“But this is not necessarily so,” said Milnor. “Man is not the only intelligent carnivore in the galaxy.”
“True,” said Breece. “As I said, that's only part of the answer, only one influence upon the race.” “And what of religion, of the noble philosophic systems Man devised?” asked the Rinn. “Religion was an emotional crutch, and an emotional weapon as well. It was a crutch in that it offered a catch-all explanation for the inexplicable, and a weapon in that farsighted men such as Moses were able to invoke the authority of God Himself to gain acceptance of their ethical systems.” “This I realize,” said Milnor. “But where did it break down?” “That's hard to say. But every time Man achieved something new, such as air travel, the birds and clouds were no longer things of wonder to us and another page of the Bible became just so much pretty poetry. As for the ethical systems, I can't really give you an answer. Possibly when Man moved out into the galaxy he felt he was greater than God, and hence under no ethical imperative to obey his Earthbound and Earthmade laws.”
“But Man ignored these two laws during most of his existence on Earth,” Milnor pointed out. “I know,” said Breece. “Maybe the laws were made for perfect things, and Man is not perfect. If I knew the answers, I wouldn't be here.”
“I understand,” said Milnor. “If you could tell me what period you are most interested in, perhaps I could be of some assistance in directing you to the most likely places to begin your digging.” “That's very generous of you, Milnor,” said Breece, “but the truth of the matter is that I simply don't know where to begin. My race is dying, falling back on every front, losing everything it once held dear. I want to know why. I want to know what made us do it all in the first place, why we succeeded, why we failed. If you can point to a spot anywhere in the galaxy and say, ‘Dig there and you'll discover what it is that makes Man Man,’ I'll be forever in your debt. But I don't think you can do that, can you?” “Alas, I cannot,” said Milnor.
“Then I suppose I'll just have to proceed in my own haphazard way.” She turned her head into the mild breeze, breathed in the cold, clean air. “This very spot we're standing on might have been the Garden of Eden. I wonder if we'll ever know why Man wanted to leave it. He didn't slink out of Paradise, you know; he walked out proud and erect. Isn't that curious?” “You are not like most Men I have met,” said Milnor after a thoughtful pause. “There's a little of me in all Men, and a little of them in me,” said Breece. “I want to know. Isn't that the very trait that started Man on the path that led him to where he is now?” “Was it truly the urge to know?” asked the Rinn. “Or was it the drive to possess?” “I don't know,” said Breece with a shrug. “And yet, with all my race has done that I feel ashamed of, I can still feel pride at their accomplishments. From the Pioneers to the Olympians to the Warlords, they bucked the odds. Maybe they went places they had no business going, maybe they stepped on some toes—and far worse—but they won, and in a perverse way I'm proud to be one of them. Is that sinful, I wonder?”
“I cannot offer an answer,” said Milnor. “But let me in turn ask you one final question, and then I shall
leave you to the sleep you must need by now. Granting all that you have said is true to one degree or another, why is it that you are spending your life studying a species that we both admit is in its twilight? What will an understanding of Man's virtues and flaws and foibles benefit you?” “You mean me personally?”
The Rinn nodded.
“I'm not sure,” said Breece. “If I am to be totally honest about it, I could very well be doing this because I'm resentful.”
“Resentful?” asked Milnor. “Of what?”
“Of all the Men who lived during the zenith of our race. There was a time when we owned it all, and we let it slip away. Or, rather,they let it slip away. Maybe I'm bitter about their losing my birthright.” “Truly?” asked Milnor.
“Perhaps,” said Breece. “Or perhaps it's the feeling I get when I look out across the Serengeti, and see it as primitive Man must have seen it eons ago. But with one difference: his future, as a race, lay before him; mine lies behind me. I think it's very sad that nothing will ever grow here again except grass: no animals, no birds, and no Men.”
“To use an expression of your species, you weep for the passing of your race,” said the Rinn. “Is that not correct?”
“No,” said Breece. “First I want to know how and why it happened, what made it inevitable. Then I'll decide whether or not to shed a few tears. And now, if you'll excuse me, Milnor, I must get some sleep.” “I understand,” said the Rinn. “However if it will not offend you, I should like to present you with a gift.” “A gift?”
“Yes,” said Milnor. “It is a human artifact.” Suddenly her face radiated interest. “I think,” continued the Rinn, “that if you study it until you know it in its entirety, a number of your questions may be answered.” “I very much doubt that any one artifact can do that,” said Breece. “This one can,” said Milnor. He removed his shoulder pouch, stuck a stubby hand into it, searched around for a moment, and withdrew the artifact, which he rubbed carefully with a soft cloth and then handed to her.
It was a mirror.
24: THE PRIESTS
...About the middle of the Seventeenth Galactic Millennium, as the race of Man was in danger and disarray everywhere, there was a rebirth of interest in religion, though this incarnation had none of the trappings of Man's ancient, Earthbound religions. It was simple, straightforward, possessed of very few
dogmas, and was in truth far more of an ethical doctrine than a religion in the established sense of the
word.
One of the unsolved mysteries about Man is why, at a time when the comfort of religion should have been so avidly sought after, it should have flourished for so short a time and gained so few advocates.... —Origin and History of The Sentient Races,Vol. 9 It was a dirty little village, surrounded by scores of other dirty little villages, all of them standing out like leprous sores on the surface of Raxar II. Crumbling stone structures surrounded what had once been a city square, and in the middle of the square was a dust-covered fountain which had not operated in decades.
Mihal scurried along, looking neither right nor left, trying not to think of all the filth he would later have to remove from his robes. He carried a number of books in his left hand; in his right hand was a finely embroidered white handkerchief with which he was constantly mopping the sweat off his face. He longed for a cigar or a pipe, anything to keep his mind off the oppressive heat, but tobacco had been increasingly hard to come by in recent years, and since its cost had risen correspondingly with its scarcity, he had broken himself of the habit, though not the desire for it. A little girl peeked at him from behind a decrepit building, and he smiled at her. “Can you tell me where I can find Rodat?” he asked. She wiped a runny nose with an unwashed forearm, then pointed to a nearby structure. Just before she ducked out of sight he thanked her and approached the building. He looked for a door on which to knock, but could find none and, with a shrug, he walked inside. “Hello?” he said. “Is anybody home?”
“In here,” came a hoarse voice. He followed it and soon found himself in a small room. A number of insects were flying in and out through the holes where windows had once existed, and the heat grew even more unbearable, if possible. Sprawled on the floor atop an exceptionally grimy blanket was an old, emaciated, bearded man, whose age Mihal estimated at eighty or thereabouts. “I am Per Mihal,” said Mihal, trying to avert his eyes from the man's naked body. “A new one, eh?” said the man. “What happened to Per Lomil?” “He was transferred to Spica II,” said Mihal, mentally adding: Lucky devil! “And Per Degos?”