He hadn’t had time to stop the bleeding, dammit. Hadn’t had time—Sal had known where she was going, Sal had known about the shuttle—hadn’t told them, God, he should have told her to go to hell, taken Bird to the Trans, taken him to the hospital—Bird shouldn’t be dead…
It was Trinidadthey were passing, now, Way Outmated to her for the trip they weren’t going to take. They’d been so damn close—
Movement caught his eye, against the steady spin of the core, big supply can drifting free—hell! he thought, shocked by the sight, damned dangerous, a thing the size of a skimmer floating along like that with no pusher attached—
He thought—as clearly as he was thinking at all—that’s wrong.
That’s wrong, that is—
The line jolted and stopped.
“Shit!” Sal gasped, loud in that sudden silence, and Dekker thought—we’re not going to get there, it’s not going to work—we’re hanging up here and we can’t reach the shuttle—can’t reach the dismount lines…
“Hand off the line!” Meg yelled of a sudden, juvie lessons, old safety drill. He reached for Sal, caught her hand—saw, all of a sudden, the whole line bucking, a wave coming toward them.
Dekker yelled, “Let go!” and threw everything he had into the chain they made, hand to hand—he threw his whole body into that snap-the-whip twist, aimed as best he could and let go—
A moment of floating free, then, nothing they could do if that line hit them, if they missed the dismount-line—
The wave sang overhead and passed. The Shepherd snagged a dismount line with his foot and hauled them all toward it.
Meg called out, “Center-mast! We can’t make the shuttle, we got our ownship there. Her tanks are charged!”
“Won’t dock!” the Shepherd yelled back. “Won’t mate, dammit!”
“Take what we can fuckin’ get,” Sal yelled. “They’ve turned the line loose, there’s no way we can get there, Sammy, move your butt!”
Fire popped, somewhere, Dekker had learned that sound. “They’re shooting at something,” he called out, following Sal and Ben down the line that connected along the dockage.
Something sang past him. He thought, God, they’re fools, there’s seals where we are and they’re shooting bullets—
Another ricochet—he saw Meg kicked sideways, blood spraying—thought she was going off the line, but her left hand held the line, and Sal caught up and grabbed her jacket. He made a fast catch-up to help both of them, but Meg had caught Sal’s coat with her left hand, blood floating in great dark beads near her other arm. Sal screamed at Ben to get out of her way, get the hatch open.
Ben scrambled along the line and overtook the Shepherd at Trinidad’sentry. Sal took a swing and floated free toward them and Dekker hurled himself after, caught Meg’s arm and got his hand over the bleeding as Ben and the Shepherd grabbed their clothes and hauled them into the open hatch.
“Get it closed!” he gasped, stopping with a shove of his foot on a touch-pad. “Meg,—”
Meg’s own hand shoved his aside, clamped down on the arm. “I got it, I got it,” Meg said between her teeth. “God, just get me a patch—get us the hell out of here! Get us to the shuttle, 18, this guy’ll tell you—”
“We can’t mate with a shuttle-dock!” the Shepherd cried. “We’ve lost it, dammit, all we are is under cover. Aboujib, get com, get contact with the Hamilton, tell them our situation, see if they can talk us out of this—”
“Severely small chance, Sammy.”
Severely small, Meg told herself, couldn’t move her arm for Ben to get a wrap on it, sleeve and all—spurting blood everywhere, real close to going out.
Like Bird.
No fuss, not overmuch pain, just—going out.
“Hang on,” Ben said, and hurt her with the bandage. “Damn it, Meg, pay attention! Hold on to it!”
Grapples banged loose. She thought, Good boy, Dek…
… Bills every damn where on the table, Bird excused himself up to the bar, talked to Mike a minute, Bird about as upset as she’d ever seen him during the days when they were trying to fix that ship. Bird was working himself up to a heart attack. Meanwhile she sat there looking at her fingernails, telling herself she was a fool for staying with this whole crazy idea.
Old anger, she told herself. So the company won another round. So another kid died. A lot of them had died—
She kept hearing the gunfire behind the rattle of glassware. Watching the rab go down. Kids, with shocked looks on their faces. The company cops with no faces, just silver visors that reflected back the smoke and the frightened faces of their victims.
Lawless rab.
Property rights. Company rules.
“We got to fix this,” Bird said the day Dekker came to them. “What they’ve done isn’t fair.” And she thought, sick at her stomach, Dammit, Bird, they’ll kill you…
Trim jets kept firing. She felt the bursts.
The shuttle’s mains kicked in, in the high lonely cold above Earth’s atmosphere, the transition she loved. You knew you were going home, then, the motherwell couldn’t hold you—
Up, not down—
Black for a while. She felt the push of braking, had Sal’s arm around her, the aux boards in front of her, Sal trying to get her belted in. She reached with the arm that didn’t hurt, took the belt and snapped the clip in, solid click. Tested it for a rough ride. She told Saclass="underline" “Get yourself belted, Aboujib, I got it, all right…”
Another burst of trim jets. Dek was maneuvering, Ben was fastening his belt for him while the Shepherd—Sammy, Sal called him—was filling in at the com, saying, urgently, “They’re warning us to pull back in. That carrier’s moving in fast. The Hamilton’spowering up now—we can’t make it, there’s no time for them to pick us up—”
Trim jets fired constantly at the rate of one and two a second, this side and that—she had the camera view, a row of docked skimmers blurring in the number two monitor as they skimmed along the mast surface— damnclose, there, kid—
Static burst from the general com: the Shepherd had cut B channel in. “ AMC Twenty-nine Hamilton, this is FleetCom. You’re in violation of UDC directives. Stand down—”
“Cut that damn thing off!” Ben snarled. “We got enough on our minds.”
“We can’t dock,” the Shepherd yelled. Sal was belting in. Ben was. Acceleration was increasing in hammer blows from the main engines. The mast whipped past faster and faster—
Then nothing. Sudden long shove from the bow stabilizers and the mast swung back in view, retreating now—going for decel—another burst of Trinidad’smains…
No, she thought— Way Out’smains… we’re coupled. Double mass.—Are we giving up? Going back? Shuttle’s on the mast, Dek, did we miss it. Don’t get rattled, kid…
Ben said something. Dek said something, and the trim jets fired another long burst, taking the ship—God, felt like a right angle to the station.
God, he’s going after the Hamilton—