When Pa turned so strange, Mama did what she could for him, she talked to doctors and she got help from the county. But when nothing helped, when Pa started to lock Lori in the house, Mama waited until he left for work, then packed them up and they were out of there, heading for Greenville. She wished Mama was here to read with her. The first time she’d stepped into Narnia she was really little and Mama read to her,The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe,and she wished Mama was here now, to share it. To love her and hold her, the two of them wrapped in Mama’s quilt, wished they could talk and talk like they used to do. Moving across to the big, soft chairs by the fireplace, she took theMolena Point Gazettefrom its shelf because Mama always read the paper and Lori didn’t like to miss Snoopy or Mutts. The everyday funnies in this paper were in color just like on Sunday. Kneeling on the chair, she hunkered over the table. She liked “For Better or Worse,” too, but sometimes that one made her feel lonely. How would it be to have brothers and sisters, to be a big family all together with so much going on all the time and a father who loved you? The page opposite the comics always had a boring list of notices like charity events and dance recitals, but Lori read everything-pill bottles, cereal boxes. Now, in last week’s paper, she was reading about a boy at a beach barbecue who thought he could walk on coals when another article caught her eye. She grew very still. The name “Vincent and Reed Electrical Contractors” held her; the name was twice mentioned and that made her feel both proud and lost.
Tea to Be Held for Genelle Yardley
A tea will be held on Wednesday at Otter Pine Inn to honor Genelle Yardley on her sixty-sixth birthday. The tea will be hosted by Friends of the Library and by actress Patty Rose, in the inn’s charming tearoom. Ms. Yardley has recently placed into trust for Molena Point Library her commercial building next door to the library. On her death, this will provide for a new children’s wing and an enlarged reference collection. For many years, Ms. Yardley was known for her storytelling, for charming and original children’s fantasies set on the central coast. A small edition was published locally. The book has long been out of print and is a collectors’ item.
For the last twenty years of her career, Ms. Yardley was office manager for Vincent and Reed Electrical Contractors. She left the firm four years ago. She has continued to write folk tales that she has never sought to publish. She has spent much of her time working with Friends of the Library.
This Genelle Yardley had worked for Vincent and Reed, for Pa’s company. She’d worked for them for ever so long, since before Lori herself was born. Lori had heard the librarians talk about a Genelle something, and about a tea party, when she was up in the children’s room. One of the librarians said Genelle had something terminal, that meant you were going to die, like Mama. In Greenville, the doctor told the social worker that Mama was terminal; he thought she, Lori, wouldn’t know what that meant.
The librarian said Genelle’s neighbors would take her to the party, put her folding wheelchair in the car along with her oxygen tank. Mama had had an oxygen tank. Lori guessed that tea party must be something this Genelle wanted very much before she died. Where do you go when you die?Mama, if you’re somewhere, can’t you tell me? Can’t you just give me a sign, like a seagull flying around my head three times when I go out in the dark morning? Or like a seal rising up out of the ocean to look at me in a special way? Something so I’llknowthere’s another place and you’re in it?
Or are you too far away to do that?
Or is there nothing? Are you just cold dead, rotting in the ground?But Lori wouldn’t let herself think that, she couldn’t think that Mama had just stopped being, disappeared into nothing. She had to be somewhere.
And this Genelle Yardley who was going to die like Mama. Was she scared? Had Mama been scared, underneath, and never told her? Or did Mama really know for sure where she was going? But how could anyone know?
And more important right now was the fact that Genelle Yardley knew Pa. She’d worked for Pa, had worked for him a long time. Maybe Genelle Yardley knew what happened to Pa to make him so different all of a sudden. Maybe she knew things that even Mama didn’t know?
Did Mama ever go to Genelle Yardley to ask questions? No matter how Mama tried to understand what made Pa change, he would never talk to her, he only shouted at her.
As far as Lori knew, Mama had never gone to any of their friends for help. Mama would have been ashamed to do that.
Sliding down from the chair, Lori headed across the reading room with a whole new plan flaring in her mind. Genelle Yardley knew about Pa. Genelle Yardley knew secrets that she, Lori, needed to find out.
Up the little half flight of seven steps, two at a time, she slipped behind the checkout desk. Shining her flashlight into the shelves beneath the counter, she hauled out the phone book and laid it on the floor. She found a pencil on the desk and a scrap of paper, and knelt on the carpet. Licking the end of the pencil, she found and wrote down Genelle Yardley’s address, then turned to the front of the phone book to find the village map. She tried to imagine what Genelle Yardley looked like. She was old. Lori didn’t know that people worked until they were over sixty. She wondered if Genelle Yardley had ever been to their house when she, Lori, was little, wondered if she’d ever seen her. She kept wondering if Mamahadever gone to ask that old lady what was wrong with Pa.
Maybe Genelle Yardley didn’t know, either. Maybe she couldn’t help her, but Lori had to try.
This would be the farthest she’d ever gone from the library since she came to live here like a hobbit in a hole. Like Mr. Baggins, she thought, smiling. Only his hobbit hole was a lot bigger, with all kinds of rooms, and was full of hams and bread and cider that she wished her hideout had, too.
She’d have to go before it got light. Even so, she likely wouldn’t get back from Genelle Yardley’s house until it was bright morning. She’d have to wait all day, until nine that night, before she could be safe in her cave again.
And she couldn’t hang around the library for too long, and draw attention from the librarians. Some of those women might remember her, from when she was little and Mama worked here. And she didn’t dare be seen during school hours.
She wrote down the streets that climbed the hills to Genelle Yardley’s, wrote where to turn and when to start looking for the number. The house was so high up the hills that ithada number. Those in the village didn’t. If someone told another person where they lived, it was like, “Third house on Lincoln north of Fourth.” People who lived in the village went to the post office to get their mail.
Going up the hills, she’d have to watch for Pa’s truck, out early going to some job. Hide if she saw him. But what worried her was the other man, the man she’d seen standing in the shadows one morning when she went out. She’d seen him later, too, when she slipped out before it was hardly light to walk on the beach. Probably she imagined he was watching her. Probably some homeless man with nowhere to go. Anyway, he was very thin and small, not much taller than she was, and Mama said she was strong for her age. Mama showed her things she could do to get away from someone, things that could hurt a person, so she wasn’t very scared of him.
Folding her slip of paper with the streets and address, she flicked off her flashlight and crossed the library to the stairs. As she headed down to the basement, the courthouse clock struck ten-two hours until midnight. She thought to set her alarm for really early, maybe four A.M. No one would see her on the streets then, it would be deep dark. Windy and cold, too. Pa sure wouldn’t be out at that hour.