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“There is no danger to her beyond anemia,” he told Samuel. “It takes more than a bite to change a human to a vampire—and I’m not certain Mercy could be turned anyway. If she were human, we’d have to worry that he could call her to him and command her obedience—but walkers are not so vulnerable to our magic. She just needs to rehydrate and rest.”

Samuel gave the vampire a sharp look. “You’re just full of information now, aren’t you? If you didn’t bite her, what did?”

Stefan smiled faintly, not like he meant it, and handed Samuel the glass of orange juice he’d tried to give him earlier. I knew why he handed it to Samuel and not me. Samuel was getting all territorial—I was impressed that a vampire could read him that well.

“I think Mercy would be a better narrator,” Stefan said. There was a thread of uncharacteristic anxiety in his voice that distracted me from worrying about Samuel’s possessiveness.

Why was Stefan so anxious to hear what I had to say? He’d been there, too.

I took the glass Samuel handed me and sat up until I wasn’t leaning against him anymore. I hadn’t realized how thirsty I’d been until I started drinking. I’m not usually fond of orange juice—Samuel’s the one who drank it—but just then it tasted like ambrosia.

It wasn’t magic, though. When I finished, my head still hurt, and I wanted nothing more than to crawl into my bed and pull the covers over my head, but I wasn’t going to get any rest until Samuel knew everything—and Stefan apparently wasn’t going to talk.

“Stefan called me a couple of hours ago,” I began. “I owed him a favor for helping us when Jesse was kidnaped.”

They both listened raptly, Stefan nodding in places. When I reached the part where we entered the hotel room, Stefan sat on the floor near my feet. He leaned his back against the couch, turned his head away from me and covered his eyes with a hand. He might just have been getting tired—the window shades were starting to lighten with the first hints of dawn as I finished up with my botched attempt at killing Littleton and my subsequent impact with the wall.

“You’re sure that’s what happened?” asked Stefan without uncovering his eyes.

I frowned at him, sitting up straighter. “Of course I’m sure.” He’d been there, so why did he sound as if he thought I might be making things up?

He rubbed his eyes and looked at me, and there was relief in his voice. “No offense meant, Mercy. Your memories of the woman’s death are very different from mine.”

I frowned at him. “Different how?”

“You say that all I did was kneel on the ground while Littleton murdered the hotel maid?”

“That’s right.”

“I don’t remember that,” he said, his voice a bare whisper. “I remember the sorcerer brought the woman out, her blood called to me, and I answered it.” He licked his lips and the combination of horror and hunger in his eyes made me glance away from him. He continued in a whisper, almost to himself. “Bloodlust has not overcome me in a long, long time.”

“Well,” I said, not sure if what I had to tell him would help or hurt, “you weren’t pretty. Your eyes glowed and you showed some fang. But you didn’t do anything to her.”

For a moment, a pale reflection of the ruby glow I’d seen in the hotel room gleamed in his irises. “I remember reveling in the woman’s blood, painting it on my hands and face. It was still there when I brought you home and I had to wash it off.” He closed his eyes. “There is an old ceremony…forbidden now for a long time but I remember…” He shook his head and turned his attention to his hands which he held loosely looped around one knee. “I can taste her still.”

Those words hung uncomfortably in the air for a moment before he continued.

“I was lost in the blood”—he said that phrase as if the words belonged together and might mean something more complex than their literal meaning—“when I came to myself, the other vampire was gone. The woman lay as I remember leaving her, and you were unconscious.”

He swallowed and then stared at the lightening window, his voice dropped an octave, like the wolves’ voices can sometimes. “I couldn’t remember what had happened to you.”

He reached out and touched my foot, which was the body part nearest him. When he spoke again, his voice was almost normal. “A memory lapse is not inconsistent with bloodlust.” His hand moved until it closed carefully around my toes; his skin was cool against mine. “But bloodlust usually only dulls unimportant things. You are important to me, Mercedes. It occurred to me that you were not important to Cory Littleton. And that thought gave me hope while I drove us here.”

I was important to Stefan? All I was to him was his mechanic. He’d done a favor for me, and last night I’d returned it in spades. We might possibly be friends—except that I didn’t think vampires had friends. I thought about it a moment and realized that Stefan was important to me. If something had happened to him tonight, something permanent, it would have hurt me. Maybe he felt the same way.

“You think he tampered with your memory?” Samuel asked while I was still thinking. He’d scooted closer and slid an arm around my shoulders. It felt good. Too good. I slid forward on the couch, away from Samuel—and Stefan let his hand fall away from my foot as I moved.

Stefan nodded. “Either my memory or Mercy’s is obviously wrong. I don’t think he could affect Mercy’s, even being a sorcerer. That kind of thing just doesn’t work on walkers like her, not unless he made a real effort.”

Samuel made a hmm sound. “I don’t see why he’d want to make Mercy think you were innocent of murder—especially if he thought she was just a coyote.” He looked at Stefan who shrugged.

“Walkers were only a threat for a couple of decades, and that centuries ago. Littleton is very new; I would be surprised if he’s even heard of anything like Mercy. The demon might know, one never is quite sure what demons know. But the best evidence that Littleton thinks Mercy was nothing more than a coyote is that she is still alive.”

Goody for me.

“All right.” Samuel rubbed his face. “I’d better call Adam. He needs to get his clean-up crew to the hotel before someone sees the mess and starts shouting werewolf.” He raised an eyebrow at Stefan. “Although I suppose we could just tell the police it was a vampire.”

It had been less than six months since the werewolves had followed the fae in coming out into the public view. They hadn’t told the human population everything, and only those werewolves who chose to do so came out in the open—most of those were in the military, people already separated from the general population. So far we were all holding our breath waiting to see what would come of it, but, so far, there had been none of the rioting that had marked the fae’s exposure a few decades earlier.

Part of the quiet reaction was the Marrok’s careful planning. Americans feel safe in our modern world. Bran did his best to protect that illusion, presenting his public wolves as victims who took their affliction and bravely used it to protect others. Werewolves, he wanted the public to believe, at least for a while yet, were just people who turned furry under the full moon. The wolves who had come out first were heroes who put their lives on the line to protect the weaker humans. The Marrok, like the fae before him, chose to keep as much of the werewolves’ darker aspects as carefully hidden as he could.

But I think most of the credit for the peaceful acceptance of the revelation belongs to the fae. For more than two decades the fae had managed to present themselves as weak, kindly, and gentle—and anyone who has read their Brothers Grimm or Andrew Lang knows just what a feat that is.

No matter what Samuel threatened, his father, the Marrok, would never agree to expose the vampires. There was no way to soft-pedal the fact that vampires fed on humans. And once people realized there really were monsters, they might just realize that werewolves were monsters, too.