It had just been a job for him, watching over the African National Congress. Just an assignment from old Colonel Basil. Wasn't supposed to get involved, not physically and not with the heart. Just supposed to be bumming on the fringe, just supposed to be a listener, and a writer of reports.
He'd hang with Happy and Charlie and Percy and Tom.
Fucking cruel, that it was better to hang with them than to make the Judas Kiss, and live a life sentence in a Boer White gaol.
Jeez reckoned to find friends where he was. Didn't go looking for them, found them when he needed them.
There'd been a guy in Spac, good guy, teacher, they'd been friends for six years. Close enough to pick the lice from each other's heads. A good guy and a good friend, and he'd died in the snow with a bullet hole in his nape. His best friend in Spac and Jeez had been on the detail that pickaxed the grave out of the iron-frozen ground. He wouldn't have given that friend the Judas Kiss, not just for life.
He would make new friends.
He would be friends with Happy and Charlie and Percy and Tom in the corridor, going towards the door that was always closed. He'd be their friend in the preparation room, and when they went through the doorway and into the shed. He'd be their friend when it was the hood and when it was the noose. He'd not give them the bloody Judas Kiss.
No way he would shout for the bastard sleeping in the corridor of C section 2.
He did not understand why the arm of Century hadn't reached for him.
Hurt, hurt hard, lying on his bed, gazing at the dull light bulb through the mesh of the grille, to think that Century had dropped him off the team. He had the proof that they had dropped him, the proof was the bloody cell he was locked into, and the hours that were left to him.
Couldn't think about it, because thinking of the team was fucking agony for Jeez. Think of some other bloody thing…
Think of why Hilda hadn't written.
Think of Hilda in a nice house with a nice husband with a nice life.
Think of the boy who was his and who was Hilda's.
Think of the boy who would be twenty-seven years old next birthday.
Think of the boy Jack.
Think of anything other than the trap hammering in practice on Wednesday afternoon, after library.
He couldn't picture, now, what the boy, his son, looked like.
First thing in the morning, first thing at his desk, the colonel called London. The London embassy told him that Major Swart was not yet in his office.
The colonel said that he would not be calling unless it was of great urgency. The London embassy told him that the major's home had already been contacted, that the major's wife had not seen him since the previous day.
The colonel said that it was an outrage that they had no contact with their man. The London embassy told the colonel that as soon as they had contact with Major Swart they would pass on the message for him to call John Vorster Square, priority.
As if a door slammed in the colonel's face. His investigation had been at a gallop. A name. An address overseas.
A photo-fit likeness. Because the door had slammed, he did not know how to go forward. A piece of basic, beginner's school, detective work was all that was required from London, but Major Swart had gone walkabout and the door was slammed.
He went down the stairs to the incident room.
Expressionless, he reported that London had not yet been able to furnish the material necessary for short circuiting a lengthy investigation. He knew he had lost ground. He made a lame suggestion. He suggested that all the two and three star hotels in Johannesburg should be checked again.
•* •
"Is he standing firm, sir?"
The civil servant had brought the first briefing papers of the day. The Minister of Justice smiled.
"The State President? He's in great form. I was with him yesterday, firm as they come."
"No question of clemency?"
"I'm surprised you ask."
"Because of the overnight telegrams… Washington, the Vatican, the Speaker of the European Parliament in Strasbourg, the Security Council, the Secretary General of the Commonwealth. They all came in overnight."
"A formality. But you have missed one."
"Those are all the cables, sir."
"What about the United Kingdom? No word from Her Britannic Majesty's ratbag."
"I noted that," the civil servant said. "No message has come from the United Kingdom."
The Minister of Justice clapped his hands. "Did you see the opinion poll from the Free State. We are going to win that by-election, because I was photographed at the grave of Gerhardt Prinsloo, and because the Pritchard Five will hang."
"But curious that the United Kingdom is silent."
•* •
Jack stood with Jan below the wide climbing steps leading to the rearing stone hulk of the Vortrekker Monument.
Jan spoke savagely of this edifice to Afrikaner power and mythology.
As if it were something evil, a national monument to privilege and superiority. He showed Jack, with an angry pointing finger, the carved relief of trekker wagons that formed a laager around the monument, and the great hewn corner statues of the Boer leaders with their rifles, and the bronze of the trekker woman and her children. Jack thought the boy's intensity was unreal, just a drug to give him courage. For himself, he didn't listen. He stood with his back to the monument and looked across the valley to the south side slopes of Magazine Hill.
There was a wire fence at the floor of the valley, at the bottom of the hill. The ground on the slope was rough, half cleared, cut by a stone vehicle track. To the right side, as he looked, of Magazine Hill, was the sweep of the Johannesburg motorway, the Ben Schoeman Highway, that would come round behind the hill on which the Voortrekker Monument had been built. To the left side of Magazine Hill was a separate fenced area, which his plans told him was the army's firing range. Directly ahead, the crown of Magazine Hill was covered with tall and heavy pine trees, rich green, and he could see buildings in the shelter of the trees.
He made his estimates.
He tried to judge the distance from the floor of the valley to the crown of Magazine Hill. He tried to see where he could lie up if he were ahead of schedule, over which ground he could hurry if he was late.
He thought it could not be more than two hundred yards from the crown down the hidden tree-covered slope to the walls of Beverly Hills.
He turned his back on Magazine Hill and walked to the far side of the Voortrekker Monument to see down below where the car would be left. It was a hell of a distance to come back. More than a mile. His own thought… that in the chaos after the attack he and Jeez would be better on the scrub hills on foot than immediately into a car, but a hell of a way for all that.
In the line between Magazine Hill and the Ben Schoeman Highway was another stony outcrop. He saw the summit of it had been shaped.
"What's that?"
"Skanskopfort. Built to protect Pretoria, historic monument, colonial cannons and that crap."
"Lived in?"
Jan shook his head. "It's just a museum, and an army store."
Jack walked again to the steps. He stood in the morning sunlight. He gazed again on the slope of Magazine Hill, the slope that he would climb that evening.
They went to Ros's car. Jan drove back to Pretoria.
In two heaps, Jack's possessions were laid out on the floor.
In one heap was his suitcase and his coat. He had told Jan to dump them from Ros's car, once they were on the way back to Johannesburg. The other heap was what he would take with him that night. There was the metal tube, and the prepared Cordtex equivalent and safety fuse lengths, and the two charges for the windows, and the shotgun and the ammunition, and the wire cutters, and the rope and the bent metal hook that was lashed to it, all to be carried up Magazine Hill.