John Grady watched him walk across the yard toward the barn. He leaned and wiped the beaded water from the window glass with his sleeve. Billy's shadow shortened across the yard until he passed under the yellow light over the barn door and then he stepped through into the dark of the barn and was lost to view. John Grady let the curtains fall back across the glass and turned and sat staring into the empty cup before him. There were grounds in the bottom of the cup and he swirled the cup and looked at them. Then he swirled them the other way as if he'd put them back the way they'd been.
HE STOOD IN THE GROVE Of willows with his back to the river and watched the road and the vehicles that moved along the road. There was little traffic. The dust of the few cars hung in the dry air long after the cars were gone. He walked on down to the river and squatted and watched the passing water murky with clay. He threw in a rock. Then another. He turned and looked back toward the road.
The cab when it came stopped at the turnoff and then backed and turned and came rocking and bumping down the rutted mud road and pulled up in the clearing. She got out on the far side and paid the driver and spoke briefly with him and the driver nodded and she stepped away. The driver put the cab in gear and put his arm across the seat and backed the cab and turned. He looked toward the river. Then he pulled away out to the road and went back toward town.
He took her hand. Ten'a miedo que no vendr'as, he said.
She didnt answer. She leaned against him. Her black hair falling about her shoulders. The smell of soap. The flesh and bone living under the cloth of her dress.
Me amas? he said.
S'. Te amo.
He sat on a cottonwood log and watched her while she waded in the gravel shallows. She turned and smiled at him. Her dress gathered about her brown thighs. He tried to smile back but his throat caught and he looked away.
She sat on the log beside him and he took her feet in his hands each in turn and dried them with his kerchief and fastened with his own fingers the small buckles of her shoes. She leaned and put her head on his shoulder and he kissed her and he touched her hair and her breasts and her face as a blind man might.
Y mi respuesta? he said.
She took his hand and kissed it and held it against her heart and she said that she was his and that she would do whatever he asked her if it take her life.
She was from the State of Chiapas and she had been sold at the age of thirteen to settle a gambling debt. She had no family. In Puebla she'd run away and gone to a convent for protection. The procurer himself appeared on the convent steps the following morning and in the pure light of day paid money into the hand of the mother superior and took the girl away again.
This man stripped her naked and beat her with a whip made from the innertube of a truck tire. Then he held her in his arms and told her that he loved her. She ran away again and went to the police. Three officers took her to a room in the basement where there was a dirty mattress on the floor. When they were through with her they sold her to the other policemen. Then they sold her to the prisoners for what few pesos they could muster or traded her for cigarettes. Finally they sent for the procurer and sold her back to him.
He beat her with his fists and slammed her against the wall and knocked her down and kicked her. He said that if she ran away again he would kill her. She closed her eyes and offered him her throat. In his rage he seized her up by the arm but the arm broke in his hand. A muted snap, like a dry stick. She gasped and cried out with the pain.
Mira, he shouted. Mira, puta, que has hecho.
The arm was set by a curandera and now would not straighten. She showed him. Mires, she said. The house was called La Esperanza del Mundo. Where a painted child in a stained kimono with her arm in a sling wept in silence or went wordlessly with men to a room at the rear for a price of less than two dollars.
He had bent forward weeping with his arms around her. He put his hand over her mouth. She took it away. Hay m++s, she said.
No.
She would tell him more but again he placed his fingers against her mouth. He said that there was only one thing he wished to know.
Lo que quieras, she said.
Te casas conmigo.
S', querido, she said. La respuesta es s'. I marry you.
WHEN HE ENTERED the kitchen Oren and Troy and JC were sitting there and he nodded to them and went on to the stove and got his breakfast and his coffee and came to the table. Troy scooted his chair slightly to make room. You aint about give out under this heavy courtin schedule are you son?
Shit, said JC. Dont even think about tryin to keep up with the cowboy.
I talked to Crawford about your horse, said Oren.
What did he say.
He said he thought he had a buyer if you could come to his figures.
Same figures?
Same figures.
I dont believe I can do it.
He might do a little better. But not much.
John Grady nodded. He ate.
You might do better to run him through the auction.
The auction aint for three more weeks.
Two and a half.
Tell him I'll take three and a quarter.
JC got up and carried his dishes to the sink. Oren lit a cigarette.
When will you see him? said John Grady.
I'll talk to him today if you want.
All right.
He ate. Troy got up and took his dishes to the sink and he and JC went out. John Grady wiped his plate with the last bite of biscuit and ate it and pushed back his chair.
These fourminute breakfasts are goin to get you in trouble with the union, Oren said.
I got to see the old man a minute.
He carried his plate and cup to the sink and wiped his hands on the sides of his trousers and crossed the room and went down the hall.
He knocked on the jamb of the office doorway and looked in but the room was empty. He went on down the hall to Mac's bedroom and tapped at the open door. Mac came out of the bathroom with a towel around his neck and his hat on.
Mornin son, he said.
Mornin sir. I wondered if I could talk to you for a minute.
Come on in.
He hung the towel over a chairback and went to the oldfashioned chifforobe and took out a shirt and shook it unfolded and stood undoing the buttons. John Grady stood in the doorway.
Come on in, Mac said. Put your damn hat back on.
Yessir. He took a couple of steps into the room and put his hat on and stood there. On the wall opposite were framed pho tographs of horses. On the dresser in an ornate silver frame a photograph of Margaret Johnson McGovern.
Mac pulled on his shirt and stood buttoning it. Set down, son, he said.
That's all right.
Go on. You look like you got a lot on your mind.
There was a heavy oak chair covered with dark leather at the far side of the bed and he crossed the floor and sat in it. Some of Mac's clothes were thrown across one arm of the chair. He put his elbow on the other arm. Mac swept up and tucked in his shirt front and back and buttoned his trousers and buckled his belt and got his keys and his change and his billfold from thedresser. He came over to the bed carrying his socks and sat and unrolled them and began to pull them on. Well, he said. You wont never have no better of a chance.
John Grady started to take off his hat again but then he put his hands back in his lap. Then he leaned forward with his elbows on his knees.
Just pretend it's a cold stockpond on a hot day and jump on in, said Mac.
Yessir. Well. I want to get married.
Mac stopped midsock. Then he pulled the sock on and reached down for his boot. Married, he said.
Yessir.
All right.
I want to get married and I thought for one thing if you didnt care I'd just go on and sell that horse.
Mac pulled on the boot and picked up the other boot and sat with it in his hand. Son, he said. I can understand a man wantin to get married. I lacked about a month bein twenty when I did. We kind of finished raisin one another. But I might of been fixed a little better than you. You think you can afford it?