“I did not kill that man.”
“I know that. But if you tell me-”
Her eyes filled with tears. “I cannot tell you. Too much has changed between us. It is not as it was. It can never again be as it was.”
“So much has happened. To the both of us.” Her words, her face, all etched an unpleasant picture in his mind. “Lord Rothwell. Was he cruel to you?”
She shook her head and one tear traveled down the length of her pale cheek. It sat there like a diamond, didn’t move even when she shook her head. “I do not know what cruel is anymore. Anyway, it is past. He is dead.”
“You should have sought me earlier.”
“To what end? Were you to save me, Crispin?” She brushed his arm lightly before letting her hand fall away. “I was a married woman. To commit adultery-”
“No, no. Never. Ah, Rosamunde, Rosamunde.” With the word “adultery” all he could think of was Lady Vivienne. So accessible, whereas Rosamunde was as unreachable as always.
He inhaled a breath and held it. “What has Lady Stancliff to do with you?”
“Lady Stancliff?” Rosamunde’s brow rose. “I only know her from court…and from your lodgings. I could ask the same of you.”
He shook his head. “Never mind. Tell me about the Rose, then.”
“I do not understand.”
“You know me and yet you think me a fool? You were seen at the Rose only a few days ago speaking with your brother. What were you doing there?”
“I needed to discuss a private matter with Stephen.”
He turned and looked at her. The tear on her cheek finally fell, leaving a crooked, wet track down her face. Her damp lashes made her eyes appear bigger, deeper. He walked the few paces to stand before her. Cupping her soft face in his hands, he bent and kissed her full lips. A tender kiss, meant to last for only a moment. But she prolonged it, fingers reaching up to his chest and closing around his neck. She opened her lips in a bittersweet embrace. He wanted more, clutched her to take more, but he felt her fingers release him and he knew that he, too, must step away.
She hugged herself and moved to the fire. “I cannot tell you what we spoke of. It is too private. It is likewise so what I said to Gaston D’Arcy, the dead man. You must believe me when I tell you our conversation had nothing to do with murder and everything to do with my private business, which I will not share with you and certainly not with that oaf of a sheriff.”
The brief kiss did nothing to alleviate his craving. “I see. But that does not excuse your brother.”
She scowled. “You only think him guilty because you hate him.”
“It makes it easier to believe, but the evidence suggests it was him.”
“Crispin! It is my flesh and blood you speak of!”
“It is justice I speak of. Do you not wish to bring to judgment the slayer of an innocent man?”
“Of an innocent man, yes.”
He measured her words and slowly approached. “Do you mean to say that Gaston D’Arcy was not an innocent man? In what way?”
“Just go, Crispin! What do you think to gain by coming here like this, manhandling my poor maid? What are you thinking?” She wiped hastily at her face. “Did you think that we would grow close again once you hanged my brother?” Her brow wrinkled unpleasantly. “We are different people now, you and I. I loved you then. And yes, there is still something alluring about you; something earthy that always compelled me. But I do not love you, Crispin. Not anymore. You are too angry to love. Too lost. And I am too weary to try.”
The pain in his heart rose to his throat and it thickened momentarily before he could speak. “I have been charged with finding Stephen,” he said, voice coarse, “and find him I will. And if he be hanged…” He stalked to the door and grasped the latch. “If he be hanged, I will tie the noose myself. You and your brother can both go to Hell.”
He pulled the door open and the maid fell into the room, followed by Jenkyn. They chattered like angry squirrels but he pushed them both roughly aside and departed.
Outside, Crispin mashed the muddy lane with his boots. The case started as an interesting diversion, but now all of it disgusted him with its compounding twists and deceptions. He could trust no one, not a soul this side of Purgatory.
“This investigation is cursed,” he spat, following the winding alleys and lanes.
Though now it was afternoon, few traveled the streets amid the dense white fog. Crispin trudged with head down and hood up. He listened to his own feet tramping. So long in fact that it took some time to notice the unmistakable echo to his steps.
Subtly he hurried. The echo fell slightly behind at first but sped to match his pace. Crispin remembered the man with the sword lit by a cresset’s flame, and he cursed under his breath that he lacked a sword himself.
He rounded a corner and flattened against a wall, waiting for the moment his shadow appeared. He felt like pummeling someone and he did not care who.
He listened. Steps approached and stopped.
Tensing, Crispin expected a figure to pass by. The moment stretched. He leaned toward the edge of the wall and peered into the thick mist.
No one.
Unsettled, Crispin reached the Rose and sat by the fire with his back to the hearth and tipped a cup of wine to his lips. He watched patrons come and go but did not see Stephen. After two hours he stretched his back and left, kicking the tavern door shut behind him.
The fog never lifted since Crispin first entered the Rose and it tumbled down the narrow lanes almost as if following him to the Spur. He did not bother to scan the room for Gaston D’Arcy, the Frenchman in the foreign gown. He knew he would never return. Crispin instead climbed the stairs and walked across the gallery to stop in front of the room he visited before. He glanced at the floor surprised. Crouching on one knee, he ran his rough fingers across the floorboards and found the red threads. He tried the latch. Locked. With his knife’s blade he slipped it between door and jamb and managed to lift the bolt.
Quickly he assessed the room, but nothing had changed except for the shrine. The crucifix, the candle, and the velvet cloth were gone.
He frowned and left the room, thinking deeply. He slowly descended the stairs and left the Spur. He trudged to a privy at the edge of the riverbank, hitched up his coat, pushed his braies aside, and relieved himself into the filthy pit, sighing at the futility of the past several hours that were as black and as awful as the hole before him.
He tied his braies and turned to leave when he heard shouts outside his door.
Men scuffled and struggled just beyond the privy and he opened the door a crack in time to watch a man roll by. Two others picked him up. Loose ropes were bound to the escaping man’s wrists, their free ends dangling like tassels. The two tried to drag the fugitive away, but the man swung at them. His fist mashed one in the nose and down he went. Then the other pursuer threw a wild punch and missed.
Crispin smiled grimly. He pushed up his right sleeve and opened the door. With relish, he smacked his fist in the face of one of the aggressors. A spray of blood fanned from the man’s mouth and he tumbled backwards into the mud and lay still.
The first man struggled to his feet and, with a surprised look toward his companion on the ground, swung at Crispin.
Crispin dodged but not soon enough to escape hard knuckles glancing off his cheek. He felt his teeth crack and tasted salty blood. He shook his head to clear it.
Crispin swung his foot out and kicked the man’s knee cap. The man went down in a howl of pain and the fugitive swiveled and then fell on his assailant and pummeled his face with his fists, cut ropes flailing.
The first attacker came to and pounced on Crispin. Crispin dug his fingers into the man’s face until he growled in pain. Pushing him back, Crispin kneed him in the groin. While the man bent over, Crispin swung an uppercut and flattened him in the mud. The man lay stiff and still. Only low moans escaped his lips.