The need for a prism in order to use his power to the fullest extent annoyed Nick, as it did most strong talents. But the laws of synergy prevailed. You couldn't fight Mother Nature.
Writers of popular fiction and successful filmmakers routinely thrilled audiences with tales of so-called psychic vampires, off-the-chart talents who could overpower innocent prisms and harness their focusing abilities for dark ends.
But scientists scoffed at the notion that any talent, no matter how strong, could be used for more than the briefest of moments without the willing assistance of a prism. Even if, hypothetically speaking, it were possible for a prism to be overpowered, they said, the prism could simply switch off.
Low-level prisms who attempted to focus a much higher power talent were subject to an unpleasant but temporary form of burnout.
The laws of supply and demand being what they were, trained, professional, full-spectrum prisms tended to earn handsome salaries working for firms that supplied their services to clients possessed of various kinds of psychic talent.
Nick did not like to hire professional prisms and, for their part, most prisms did not want to work with matrix-talents. There was something about that particular form of energy that made the focus link between talent and prism extremely uncomfortable for both parties. Most prisms and almost everyone else on the planet considered matrix-talents weird.
There were wide variations in the way paranormal powers manifested themselves in the population. New types of psychic talent were identified and documented on a regular basis. But matrix-talents remained the least understood.
The synergistic psychologists theorized that for some unknown reason matrix-talents had enormous difficulty coming to terms with the paranormal side of their natures. In a society where most types of psychic abilities were accepted as normal and natural so long as they remained within a certain range of power, matrix-talents, even weak ones, were seen as different. An off-the-chart version, such as Nick knew himself to be, was considered a theoretical impossibility.
In addition to being labeled weird, matrix-talents were widely viewed as delicate. They often wound up in the sheltered worlds of academia and esoteric think tanks.
Some ended up in institutions of an entirely different kind, namely the locked wards of syn-psych hospitals. A matrix-talent's ability to see patterns in anything and everything could lead to obsession, paranoia, and suicidal despair.
Nick had concluded long ago that control was the key to surviving with strong matrix-talent. He practiced self-mastery the way others practiced eating and breathing.
Nick prepared to shove energy out onto the metaphysical plane. Without the aid of a prism, a brief glimpse of the pattern of the matrix was all he would be able to catch. But that was all he needed in order to figure out how to apply the right kind of pressure to Batt.
He braced himself for the transient sense of dispri-entation as his mind instinctively quested for a prism that could be used to focus the power.
The probe for a prism was useless, of course. There were none in the gilded chamber and the focus link only worked at close quarters.
Nick smiled at the syn-psych counselor. Hobart would never know that he had been the target of a short synergistic matrix analysis. Psychic power left no trace on the physical plane. Only a detector-talent could have picked up the energy waves and there were none in the vicinity.
Nick felt the familiar, mildly disturbing vertigo that always accompanied the quest for a prism. He knew the sensation would vanish when a link failed to form. He continued to smile at the uneasy-looking Hobart.
A whisper of light, bright, curiously intense energy brushed across the metaphysical plane. Not his talent. A prism response.
Nick froze.
Impossible.
The shock of unexpected contact made him feel as if he had just stepped out of the second-story window of the red chamber. A cold sensation seized his gut.
And then heat, a blazing, fiercely intimate, sensual heat swept through him.
Nick stopped breathing altogether for the space of several pounding heartbeats. But his mind automatically went about the business of securing a link with the prism it had discovered.
On the metaphysical plane, a glittering construct began to form.
This could not be happening.
Nick jerked his gaze toward the door on the far side of the chamber. No one had entered the room. There was no one around who could project a prism, let alone one this powerful.
Such perfect clarity. He could pour power through this prism forever and never burn it out.
He felt as if he had just downed a full bottle of strong moontree brandy. He was intoxicated. Enthralled. He could feel his blood heat.
Whoever had created this incredible prism possessed an ability that was beyond anything he had ever encountered. It was more than full-spectrum. It could handle his talent and he knew that he was off-the-charts.
The euphoria that seized him belatedly triggered alarm bells. He tried to dampen both the exuberant sensation and an exquisitely painful erection.
He knew one thing with absolute certainty. The prism was a woman. He could feel the essence of her femininity all the way to the bone.
This was not good. He forced himself to take a deep breath. He was not in full control here.
Something extremely odd was occurring. The link between talent and prism was supposed to be neutral and asexual. But there was nothing neutral or asexual about this link. The sense of intimacy threatened to engulf him.
An old, very private demon stirred in the depths of his mind.
No. His hand tightened into a fist. He was not going mad. He could not be going crazy. Chaos would not feel like this.
Nick sucked in another deep shaky breath. There were few things that he feared, but the chaos of insanity was at the top of the very short list. Usually he kept the secret terror buried in a bottomless pit in the farthest reaches of his mind. But tonight he could feel a tendril snaking out of the depths to sink its claws into his stomach.
"Uh, Mr. Chastain?"
He was vaguely aware that Hobart Batt was staring at him with renewed alarm, but he could not deal with him now. He was standing at a metaphysical crossroads that he did not comprehend. Maybe this was it. Maybe he had gone over the edge. Maybe he was having psychic hallucinations.
Anguish and rage roared through him. He would not lose control of his mind. Death was preferable to insanity. He had made that decision long ago.
Five hells. He had been so certain that he could control his psychic powers. But maybe that's what all matrix-talents told themselves just before they went off the deep end.
Maybe his father really had committed suicide in that damned jungle thirty-five years ago,
"Mr. Chastain?" Hobart blinked several times. "Is something wrong?"
With an effort of will, Nick unclenched his fist. He would not let the madness show. He could control that much, at least.
"No. There's nothing wrong," he said between clenched teeth.
He would not go out like this, Nick vowed. He would not let anyone see him lose it. He might be plunging headfirst into chaos, but damned if he would let it show.
But how could chaos be so beautiful? So entrancing? So perfect?
Out on the metaphysical plane, the prism started to disappear. Whoever had created it was dissolving it as quickly as possible.
"No," Nick whispered. "No."
Another kind of terror seized him. As much as he feared the mental ward, he feared even more the prospect of losing the incredible prism.
Against all reason he made a mental grab for the glittering psychic construct. Fumbling wildly, he tried to imprison it with his own talent. The experts said it could not be done. It was only in novels that powerful talents could become psychic-vampires capable of holding a prism captive. But in that moment Nick was willing to try anything to hold on to this amazing creation.