I sneaked away and went to bed, as if I did not know that my wife needed more tongues than mine only. An hour later she came down, relaxed, happy and a little bit tired.
She pretended to be very surprised to find me in bed, and as if nothing had happened, she kissed me and lay down herself. I started to boil over, “I've been looking all over for you …”
“I know, darling, and it was very decent of you not to open that door … you know that Tina is fantastic. She licks like no one else. Really, you should try it, too. Have something really good and have her give it to you …”
All the hate within me crystallized and I said, “Fine!”
Her eyes lit up and she said quickly, “I know what we can do; you lick me, she licks you, and if she wants to, she can twiddle herself with her fingers!” She bounced out of the bedroom and returned soon with a slightly reluctant chambermaid.
She pulled off the girl's nightgown and stood next to her. “Which one of us has the nicest figure?”
I cannot remember whether the girl was good-looking or ugly. The only thing I can remember is that I threw her upon the bed.
I heard my wife ask, “What position should we take?”
I knew what position I was going to take. I was going to rape and fuck the maid right in front of my wife's eyes.
But my fury had killed my desire. I couldn't … What had happened to me; what was I going to do?
“Back to your room,” I hollered at the girl.
When she had slipped out of the room I turned around to my wife. I grabbed her by the hair and dragged her to the bed. And I hit her and hit her, and if I had not blacked out, I would have killed her.
I left my home that same night.
This marriage has brought me to the brink of my grave. A serious heart condition is the result of months of unnatural copulation. I will most likely die of it before I have finished this confession.
But I do hope that this writing will show this execrable creature whom I loved and who called herself my wife that the only whore I ever knew and who temporarily played a role in my life was venerable compared to her who had vowed before God to share my bed. Amen!