Alice in Chains went back to the studio in September to write and record an EP of new material, which is covered in the next chapter. That fall, the band returned overseas for another European tour and their first tour of Australia and Japan. The band was checking into their hotel in the Roppongi district of Tokyo when Layne; his security guard, John; and Todd Shuss, another crew member, came running in. There was a forklift or tractor-type vehicle parked outside on the sidewalk with the keys in the ignition, so Layne decided to take it for a spin. “Layne started [it] up and started driving down the sidewalk, and he tore a sign off a building or something like that, and then the police showed up and [Layne and others] took off,” Biro said, describing what he and everyone else found out afterward. Police came looking for what witnesses described as a tourist-looking white male who had ducked into a hotel.29
When the tour hit Australia, the itinerary was four or five shows in a row in different cities, which presented a logistical challenge. According to Biro, Australian shows end at one o’clock in the morning. Lobby call to leave for the next city was at 6:00 A.M. After three or four shows, Layne was exhausted, and fatigue was beginning to affect his voice. The tour manager insisted the show had to go on. According to Biro, “Kevan Wilkins, the road manager, he sat there and he guilted [Layne]. I think that’s when his hatred for Wilkins really kicked in, and he’d guilt him. I actually sat there and listened to him say, ‘You’ve got to play the show. Think of all the kids that went out and bought tickets just to see you. Are you gonna deny them that?’”
One other episode Biro remembered from the 1992–93 period while the band was touring in support of Dirt—although he doesn’t recall which tour—was what he thinks was the only time they had to cancel a show in the middle of a performance. “Layne was too screwed up,” Biro said. Susan asked him to go onstage and tell the audience the show was over.
“There’s no fucking way I’m doing that.”
“I pay you. Go fucking do it now.”
As he recalls, “It was bad. People were really pissed off. They were playing, and Layne was singing, and he’d put down the mic and walk offstage and go to the bathroom and start getting high, like in the middle of a song. I don’t know what was going on with him.” Ultimately, 1993 was the last year Layne would do any major touring.
There were two other events that year worth noting. Heart was working on their Desire Walks On album, which featured a cover of Bob Dylan’s “Ring Them Bells.” The Wilsons wanted a male voice to harmonize with on that song. Chris Cornell got the initial nod and recorded the track, but Cornell’s record label wouldn’t give them permission to release it.
At that point, Ann Wilson called Layne, and he agreed to do it. Nancy Wilson recalled that she and Ann were like, “This will be great! Let’s have a moment!” Layne came to the studio and, self-conscious when recording, as usual, didn’t want anyone else there.
“He was like, ‘Oh no, you can’t be in the control room when I’m singing. You have to go away.’ He was too shy to be singing where Ann Wilson might be listening,” Nancy Wilson said. “We went out to dinner or something and came back, and he didn’t want to be there when we heard it, so he left. He was just like that.” The engineer later mixed Layne’s take with the Wilsons’ vocals and—in Ann’s words—it sounded “perfect.”
Ann Wilson noticed the toll Layne’s drug use had taken on him. “You could see that day, though, that his struggles with drug addiction had taken away part of Layne,” she wrote. “He had become smaller and smaller, inside and out, even hunched over. He was little to start with, but when I gave him a hug, I was afraid I might break his bones.
“I had seen some of Alice’s first shows when Layne was luminous onstage, whiter than white, as if he was lit from within. It was like he didn’t have a body when he was performing.
“As the years went on, he shifted, and by ‘Ring Them Bells,’ his light was flickering.”30
The other event, arguably more consequential in terms of the band’s career and future, was the dissolution of Susan’s business partnership with Kelly Curtis. There are differing accounts for why they split. Curtis told Mark Yarm he quit right as Alice in Chains was taking off because, having lived through the trauma of losing Andrew Wood to heroin, he didn’t want to go through that again with Layne. There was an incident during which Layne was holding Curtis’s daughter when he nodded off. “He was a great guy—all those guys were great—but there was a dark cloud over them, and it really affected me. I hated it,” Curtis said.31
Curtis’s former business partner, Ken Deans, did not disagree with his account, noting, “At that point, it was becoming very obvious that Kelly was going to be hugely successful with Pearl Jam. Pearl Jam didn’t have any of those trappings that Mother Love Bone did, or Alice in Chains … And I can believe that Kelly didn’t want to deal with that.”
Krisha Augerot, Curtis’s assistant at the time, had a similar recollection. “When I was working with Kelly, it was the very beginning of Pearl Jam. He was also comanaging Alice in Chains with Susan and comanaging Kristen Barry with Susan. When they split ways, Alice in Chains, I think, wanted more attention. I think they felt like Susan had Soundgarden [and] Kelly had Pearl Jam. Alice in Chains, although they were having success, maybe they didn’t feel like they were getting the attention they needed. They were like the stepchild kind of thing, so they wanted to go with one side or the other. It was really hard for Kelly to let that go, because Jerry Cantrell lived in his basement for a long time. They were like family.”
In terms of the band’s relationship with Susan and Curtis, Augerot said it was “like having a pseudo-mom and dad with Kelly and Susan. I think Jerry was really close to Kelly. Clearly because they lived together and [Kelly] gave him so much support, Peggy [Curtis’s wife] gave him so much support. I think Susan was a very calming influence on those guys, really caring, really solid. I do remember it being really hard on Jerry, the Kelly-Susan split.”
Randy Biro alleges the split was purely a business decision and that Curtis did not leave of his own accord. “Eventually [Alice in Chains] just fired him. The Pearl Jam thing—he just happened to be in the right place at the right time. Alice in Chains became managed a lot better once he was out.” He disputes Curtis’s explanation that he left because of drug issues. “Kelly Curtis is strictly money. It’s all about money. He didn’t leave. They fired him. They felt that he was not focusing on them at all, and him and Susan did not agree on the way to manage it. If I remember right, he gave the band an ultimatum.
“I think the ultimatum was, ‘It was me or Susan. You can’t have both.’ And they said, ‘Okay. Bye.’ Which kind of threw him for a loop, because he said it in such a cocky way, thinking that it was just automatically going to go to him. And they just didn’t like it.”
Chapter 18
Funny thing about the songs—I don’t have any.
ALICE IN CHAINS WAS TOURING when Jerry called Toby Wright, asking if he would be interesting in recording an EP with them. “Absolutely,” Wright responded. “Can you send me any of the songs?”
“We’re on our way home. By the time they get to you, we’ll already be done,” Jerry responded. “Meet us in Seattle.”
Despite what Jerry had told Wright, no material had been written. According to Jerry, the band had planned to take a break and wanted to work on the songs together after they got back.1 Alice in Chains and Toby Wright went into London Bridge Studio on September 7, 1993, with little or no material prepared. As soon as everyone arrived, the band members began talking about their experiences on the road.