“We’ve all changed some, Lowell. It’s been twenty years.”
“Twenty years. Yeah... Twenty years...”
“Have you seen Jack and Duncan?”
“They’re around here someplace,” Oliver mumbled.
“We’ll have to get together after the banquet and talk over old times,” Tad said.
Oliver stared at him with a peculiar expression. Beads of perspiration stood out on his forehead. “Old times. Yeah... sure, Tad.”
Tad Jarmon meandered back into the crowd. Soon he spotted Jack Harriman with a circle of friends in another corner of the room. Jack looked every inch the prosperous businessman. He was expensively dressed. His face was deeply tanned, but he was growing paunchy. He’d put on at least forty pounds since graduation.
“Hello, Jack.”
Harriman turned. His smile became frozen. “Well, if it isn’t Tad Jarmon.” He reached out for a handshake. “You guys all remember Tad,” he said, a trifle too loudly. His hand felt damp in Tad’s clasp.
One of their ex-schoolmates grinned. “I remember how you two guys and Duncan Gitterhouse and Lowell Oliver were always pulling off practical jokes on the town.”
“Yeah,” another added. “If something weird happened, everybody figured you four guys had a hand in it. Like the time the clock in the courthouse steeple started running backward. Took them a week to figure out how to get it to run in the right direction again. Nobody could prove anything, but we all knew you four guys did it.”
The group chuckled.
“I saw Lowell over at the bar,” Tad said to Harriman. “I told him we should get together after the banquet and talk over old times.”
“Old times...” Harriman repeated, a hollow note creeping into his voice. “Well... sure. Tad.” He wiped a nervous hand across his chin. “By the way, where are you living now?”
“Still right here in Jacksonville, in the big old stuffy house on the hill. After my dad died, I just stayed on there.”
Tad excused himself and went in search of Duncan Gitterhouse. He soon found him, a man turned prematurely gray, with a deeply lined face and brooding eyes.
“Well, Duncan, I guess I should call you ‘Doctor’ now.”
“That’s just for my patients,” Gitterhouse replied, his deep-set eyes resting somberly on Tad. “I was pretty sure I’d be seeing you here. Tad.”
“Well, you know I couldn’t pass up the opportunity of talking over old times with you and Jack and Lowell. Maybe after the banquet, the four of us can get together.”
The doctor’s eyes appeared to sink deeper and grow more resigned. “Yes, Tad.”
The banquet was followed by speeches and introductions. Each alumnus arose and told briefly what he had done since graduation. When the master of ceremonies came to Tad, he said, “Well, I’m sure you all remember this next guy. He and his three buddies sure did liven up our school years. Remember the Halloween we found old Mrs. Gifford’s wheelchair on top of the school building? And the stink bombs that went off during assembly meetings? They never could prove who did any of those things, but we all knew. How about confessing now, Tad? The statute of limitations has run out.”
Tad arose amid laughter and applause. He grinned and shook his head. “I won’t talk. My lips are sealed...”
After the banquet, the four chums from high school days drifted outside and crossed the street to a small, quiet town-square park. Jack Harriman lit an expensive cigar.
“It hasn’t changed, has it?” Duncan Gitterhouse said, looking up at the ancient, dome-shaped courthouse, at the Civil War monument, the heavy magnolia trees, the quiet streets. “It’s as if everything stopped the night we graduated, and time stood still ever since.”
“The night we graduated,” Jack Harriman echoed. He pressed a finger against his cheek, which was beginning to twitch again. “Seems like a thousand years ago.”
“Does it?” Tad said. “That’s odd. Time is relative, though. To me it’s just like last night.”
“We don’t have any business talking about it,” Duncan Gitterhouse said harshly. “I don’t know why I came here for this ridiculous class reunion. It was insanity.”
“Don’t know why you came back, Duncan?” Tad said softly. “I think you do. You couldn’t stay away. None of you could. You had to know if anyone ever suspected what we did that night. And you wanted to find out what that night did to the rest of us, how it changed our lives. We shared something so powerful it will bind us together always. I was sure you’d all come back.”
“Still the amateur psychologist. Tad?” Harriman asked sourly.
Tad shrugged.
“It was your fault what we did that night, Tad,” Lowell Oliver said, beginning to blubber in a near-alcoholic crying jag. “You were always the ringleader. We followed you like sheep. Whatever crazy, sick schemes you thought up—”
“We were just kids,” Gitterhouse argued angrily. “Just irresponsible kids, all of us. Nobody could be held accountable—”
“Just kids? We were old enough in this state to have been tried for murder,” Tad pointed out.
There was a heavy silence. Then Tad murmured slowly, “I used to go past the place on the creek where old Pete Bonner had his house-trailer. For years you could see where the fire had been. The ground was black and the rusty framework of the house-trailer was still there. It was finally cleared away when the shopping center was built, but every time I go by that place I think about the night old Pete Bonner died there. And I think about us. A person acts; the act is over in a few minutes. But the aftermath of the act lives on in our emotions, our brains, perhaps forever. We committed an act twenty years ago. The next day, they buried what was left of old Pete. We’re stuck with that for the rest of our lives.”
They fell silent again, each thinking back to that night. It was true that Tad had been the ringleader of their tight little group, and the night of their graduation, it was Tad who thought of the final, monstrous prank: “Let’s set Pete Bonner’s trailer on fire.”
“But Pete’s liable to be in the trailer,” one of the others had said.
“That’s the whole point,” Tad had grinned, then explained, “After tonight, we’ll be going different directions. Duncan is going into medical school. Lowell’s going into the Army. Jack’s going to business college. I’ll probably stay here. We need to do something so stupendous, so important, that it will weld the four of us together forever. So, we’ll roast old Pete Bonner alive.”
Tad had pointed out to the rest of them that Pete was the town drunk, an old wino who had no family. It would be like putting a worthless old dog out of his misery.
Because of the hypnotic-like hold Tad had on the others, they had agreed — sweating and scared — but they’d agreed.
That night after graduation exercises, Tad led them to Pete Bonner’s trailer with cans of gasoline and matches. As they ran away from the blazing funeral pyre, the screams of the dying old wino followed them.
“I can still hear that old man screaming,” Duncan Gitterhouse said, his hands shaking as he chain-lit another cigarette.
“Tad, you said we’re stuck with what we did for the rest of our lives,” Jack Harriman sighed. “It’s true. I’ve made a pile of money, but what good is it? I can’t go to sleep without pills. I eat too much. My doctor says I’m going to have a coronary in five years if I don’t quite eating so much, but I can’t stop. It’s an emotional thing, a compulsion. Look at poor Lowell there. He’s spent the last five years in and out of alcoholic sanitariums.”
Duncan Gitterhouse nodded. “My practice is a success. Compensation, I guess. I have the idea that if I save enough lives, I’ll make up for the one we took. I do five, ten operations a day. But my private life is a shambles — my wife left me years ago; my kids are freaked out on drugs.” He turned to Tad Jarmon. “I suspect you didn’t get off any better than we did. Tad. You never married. You’re stuck here, in the home you grew up in. I don’t think you can leave...”