In the bathroom, she ran water in the sink, looked at herself in the mirror, thought about what Lee-Anne had said. That ain’t no way to get a man.
She washed her hands and face, then changed into street clothes-jeans and black T-shirt, boots. She untied her hair, let it fall. Her uniform went into the tac bag along with the Kevlar vest, her shoes, and the rest of her equipment, the holstered Glock on top.
Back out in the corridor, she slung the bag over her shoulder, checked her mailbox. Reed, the ancient black janitor, was mopping the floor, pushing a yellow plastic bucket on wheels. He nodded at her as he went past.
In her mailbox was the direct deposit stub from her last paycheck. She tore the tabs away to check the hours and amount. Behind her, she heard the men’s room door open.
“I thought you worked here just for the love.”
Clay Huff came up beside her, wiping his hands on a paper towel. He was freshly showered and shaved for his shift, doused with cologne.
“Evening, Deputy,” she said.
“Always so formal, Sara. Even after all this time. That ain’t right.”
When she turned from the mailboxes he was blocking her way. He was younger than her, a head smaller, but heavily muscled. When word had gotten around the Sheriff’s Office that Roy had left her, he’d hit on her relentlessly for almost a year. It had only stopped when she started seeing Billy.
“Like your hair,” he said. “You do something different with it?”
“Like what?”
“I don’t know. Lightened it or something.”
Another deputy brushed past them into the men’s room. She folded her pay stub, slipped it into a pocket of the tac bag.
“Not really,” she said, “and I didn’t realize you were paying so much attention to my personal appearance.”
He smiled, stepped back. “Just trying to be friendly. Compliment a colleague.”
“Thanks.”
“And I thought maybe with everything that’s going on, you might want to have a drink, talk things out.”
“I don’t think so.”
“Let me give you my number, case you change your mind.”
“You never give it a break, do you?”
“No idea what you mean,” he said.
She moved past him down the hall, knew he was watching her hips. When she got to the front, Laurel, the dispatcher, was motioning to her from her elevated desk.
Sara raised an eyebrow. Laurel cocked a finger at her, put the same finger to her lips.
When Sara went over, Laurel pointed at the sheriff’s closed door.
“She’s been in there more than an hour,” she said. “She just showed up in a cab outside.”
Through the glass, Sara could see a young black woman, late twenties, sitting across from the sheriff. He was leaning forward in his seat, elbows on his knees, talking to her. There was a suitcase beside her chair.
“Who’s that?” Sara said.
“I only know who she says she is.”
Sara looked at her. “What’s that mean?”
“You know that man that got shot the other night? Willis?”
“What about him?”
“She says she’s his wife.”
SIX
Morgan lay on his bed, drew deeply from the joint. Eyes closed, he held the smoke inside, let it out slowly. A boom box on the bureau played low, a Best of the Delfonics cassette. After a while the pain in his stomach began to fade.
He was almost out of Vicodin, didn’t want to go back into them tonight. He kept a small stash of reefer in the room but only smoked at night, when he was alone and the pain grew too much. Then he would double-lock the door, the Beretta on the nightstand, let the smoke carry him away.
He pinched the roach out, set it in the nightstand ashtray, felt himself slipping into sleep. When he woke, he could hear the muffled thump of music from the club across the street. He went to the window, looked out. A man stood on the corner below, cell phone to his ear. A dark BMW with tinted windows was parked half a block down.
Morgan had lived in this residential hotel for five years, paid seven hundred in cash every month and another hundred on top of that to the manager, to let him know if anyone came around or asked about him. He’d installed his own dead bolts in the door, kept the only keys. His second-floor room looked out over the front entrance, which was why he’d chosen it. From the window, he could see anyone coming or going from the building.
His mouth was dry, cottony, but he was hungry, too. There was a sink in one corner of the room, and he ran water, waited for it to clear, and then drank from the faucet, spit it out, and drank more. He got his cell out-thirty minutes left and he would toss it, buy another-and called in an order to the Chinese restaurant down the block.
His was one of the few rooms with its own bathroom-a toilet and shower stall in a space no larger than a closet, the door barely clearing the seat. Morgan stripped, looked at himself in the mirror. His stomach was loose and sagging, had once been rippled with muscle. His chest hair was mostly gray, a few shiny black ones still hiding in there. He touched his scars. The keloid near his left shoulder where he’d been shot in 1988, the year the crack wars had hit the city. The puckered flesh below his right nipple from being shanked in the chow line at Rahway. Low on his right side, the most recent one, a three-inch mark where they’d removed his appendix.
He showered, dressed, put on the leather coat, the Beretta under it in back. He went out, locked the door behind him. The stairwell smelled of mold and stale fried food. The lobby was empty, no one behind the bulletproof glass at the registration desk. That bothered him.
At the front door, he scanned the street. The man with the cell was gone. The BMW, too.
He went outside, the air cold and clear, crossed the street, and headed up the block to Halsey. He kept the Monte Carlo in a parking garage two blocks away, paid another hundred and fifty a month for that, but he used the car only when he had to.
He turned right at the corner. The restaurant was the only lit storefront on the block, the front windows steamed. Two teenagers stood outside talking on cell phones, wearing puffy coats, long white T-shirts, baggy jeans. One cut a look at Morgan as he crossed the street, then went back to his conversation.
A handful of tables inside, all empty. The Asian woman behind the register-she could have been twenty-five or fifty-five, he couldn’t tell-put his bagged food on the counter without speaking. He paid her, waved off the change, the same ritual every time.
The bag was warm against his left side as he went out. His stomach rumbled with hunger. The teenagers were gone, the street empty. He looked up toward the corner of Halsey. A police car passed by, going fast.
He crossed the street in the opposite direction from which he’d come, taking the long way back. He cut across a vacant lot and into the narrow alley that ran behind it. Abandoned warehouses here, loading docks with graffiti-covered metal gates. A rat scuttled out of an overturned trash can, ran from him along the alley wall.
He stopped a few feet into the alley, turned to listen. Nothing. Kept going.
After two blocks, the alley grew wider. Now it ran behind a row of old houses with small bare yards, low wooden fences. He’d walk up to Mulberry, make a right, double back to the hotel.
He heard the noise then, a slight scuffing far behind him, back by the warehouses.
To his right was a house, the back window lit. A white sheet hung from a clothesline strung between dead trees. He stepped over the fence into the shadows of the yard, moved behind the sheet. There were cutout Halloween decorations in the window: a cat with an arched back, a jack-o’-lantern.
The noise again, then a low voice. The chirp of a cell phone being used as a walkie-talkie.