Hold very still.
A flash is far more dramatic in total darkness.
An epithet in another language, followed by “What the fuck was that?,” means you overestimated your Designated Mate’s handset absorption.
A bright, throbbing total blindness means that you neglected to cover your non-camera eye.
Distance yourself from agency in the flash by crying out, truthfully, “I can’t see!”
It is hard to safely navigate a clifftop promontory at high speed while blind.
It is hard to defer said navigation when your Designated Mate is forcefully yanking your hand.
A distant buzz presages an approaching speedboat.
Cooler air and a downward slope indicate that you are now below the cliff’s edge.
Trying to negotiate a crumbling wooded path in a state of blindness (and heels) will soon lead to tripping and collapsing.
Receding downhill footfalls indicate that you’ve overtaxed your limited value to your Designated Mate.
A sense of helpless disorientation may prevent you from doing much more than sitting there in the dirt.
Variegation in the textures around you is a first sign that your temporary blindness has begun to fade.
Temporary blindness sharpens one’s appreciation for not being blind.
In the aftermath of blindness, the accretion of objects around you may have an almost sensual quality.
A boat departing at high speed will send a vibration trembling up through the soil.
The knowledge that you are alone, without your Designated Mate, will settle upon you slowly and coldly.
Each new phase of aloneness reveals that you were previously less alone than you thought.
This more profound isolation may register, at first, as paralysis.
If it soothes you to lie back in the dirt, then lie back.
The moon shines everywhere.
The moon can seem as expressive as a face.
Human beings are fiercely, primordially resilient.
In uneasy times, draw on the resilience you carry inside you.
Recall that the mythical feats you loved to read about as a child are puny beside the accomplishments of human beings on earth.
The presence of another person can be sensed, even when not directly perceived.
The discovery of another person at close range, when you thought you were alone, may occasion fear.
Leaping from a supine into a standing posture will induce a head rush.
“I see you. Come out” must be uttered calmly, from the Readiness Position.
If you show fear, make sure that it isn’t the fear you actually feel.
When you’ve expected a man, the appearance of a woman may be shocking.
Despite all that you know and are, you may experience that shock as a relief.
“Why are you here?,” uttered by your new host’s alpha beauty, is likely hostile.
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“Bastard,” muttered bitterly, suggests familiarity with the phenomenon of being left behind.
Sympathy from an unexpected source can prompt a swell of emotion.
Measure the potential liability of shedding tears before you let them fall.
The perfumed arm of a beauty may pour strength and hope directly into your skin.
A lavish clifftop villa may look even more miragelike on a second approach.
Sustaining an atmosphere of luxury in a remote place requires an enormous amount of money.
So does coördinated violence.
Your job is to follow money to its source.
A powerful man whose associate has fled the premises after a false alarm is unlikely to be cheerful.
The reappearance of the vanished associate’s stranded beauty will likely startle him.
Astonishment is satisfying to witness on any face.
“Where the fuck did he go?” is remarkably easy to decipher, even in a language you don’t recognize.
A shrug is comprehensible to everyone.
An alpha beauty’s complete indifference to the consternation of her mate may mean that he’s easily moved to consternation.
It may also mean that he’s not her mate.
As a beauty, you will sometimes be expected to change hands.
Generally, you will pass from the hands of a less powerful man to those of a more powerful man.
Greater proximity to the source of money and control is progress.
Your job is identical regardless of whose hands you are in.
If your vulnerability and helplessness have drawn the interest of an enemy subject, accentuate them.
Scraped and dirty legs may accentuate your vulnerability to the point of disgust.
They might get you a hot shower, though.
Homes of the violent rich have excellent first-aid cabinets.
If, after tending to your scrapes, you are shown to a bathing area with a stone-encrusted waterfall, assume you won’t be alone for long.
The fact that a man has ignored and then insulted you does not mean that he won’t want to fuck you.
Slim, powerful men often move with catlike swiftness.
Begin your countdown early—as he lowers himself into the tub.
By the time he seizes your arm, you should be at five.
By the time your forehead is jammed against a rock, you should perceive your body only vaguely, from above.
If you feel, on returning to your body, that much time has passed, don’t dwell on how much.
If your limbs are sore and your forehead scraped and raw, don’t dwell on why.
When you emerge from a warm, churning bath where you’ve spent an indeterminate period of time, expect to feel shaky and weak.
Remind yourself that you are receiving no payment, in currency or kind, for this or any act you have engaged in.
These acts are forms of sacrifice.
An abundance of diaphanous bathrobes suggests that the occupants of this bathroom are often female.
A soiled and tattered white sundress can seem oddly precious when it’s all you have.
Keep with you the things that matter—you won’t come back for them later.
The stationing of a male attendant outside the bathroom means that you haven’t been forgotten.
If he shows you to a tiny room containing a very large bed, your utility to your new host may not have been exhausted.
A tray containing a meat pie, grapes, and a pitcher of water suggests that visits such as yours are routine.
At times, you may wish to avoid the moon.
At times, the moon may appear like a surveillance device, tracking your movements.
The ability to sleep in stressful conditions is essential to this work.
Sleep whenever you can safely do so.
Your abrupt awakening may feel like a reaction to a sound.
In moments of extreme solitude, you may believe you’ve heard your name.
We reassure ourselves by summoning, in our dreams, those we love and miss.
Having awakened to find them absent, we may be left with a sense of having spoken with them.
Even the most secure houses achieve, in deep night, a state of relative unconsciousness.
A beauty in a diaphanous lavender bathrobe can go anywhere, as long as she appears to be delivering herself to someone.
A universal principle of home construction makes it possible to guess which door will lead to the master bedroom.
Linen closets, with doors closed, can resemble master bedrooms.
So can bathrooms.
Bare feet are virtually soundless on a stone floor.