Alfred Hitchcock’s Mystery Magazine. Vol. 1, No. 1, May 1967 (UK)
“Ghost of a Chance” by Carroll Mayers. First published in Alfred Hitchcock’s Mystery Magazine Jun 1965
“The Escape of Elizabeth Clary” by Ernest S. Kelly. First published in Alfred Hitchcock’s Mystery Magazine Nov 1965
“Keeper of the Crypt” by Clark Howard. First published in Alfred Hitchcock’s Mystery Magazine Dec 1965
“The China Cottage” by August Derleth. First published in Alfred Hitchcock’s Mystery Magazine Mar 1965
“The Chinless Wonder” by Stanley Abbott. First published in Alfred Hitchcock’s Mystery Magazine Jan 1965
“Chain Smoker” by Arthur Porges. First published in Alfred Hitchcock’s Mystery Magazine Aug 1965
“A Good Friend” by Richard Deming. First published in Alfred Hitchcock’s Mystery Magazine Aug 1965
“Mrs. Gilly and the Gigolo” by Mary L. Roby. First published in Alfred Hitchcock’s Mystery Magazine Aug 1965
“For Love” by Elijah Ellis. First published in Alfred Hitchcock’s Mystery Magazine Aug 1965
“Memory Test” by Jack Ritchie. First published in Alfred Hitchcock’s Mystery Magazine Aug 1965
“The Five Year Caper” by Talmage Powell. First published in Alfred Hitchcock’s Mystery Magazine Aug 1965
“The Sucker” by David Mutch. First published in Alfred Hitchcock’s Mystery Magazine Aug 1965
“You Can’t Catch Me” by Larry Maddock. First published in Alfred Hitchcock’s Mystery Magazine Jan 1965
Ghost of a Chance
by Carroll Mayers
Anent the credo that superstitions begin as heresies, I highly recommend Voltaire’s admonition, “Crush the infamous thing (superstition) and love those who love you.”
In all of County Fermanagh you would likely find no citizen less superstitious than Michael Doyle. To some, it was imperative to circumvent diligently a black feline or sidestep an angled ladder. Other precautions were legion. By and large, Doyle considered such thinking childish nonsense.
Today, though, as he sat in the front room of the neat cottage while Dr. Carmody attended his wife, Doyle’s mind was churning with converse speculation. Could there be anything significant about Sarah’s sudden coronary, coming only a month after he’d met Molly Brennan? Could he look upon the seizure as opportune, even felicitous? Aside from some funereal fantasies and convictions he deplored, Sarah had been a good wife, tending to his creature comforts all these years. But never had she fired his blood as did Molly. Never had her simple touch constricted his chest and set his temples pounding.
Now, and might the good saints understand and sympathize for his harbouring such a wonderment, could it be that Sarah’s attack meant that soon he and Molly—
Dr. Carmody emerged from the bedroom. The physician was the best in Aughnacloy and, in the moment of stress, Doyle had considered no other, but had sent a neighbour lass posthaste to fetch him, after Sarah had been stricken while clearing away the supper dishes.
“H-how is she, Doctor?” Guilt over the macabre pondering which had gripped him made Doyle’s query break; he arose unsteadily from his chair.
“She’s resting comfortably,” Carmody said. He was a portly man, brisk and efficient, yet with an understanding mien. “I’ve given her some medication to ease her distress.”
“She’ll be all right?”
“I’ve little doubt of it.” The doctor’s smile was reassuring. “The seizure seems relatively mild. We’ll know more definitely after a bit of checking.”
Doyle believed he comprehended. “A cardiogram, Doctor?”
“Yes,” Carmody nodded as he picked up his bag “Don’t worry, Mr. Doyle; once the medication takes hold, your wife should have a restful night. I’ll stop back early tomorrow. Try to get some sleep yourself.”
After the physician had departed, Doyle looked in on his wife, found her already sleeping. He went back to the front room, tried to interest himself in the day’s newspaper. He couldn’t. His thoughts vacillated from innate, husbandly concern for Sarah to frank realization such concern was now largely feigned. He kept visualizing Molly Brennan’s snapping black eyes and quirking red lips as she dispensed beer and repartee to the patrons of the Cat and Fiddle. Molly had come to town only a month ago but, from the very first week, he’d become infatuated, and she had miraculously returned his regard by meeting him clandestinely behind Thompson’s Mill.
At ten o’clock Doyle gave up, sought to compose himself for the night on the couch. The endeavour was futile. Censure over his initial thoughts about Sarah’s attack (superstitious speculation cloaking a death wish?) engulfed him in waves. Sleep was impossible.
The days immediately following were no better. An examination made with a portable cardiograph he brought to the cottage the next morning convinced Dr. Carmody no extensive heart damage had occurred, and that Sarah would not require hospitalization.
“Complete rest is all she needs for a month, Mr. Doyle,” the physician stated. “After that, some buggy rides in the country, a little mild activity, and your wife should be fine. Just be certain she avoids any emotional upsets, any shock or strain.”
Doyle knew he should have been delighted with the encouraging prognosis. He also knew he wasn’t — and why he wasn’t — and the clash of conflicting emotions was devastating.
Molly brought the whole smouldering issue to flame one night a week later. The neighbour lass had been staying with Sarah days, getting her meals and tending her wants while Doyle was at work at Jellicoe’s farm; and this night he had prevailed upon the girl to remain after supper while he left the cottage “for a bit of a breather”. The reprieve had been sought behind Thompson’s Mill, where Molly came into his arms with a ready kiss and a fervent sigh. “I wish she had died,” Molly whispered.
Shocked despite himself, Doyle drew back. “Don’t say that!”
“Why not?” Molly’s red mouth pouted as she pressed close. “It’s what you’re wishing too, isn’t it?”
“No! No, it’s not.”
“Don’t be lying to me, Michael Doyle. I know you too well for that.”
“Please, Molly,” Doyle implored, sorely shaken now that his soul was being stripped bare. “We mustn’t be talking like this. Sarah’s my wife.”
Molly’s lips again brushed his. “And you wish she wasn’t,” she murmured.
“I... I can’t wish such a thing.” Molly disengaged herself, but still stood close, close enough for him to catch the intimate scent of her hair, read the unspoken promise in her lovely dark eyes. “I’m not believing you can’t, Michael,” Molly told him quietly.
There was the devil’s own crux of it all; with this breathtaking creature in his arms, Doyle realized he wasn’t believing it either.
The sleepless night which ensued was but a sample of many. Though he contrived to conceal his state from Sarah, Doyle’s nerves grew wire-taut; his appetite lagged and his strength ebbed. Conversely, with each’ succeeding day, Sarah’s recovery bloomed apace. The fresh air buggy rides which Dr. Carmody had prescribed, and which Doyle had no legitimate excuse against conducting, put roses in Sarah’s cheeks and left small doubt of her imminent return to full health. This realization, when balanced against brief moments of consolation with Molly, left Doyle all the more miserable.