wobbly tightrope.
‘The body?’ Kat’s voice, flat with dread. ‘What happened to Mommy?’
Mike covered the phone. ‘She was… hurt.’
‘How bad?’
‘I don’t know.’ Back to the phone. ‘I need to see her.’
‘You can’t come here,’ Shep said. ‘Cops crawling all over the place.’
‘She needs me-’
‘She doesn’t need anything right now. Kat needs you – alive. Now, I managed to grab the doc alone in the hall. I’m gonna put you on with her.’
‘Wait, I-’
‘Mr Wingate?’ A cool, feminine voice. ‘This is Dr Cha. I’m a trauma surgeon. We have Annabel stabilized. That’s the good news.’
‘Stable? I was with her when she died. She had no pulse anywhere. She was blue.’