‘Hello?’ Rosalin said softly. ‘Can I help you?’
That had happened two days ago. Now Rosalin looked at the smart young man and the striking, shaven-headed woman sitting side by side on her couch. The young man had shown her an FBI pass and said his name was Agent Cooper. The young woman he’d introduced as Agent Faith.
A cafetiere was steaming on the coffee table in front of them, untouched. Rosalin had no idea why she’d offered them coffee. Maybe she was just as curious about that poor girl as they were.
‘And what did she tell you?’ asked Agent Faith.
‘All sorts of crazy nonsense really. I thought she was drunk or on drugs or something.’
‘What specifically did she tell you?’ asked Agent Cooper. Rosalin preferred him asking. At least he smiled kindly. The woman on the other hand, Agent Faith, was like a goddamned robot. Face like an emotionless psychopath.
‘She said some crazy things… like she was from the future. That she’d died in a plane crash or something in 2010, but someone saved her from the plane.’
‘Saved her…?’
‘She said the plane was in mid-air. She said she was “beamed out”.’
‘Beamed out?’ Cooper laughed politely. ‘What? Like Star Trek beamed out?’
‘I don’t know what she meant exactly. It wasn’t making much sense to me.’ Rosalin shrugged. ‘That’s when I figured she wasn’t a druggy, but maybe some sort of sick person, you know? On medication or something?’
‘Indeed.’
‘She said she got beamed back from the future, from 2010, to now. And was working for some sort of time police. Trying to stop people from the future time travelling.’ Rosalin laughed self-consciously. It was the kind of make-believe game her youngest son played with his friends, tearing round the kitchen with plastic laser guns and making whoop-whoop noises.
‘The girl is deluded,’ said Agent Faith. ‘None of this is correct.’
‘Sure, of course,’ Rosalin nodded. ‘But…’
‘But what?’ asked Agent Cooper.
‘But… she was saying things that sounded so…’ She shrugged. ‘ Convincing, I guess.’
Cooper sat forward. ‘Such as?’
‘Well… let’s see.’ Rosalin narrowed her eyes. ‘Oh yeah, she said that we’ll be going to war with Iraq again. And after that with some other country called Afganistan-izan or something. She said some other weird things… can’t remember them, though. Just odd stuff.’ Rosalin shook her head. As that girl had sobbed and told her story, she’d almost found herself believing some of it.
‘Did she explain why she came to your house?’ asked Cooper.
‘Oh yes… yes. That was the strangest thing of all. She said she had memories of living here in this house. I mean… living here right now. In 2001. That she’d lived here as a girl with her mom and dad. That she remembered the house looking very different on the inside and — ’
‘But she’s never in fact lived here?’
Rosalin shook her head. ‘No! We’ve been living here since before Nadine was born. Since 1990.’
‘And this girl is in no way related to you?’
‘No! Look, of course not! I’ve never seen her before!’ Rosalin looked at the coffee. It wasn’t going to get drunk. ‘I told her that. Told her that we’ve been living here for more than ten years… that’s when she went funny.’
‘Funny?’
Rosalin recalled the girl had abruptly stopped mid-sentence, as if something in her mind had suddenly snapped. Discovered a hidden touchstone of truth. ‘She just got up and left. Walked out of the house, sort of in a trance or something.’
‘And she’s not been back since?’
‘No. Like I said, that was a couple of days ago.’
Agent Cooper nodded and offered her another charming smile. ‘Well, Mrs Kellerman, thank you for talking to us.’ He shrugged apologetically as he stood up. ‘And for the coffee. I’m sure it was very nice coffee.’
The woman followed her colleague’s lead and both agents headed towards the hallway and the front door.
‘But one thing I don’t understand,’ said Rosalin. ‘Why are the FBI after her? I mean… you know… if she’s just some kid who needs help?’
Agent Cooper shrugged that question away. But his female partner stopped dead.
‘See, I’m… well, I’ve got a journalist coming over later today,’ continued Rosalin. ‘I called the National Enquirer.’ She bit her lip, slightly embarrassed. ‘I know it’s a stupid newspaper. They run stupid My-Uncle-is-an-Alien-from-Mars stories… but they pay pretty well for them.’
Agent Faith turned to look at her. ‘You will be telling this story to a newspaper?’
Rosalin nodded guiltily. ‘Is that, uh… you know, a problem?’
Faith’s movement was little more than a blur. The dull crack of a single gunshot was reverberating around the home’s hallway before Agent Cooper fully realized she’d reached under his jacket and wrenched out his standard-issue firearm and used it.
Mrs Kellerman was dead before her legs buckled and she dropped to the floor. Blood trickled from a tidy dark hole between her carefully plucked eyebrows and pooled on the waxed wooden parquet slats beneath her head.
‘Jesus! What — ? ’
‘She was a contamination risk.’
Cooper realized he was trembling. ‘You… can’t… you can’t just go and shoot — ’
‘My primary mission parameter is to eliminate the agency team. My secondary mission parameter is to ensure no significant time-contamination events occur.’
She handed the gun back to him.
‘Thank you for the use of your weapon, Agent Cooper.’
Chapter 37
16 September 2001, Interstate 90, Newton, Massachusetts
So that’s what we all are. Machines. Meat robots, just like Bob and Becks. Everything me, Maddy and Liam remember from before arriving in that archway is just a dream. Not even that, just faked memories.
I’m not Saleena Vikram.
I’m not from 2026.
I’m not from India.
I don’t have parents.
I’m a meat product.
Sal wondered why she was even bothering to write in her diary. She’d started out writing in it because she thought it would help her keep her sanity. But why bother now when her mind wasn’t even hers anyway? It was the product of some technician or team of technicians. A faked backstory. An amalgam of images.
I’m even beginning to wonder if some or all of the stuff that happened to us since we became TimeRiders is faked memories too. I mean, how do I know for sure? Maybe we never had a German New York, or that nuclear wasteland? Maybe those dinosaur things never broke into the archway? Maybe I never met Abraham Lincoln? Maybe someone invented those stories?
Another slightly more comforting thought occurred to her: maybe there never was a pitiful eugenic creature called Sam, massacred along with several dozen others before her very eyes. Somehow that seemed a small kindness; a teaspoon of comfort in an ocean of cruel.
That blue bear. I think I get it now. Somebody put that into my memory by mistake. I wasn’t meant to see it in that Brooklyn shop. Because how could it also be in India, twenty-five years from now? Someone messed up. Made a mistake. All this time, these weeks I’ve been wondering about whether that bear meant something special, whether it was important. And guess what? It was just someone’s dumb mistake.
She shook her head. ‘Jahulla.’
No one was going to hear her, standing in this place, alone, watching the endless traffic pass beneath her. The overpass ran across six lanes of interstate traffic. Cars, trucks, buses: a constant stream of on-off-on red braking lights on the right and glaring headlights on the left, some so bright they cast stars and streaks across her tear-wet eyes. A stream of traffic in the early evening, all of them on their way to or from meaningful appointments, running errands, returning from work, going shopping. Routine events. Life. Dull maybe, but at least it was real life.