Eventually even Maia sensed a dangerous imbalance in their friendship. Anacrites was too intense for her. She told us they had parted. She would have been tactful. She was even a little upset. If I could see it, he must have known too. He should have withdrawn gracefully.
It was for the best. But would that maggot agree to let go? At last I understood the problem. "Helena, are you saying Anacrites is harassing Maia?"
Helena usually shared her worries with me, though sometimes she hugged them to herself for a long time first. Finally she burst out, "I am frightened for her. She changed so suddenly."
"The children are very quiet." Still, they had lost their father less than a year ago.
"Have you spoken to Anacrites lately, Marcus?" |
"No." I had thought it might be embarrassing. I expected him to plead with me to intercede with Maia. In fact, he had never addressed the point.
If it hurt him to be rejected, he could react very nastily. Maia would not change her mind. So then Anacrites might do anything…
Being the man he was, of course he did.
my sister must have discovered what had happened in the late afternoon. After a normal day working with Pa at the Saepta Julia, she collected the children from my mother's house and returned home. By chance, I came along shortly afterwards. There was never any hope of her hiding the situation. Even before I went into the house, I had sensed the disaster.
As I strolled up the road where they lived, I had seen Maia's three youngest children. She had left them waiting outside; that was unusual. The two girls and Ancus, the nervous one, were clinging together in a group on the pavement, opposite where they lived. Marius, the eldest, was missing (in defiance of his mother, I learned later, he had raced off trying to find me). Maia's street door was open.
This was one of the Aventine's few good locations. People would think it rude to form a nosy crowd. Even so, frowning women were standing in their doorways. Men at food shop counters were staring this way. There was an ominous stillness. My instincts said something terrible had happened. I could hardly believe it; Maia's home was always well run. No oil lamps fell over, no braziers flickered near to door curtains. No unlocked shutters let in thieves. And she never left her children out in the road.
I approached Cloelia, the maternal nine-year-old, who had her arms around her younger sister, Rhea. Ancus was holding his brother's oversized puppy; Nux, my own dog, slunk past ignoring her offspring as usual, then waited for me snootily as I took stock of the children. They all looked white, staring up at me with shocked, beseeching eyes. I drew a painful breath. I turned towards the house. When I saw the open door properly, the nightmare started. Whoever came here earlier had advertised their atrocious deed: a girl's wooden doll had been hammered to the door, with a great nail through its head.
Beyond, the short corridor was almost blocked. Possessions and shattered furniture were in chaos. I crashed over the threshold. My heart pounded. As I glanced into rooms, there was nothing worse to find. Well, there was nothing left. Every item that belonged to Maia and her children had been torn apart. Wlwrc was she? Nothing left. Everything destroyed.
I found her, on the small balcony area they had always called their sun terrace. She stood amid the ruin of cushioned loungers and graceful side tables, with more smashed toys at her feet. Her back was to me; whitened fingernails gripped her bare arms as she rocked slightly to and fro. She was rigid when I took hold of her. She stayed rigid when I turned her round and held her. Then agonised tears came, silently.
Voices. I tensed, ready for intruders. I heard urgent footsteps, then shocked obscenities. Young Marius, the eleven-year-old, had brought Petronius Longus, some vi giles too. After an initial commotion came quieter murmurs. Petronius arrived behind me. I knew who it was. He stood in the doorway; his mouth moved as he cursed silently. He stared at me, then his gaze covered the destruction in near disbelief. He pulled Marius against him, comforting the boy. Marius gripped a splintered chair arm, like a spear to kill his enemies.
"Maia!1 Petro had seen plenty of horrors, but his voice rasped. "Maia Favonia who did this?"
My sister moved. She spoke, her voice hard. "I have no idea."
A lie. Maia knew who it was, and so did Petronius, and so did I.
It took us time to gently persuade her to shift. By then, Petro's men had brought transport. They realised we must get her away. So we sent Maia and all the 'children with a vi giles escort to my father's house, out of town, on the Janiculan. There they would have space, peace, perhaps some safety. Well, at least Pa would give them decent beds.
Either something else would happen, or nothing. Either this was a statement and a warning- or worse.
Petronius and I cleared everything that night. We spent hours tearing the innards from the house, carrying out the smashed belongings and just burning them in the street. Maia had said wildly that she wanted nothing. Little could be salvaged, but we did keep a few items; I would store them, and let my sister see them later if she changed her mind. The house had been rented. I would terminate the lease. The family never needed to come back here.
Everything material could be replaced. Maia's spirit would revive. Restoring courage to the children might be more difficult. Bringing back peace of mind to Petronius and me would never happen.
After we finished at the house, we plotted. We were at the vi giles patrol station. Neither of us wanted to start drinking in a caupona.
"Could we have stopped this?" I wondered grimly.
"I doubt it."
"So much for recriminations! Best to get to the strategy, then."
"There are two questions." Petronius Longus spoke heavily, in a dull voice. He was a big, quiet man who never wasted effort. He could see straight to the heart of trouble. "One: what will he do now? Two: what shall we do to him?"
"You can't wipe out the Chief Spy." I would have done for Anacrites years ago, if it were feasible.
"Unsafe. Yes." Petro continued to talk and plan in a far-too-level voice. "We'll be known to have a grudge. First suspects."
"There must have been local witnesses."
"You know the answer to that, Falco."
"Too scared to talk. So what? We lay a complaint against him?"
"No proof
"Visit him mob-handed?"
"Dangerous."
"Suggest that he desists?"
"He will deny responsibility."
"Also, he'll know he's had an effect." For a moment we were silent. Then I said, "We'll do nothing."
Petronius breathed slowly. He knew this was not capitulation. "No. Not yet."
"It may take a long time. We'll keep her safe. Keep her out of his sight. Let him think he has won, let him forget about it."
"Then-'
"Then one day there will be an opportunity." It was a fact. I was not emotional.
"True. There always is." He smiled faintly. He was probably thinking the same as me.
There had been a man in Britain, during the Rebellion, who betrayed the Second Augusta, our legion. What happened to that man afterwards was subject to a communal pact of silence. He died. Everyone knows that. The record says he fell on his own sword, as an officer does. Perhaps he did.
I rose to leave. I held out my hand. Petronius grasped it without speaking.
First thing next day, Helena went over to my father's house to find out what she could. Pa was hovering at home; he kept the children out of the way while Helena comforted my sister. Maia was still in shock and, despite her previous reticence, the story all came out.
After Maia had told Anacrites she no longer wanted to see him, he seemed to take it well. Then he kept reappearing on her doorstep as if nothing had happened. She never involved me because she immediately realised it would do no good. Maia was stuck.