Dean Reed always claimed that he had been a shy boy, an insecure boy who learned to play the guitar at twelve to help him meet girls. A more important theme of his life, though, was wanting his father's love. He had two brothers, Vern and Dale. Dale, the younger, lived in Alaska. Vern, who was a committed libertarian, lived in Seattle where, although he was employed at Boeing, he refused to work on military aircraft. Dean thought this was very brave and often boasted about what a good engineer Vern was. But Dean was not at all close to his brothers; most of all, he wanted his father to love him best.
"Dean's father did believe in whipping," Ruth Anna Brown said. "And Dean would never cry. Which is very irksome to a person if you're trying to prove your point to them and they just sit there smiling at you."
On film, wearing thick black glasses, Cyril, who had the politics of Genghis Khan, had cast himself as a lovable rogue; he was very funny. And in his way, Cyril cared for the boy, and the first time Dean got up to play for an audience, the old man worried himself sick. Still, although Dean sent his dad money for a ticket to come see him perform in the East, Cyril never went.
"I had no use for those countries," he said in his corn-pone accent, laying it on good and thick for the cameras, and it was easy to see how Dean got his star quality from those two old country hams, Cyril and Ruth Anna.
I'd heard somewhere that when General Jimmy Walker founded the John Birch Society in 1961, Cyril joined up. BETTER DEAD THAN RED. What sweet revenge for his son to finish up a dedicated Communist, if revenge was what Dean was after. Better dead than red. Poor Dean was red and dead. "Well, Cyril was a cantankerous creature," said Mrs Brown, who divorced him as soon as the boys were grown up.
She searched for her spectacles, found them on top of her head, put them on and peered at the screen where there was a picture of Dean as a boy with some of Mrs. Brown's chickens.
"Like I said, I kept them back in Wheat Ridge to earn extra money," Mrs. Brown said. "I never did care much for those chickens. Come to think of it, I didn't much care for Cyril, either."
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The late 1940s, when Dean was a boy, and especially the 1950s, when he was a teenager, were, on the surface, triumphant and remorselessly upbeat, when any boy, even in provincial America, even in a place like Wheat Ridge, could grow up to be President if he tried hard enough, so long as he was white and obeyed the rules. The War was over, the country was on the move. Dean tried plenty hard. Dean practiced positive thinking. The Power of Positive Thinking by Dr. Norman Vincent Peale was the biggest seller of the euphoric fifties, when the country was in its prime and it was un-American to be a failure and small town values were practically a religion.
The 1950s were a time when kids competed at hula-hoops; kids stuffed themselves into phone booths and ate goldfish; winning was what counted, but so did charity. Sometimes Dean got a little money for playing his guitar and, when he did, he gave it to the American Cancer Society.
"He always shared that way," Mrs. Brown said.
The soundtrack for Dean's teen years would have been peppy and bland, hit parade tunes like "How Much Is that Doggy in the Window" by Patti Paige and "Oh, Mein Papa" by Eddie Fisher. By the mid-1950s though, a whiff of rock and roll and things to come arrived, with Bill Haley and "Rock around the Clock"; and after that: Elvis.
Anyhow, at first it sounded like a typically all-American childhood, the sunny uplands of life that Hollywood let us believe all good Americans inhabited. This version did not include racial segregation or Senator Joe McCarthy's House of Un-American Activities Committee or the desolating conformity parents preached to their kids.
In Hawaii that day in her condo, Mrs. Brown suddenly looked up from Dean's photographs and said, "Dean's dad killed himself, did you know that?" She let it pop out of her mouth by the by, as if she did not want it to count for much.
Injured in a wheat combine accident, Cyril lost a leg, and, in 1984, he killed himself because he could not afford a new one, it was rumored. Dean told reporters that his daddy had died because he couldn't afford medical care and he, Dean, deeply embedded in his socialist beliefs by then, never forgave America for failing his father. Again and again, he told the story.
"Why didn't you give him the money for a leg?" one reporter finally asked.
Dean said his dad was too proud.
By now the rain was battering the roof of Mrs. Brown's condo. She stopped the video and left her boy frozen in time. She peered hard at him as he'd been once; forever crew-cut, forever smiling.
Fumbling in her trunk of memories, Mrs. Brown was like a woman trying to get unstuck from a chaotic dream. Outside, the tropical storm smashed open the shutters; they banged incessantly against the window frames. As she got up to fix them, she lurched slightly, whether from age or grief was hard to tell, then she sat down heavily in a chair, her legs falling apart a little. Leslie reached out to take her arm to help her. I wanted to ask her about the death. I wanted it badly. Who killed Dean Reed? I wanted to say. But the intrusion was too great, and, anyhow, she was well defended against it.
"You about ready for us, Ralph?" she called out towards the kitchen to her husband.
Ralph, who was wearing a Hawaiian sarong, was making lunch.
"Give me a few minutes," he called back.
As we set the table for lunch, I learned, among other things: that, right up to the end of his life, Dean could walk on his hands; that he whistled when he was nervous; that he could juggle brilliantly. He adored spaghetti and Skippy crunchy peanut butter, which Mrs. Brown sent him by mail to East Berlin; and turquoise was his favorite color (not red, he often cracked). He also had medical problems. As a boy - here she grew vague - he'd had some sort of major operation and by twenty he had ulcers and trouble sleeping.
"He took a sleeping pill every night of his life," Mrs. Brown said. "But only one. He never took more than one sleeping pill," she said, and then Ralph appeared from the kitchen to say he was ready with the lunch.
He was apparently known for his fruit salad and was a dab hand with pineapple sherbet, which he produced from a white plastic gadget. We sat down at the table.
"There's a little something we like to do before meals," Mrs. Brown said.
I froze. They were going to say grace and I had already attacked the food. I was embarrassed. I wanted to do the culturally correct thing. But Ruth Anna Brown just smiled her smart, wry smile and reached for Leslie's hand.
"We like to hold hands and wish each other peace and love and friendship," she said.
After lunch, the rain stopped and the sun twirled some droplets into a rainbow on the window pane. All around the apartment complex, which resembled a two-storey motel made of poured concrete, people were throwing open their windows, getting ready to go out to do the Saturday chores. There was the scraping and banging of front doors and car doors as the place came alive after the storm. Fit-looking old people in Bermuda shorts went outside, sucked in the fresh washed air, hailed each other, arranged dates to eat dinner and play Scrabble, and set off in their cars for the supermarket.
In the late Hawaiian afternoon, we listened to "Our Summer Romance" on Ruth Anna Brown's record player. It had been Dean's first hit tune.
Mrs. Brown said, "You have to understand, Dean always did everything he did for a woman. First he married Patty in Hollywood. Then Wiebke and Renate in East Berlin. But I guess you could say I was the original model."
Mrs. Brown showed me a photograph of the Dean Reed School, which had been dedicated recently in East Berlin. She had also written to Erich Honecker, the East German boss, to tell him to change the name of the cemetery where Dean was buried to the Dean Reed Cemetery.