No one would have accused Bash of having a particularly affectionate nature, nor even, for that matter, an affectionate bone in his body. But he felt … well, kindly, toward his benefactor.
When Bash had become a member of the “staff” because he headed his department, Boyle had been an archbishop. Since then he had become a Cardinal, a prince of the Church-short of being Pope, the highest dignity in the Church-and an elector of Popes, This dignity had rubbed off on everyone in the archdiocese of Detroit, not the least on Bash himself. He was official spokesperson for a prince of the Church. And Bash never let the media forget that fact.
Thus, when attempting to encourage the Cardinal to make comments off the cuff, Bash’s recommendations were made with sincerity and reverence. And that, in Bash’s life, was pretty much the extent of those virtues.
Bash was, in a word, selfish, with bottomless ego needs. As often as possible, he gorged himself on generous supplies of ego gratification.
Nothing was said for several long minutes. Bob Meyer sipped his wine. Bash had downed his martini in a few gulps and was enjoying the gin’s magical warmth as it seemed to be carried by his bloodstream throughout his body. He ordered another martini, which he finished before the waiter brought their meal. As he began to eat, fortified by the double martini, he felt slightly more kindly to the whole human race, even Meyer.
In this expansive glow, Bash became somewhat uncomfortable with the silence between him and Meyer. Obviously the younger man was content to eat rather than talk.
In reality, Meyer had simply run out of ways to keep the ball in Bash’s court.
“You know, Bob …”
That was a good sign, Meyer recognized. Bash seldom used Meyer’s given name. But when it was used it meant that Bash was in one of his rare relaxed and good moods.
“You know, Bob,” Bash said, “one of the good things-fringe benefits-of an occasion like this-die death of a priest or a bishop-is that the gang gets together to really let their hair down and relax. Last night, for example, we had a bunch of out-of-town priests spending the night at St. Al’s.” Bash thought about diat for a moment, and added sadly, “All those rooms above the chancery. Used to be overflowing with priests. Now diey’re empty except for when Something like this happens.”
Then, as rapidly as he had become maudlin, his happy frame of mind returned. “One of the guys from Toronto was telling about a priest’s funeral up there sometime back. The dead priest was lying in state in the rectory parlor. Some priests gathered to pay their respects. Then they went upstairs where there was a generous supply of booze. They all had a few drinks when this one screwball priest said, ‘You know, Tony would like this,’-Tony was the name of the dead priest.
“Then this priest left. Everyone figured he had gone home. But after a bit they heard this sound. Someone was dragging something up the stairs. Something stiff and heavy.
“They all had the same idea at the same time: that the screwball was dragging Tony upstairs so he could enjoy the party.
“Well, they all went running out into the hallway-and there was the screwball dragging a statue up the stairs.
“And one guy had thrown up for nothing.”
They laughed. Meyer 55 percent because he thought the story funny, 45 percent because it was the boss’s joke. Bash laughed for the same reason he told the story: The martinis had done their job and he was expansive.
One story reminded him of another, and so Bash told stories throughout their luncheon. In Meyer’s association with Bash this was a unique performance.
After finishing coffee, Bash pushed the check to his assistant. “Take care of this and take it out of petty cash.”
Meyer knew that Bash would eventually check to see that nothing more was taken than the luncheon’s tab plus a modest tip. Bash ran a tight ship.
Bash stood without swaying. All evident effect of the liquor was gone. “I’m going to stop off at my room before I go back to work this afternoon. If there are any calls from any of the media I’ll get back to them later today.”
The direction was unnecessary. Meyer knew there was one, and only one, spokesman for the archdiocese.
Bash bundled up and started off. He crossed Larned and turned onto Washington Boulevard. He began the slow ascent toward Michigan Avenue. At his back was Windsor, calling up a Detroit claim to fame of being the only city in the United States whence one traveled south to reach Canada.
This close to the riverfront was one of the coldest areas in the city. The wind whipped off the water, turning the already frigid air into a humid, bone-chilling force as it swept through the skyscraper canyons. Bash had not dressed particularly warmly. After all, he knew he’d be spending most of the morning in the cathedral at Foley’s funeral. And, as anticipated, it had been very warm in there.
But that strategy had left him unprepared for this. The cold was so bitter he gave thought to hailing a cab. But it really wasn’t all that far-a little more than four blocks. Besides, there weren’t any cabs in sight. Practically nothing in sight. A combination of the early afternoon hour and the weather seemed to be keeping most cars and just about everybody off me streets.
God, it was cold! So cold his bones felt brittle-as if they would shatter any minute. Memories of Korea enveloped him. No matter how cold he had been before or since, nothing could match his experience in that wretched country.
MacArmur had been right, of course: You shouldn’t fight a war unless you fight to win. Didn’t learn it in Korea. Maybe learned it in Vietnam.
He squeezed his eyes nearly shut against the biting wind, as he tried to make his body crawl inside itself in search of an escape from the cold.
Once more, in memory, he was hunkered in a hastily dug trench. He had never been more terrified. The night was so black; no moon, no stars. His beard was frozen. He tried to keep tears from flowing. They were ice as soon as they left his eyes.
The soldiers with him in those trenches were so young, and more frightened even than he. He at least had a more untroubled attitude toward death. Not that he wanted to die. He wanted to live as much as anyone, but, as a priest, he had prepared himself for inevitable death any number of times in the past, an ingredient of spiritual retreats and missions. These poor kids, most of them had never seriously thought their young bodies could cease functioning. Not until now. All they wanted to do now was to go home and work in the family gas station. More urgently, they wanted to get out of their frozen clothing, get those boots off, and see if they could wiggle their toes-or if they still had toes. They wanted the noises of war to stop-the shrieking shells, the triphammer machine guns, the screams of wounded buddies.
Then there was the single sound Bash would never forget. It was the shell he instinctively knew was zeroing right in on his platoon. Then there was the explosion that cost him an eye.
Then there was the explosion on Washington Boulevard.
Cletus Bash pitched forward and fell to the pavement.
He was above the scene looking down at it. It didn’t hurt. He could see people looking out their windows onto Washington Boulevard where his body lay stretched out on the pavement. None of the onlookers could see the figure running down the alley, tucking the gun into his coat pocket. The man who had been following Bash at a discreet distance since he’d left the restaurant. The man who had waited until Bash reached the alley. The man who, moving up quickly, had fired a single shot into Bash’s head, turned, and dashed down the alley.
Bash, now drifting farther from his body sprawled on the ground, could see it all. He even recognized his killer. Somehow, now it didn’t make any difference. He continued to drift away and became less and less interested in what was going on on earth.