But it was only a stone stairway-used, she thought, but not recently, save for the wet tracks vaguely outlined on the upper step or two.
A woman's slippers.
Idiot, idiot, idiot. She wasn't sure if it was Miss Potton or herself to whom she referred.
At the bottom of the stairs, another open door, and a cavern vast and lost in shadows, where the ruby stain of her lamp smudged pillars, incredibly old, rising out of obsidian water to the brick vaulting of the ceiling low overhead. Of course, Lydia thought. All those pools in the gardens had to be watered from somewhere.
A walkway stretched along one side of the cistern, vanishing very quickly into darkness. Heart beating hard, hoping she'd find Margaret soon, she started along it.
"This is not a wise thing, mistress."
Ysidro's voice was barely louder than a cat's tread in the dark behind her, but somehow it didn't startle her. It was as if, for the second or two before he spoke, she knew he was there. Turning, she saw him on the walkway, dressed, as the men at the palace reception had been dressed, in black morning coat and gray- striped trousers, colorless hair framing a dead man's face.
Her breath escaped in a shaky sigh. "Coming to Constantinople was not a wise thing," she said. "I wondered what you had in that trunk of yours. Did you bring a top hat as well?"
"It is where I can reach it, should I choose to enter the pavilion."
He stepped closer and took her hand, guiding her along the path above the sable pool. The light seemed to follow, like a fish in the depths. Cold as she was, his hand on her waist was colder.
"The sultans used to bring the ladies of the harem up this way, when they watched polo or archery from the kiosks on the terrace."
"Have you found any trace of her?"
"She did not pass you, then?" In the evenness of his voice she read his irritation. He knew whom she meant and what had happened. Then, "My concentration has been on other matters. It is difficult..."
The uninflected words might have been a complete sentence instead of a broken beginning, but Lydia knew what he stopped himself from saying to her. They stood for a moment face-to-face in the open door of another stair, with the lamp between them, as they had stood in the stairway of his London crypt. The blood- hued light made him more alien still, and she had the curious sensation that if she closed her eyes his features would shift and be no longer the face he was always so careful to show the living, but the face he turned away from mirrors in order not to see himself.
'"It's my doing." She wondered what else she could say. I'm sorry I asked you not to kill innocent strangers on the streets, in the train, in the corners of this palace?
In time he said, "No. My own, for supposing I could have my way without price. I will survive it."
Another silence. Lydia remembered Margaret's white breast the night before last when she'd torn open her bodice on the empty street. She had to ask, though she knew it was none of her business. "Are you drinking her blood?"
"It would do me no good," replied the light voice, but he seemed unsurprised by the question. "It is the death we need to feed the mind's power. At this point it were too easy to kill her, did I but taste of her blood."
I should be afraid of him.
And it was her doing.
"It is no easy thing," he went on, as if he had read her thought, "to see myself in the mirror of your honor. Let us hang a shawl before it, as I do the mirrors in my house, and deal with commonplaces as we find them. You're cold."
She realized, as he guided her up the long flight, that she was trembling.
She had no impression of him leaving her side after they reached the door at the top, but somehow he had a shawl in his hands, heavy silk with a hand like cream as he draped it around her shoulders. "This is not a safe place to walk." He stretched his fingers in the direction of the lamp and in some fashion snuffed the flame without touching it. They passed into a courtyard barely wider than a hall, stairways going up and down into impenetrable night. Dark lay like the seal of death, so that he had to guide her, his fingers tombstone marble through the thin kid of her glove and his.
"I saw her footmarks when I returned to the cistern stair," he said. "They were unclear, and I had to look on the walkway to be sure she had not passed that way going out." He paused and added something Lydia knew enough Spanish to identify. "You chose her because she was stupid," she reminded him softly. "Stupid and loyal. What she feels for you was your doing."
"It is one matter to follow a husband whom you know to be walking eyeless and unarmed into treachery." They passed into a chamber, crossed layers of dust- thick carpet and ascended a rickety stair to a balcony enclosed by lattice- down another stair and so out again. "You sought advice in the matter, recognizing your limitations, and his. It is another matter to pursue needlessly one to whom you will be naught but a liability, only to tell him what he already knows.
"This is no safe place, not for her to walk, nor for us to call out, nor to hold aloft lamps that she may see their light."
"This is the harem, isn't it?" The name conjured images hopelessly romantic to Lydia's mind, but the room they entered-and indeed, all the rooms along this lightless slit-even unfurnished, seemed poky and cramped in the filtered rays from some other wing of the building. The walls were plain plaster, unpainted, dirty and mildewed. The divans were lumpy and far lower than Lydia had pictured from storybooks, about the thickness of a good mattress. The carpets were threadbare, smelling of mice and rotted perfume.
"I thought the palace hasn't been used since the fifties."
"Not as the Sultan's residence." The voice might almost have been the exhalation of dust from the carpets underfoot. "It was the center of government until last July. But a part of the old seraglio is where he put women who belonged to his father or his grandfather, or girls who failed to please him. Here they dwell still, with their servants-fewer, but much as they used. In the heyday of this place they slept, four and five to a room, the ones who did not catch his fancy, seeing no one but the eunuchs and each other, seldom even seeing the sun."
In the almost dark she saw him touch the wall in passing. "They lived upon opium, many of them; opium and intrigue. The walls here sweat with their pettiness, their boredom, and their tears."
His eyelids lowered and he tilted his head, listening. "There," he whispered. He guided her with swift and weightless stride down a stair as steep as hell's abyss and so dark she couldn't see the steps thereof. Later on, safe in her own bed in Pera, Lydia wondered a little at her absolute trust in him, her willingness to step forward in utter darkness, propelled by his hand. Not, she thought, that Ysidro would have given her any choice.
Margaret stood in the midst of a large chamber that once had a sunken pool in its center, now only an oval of shell-edged shadow. Marble lattices covered the windows on three sides; a divan circled the chamber, and slanting squares of light no bigger than tea sandwiches strewed the dirty and mouse-ravaged cushions. The whole room choked of mildew.
She had no lamp in her hands now, as if she'd set it down somewhere and left it forgotten. In the checkered glow from the windows her face was blank; behind the thick lenses of her spectacles, her eyes were those of a sleepwalker.
She looked beautiful, as she had looked in her dreams.
Lydia found herself alone in the tiled entryway looking at Ysidro as he turned Margaret's head gently, so that he could see the exposed-and unmarked-whiteness of her throat.
"Margharita," the vampire whispered. The girl startled like one waking.
Then Margaret's breath drew in a hoarse gasp, and she flung herself on Ysidro, clutching him with desperate, grabby hands. The next second, past his shoulder, she saw Lydia, like some bespectacled, prosaic ghost with her train a cascade of lace over one kid-gloved arm, her shoulders draped in the faded web of an old silk shawl. Margaret backed quickly. "I... are you all right?" It wasn't to Lydia that she spoke.