"Gotta go. I'll talk to you later."
Before she snapped her phone closed she heard the engine slow.
"Hey, lady. It's about time you get home."
Maggie turned to find Nick Morrelli in the driver's seat of a dark blue sedan.
CHAPTER
71
Newburgh Heights, Virginia
Benjamin Platt felt perfectly comfortable sitting on Maggie's patio in only his T-shirt, jeans and bare feet. She'd left a fresh pot of coffee though he knew from her food requests in the Slammer that she wasn't a coffee drinker. He had poured himself a cup and gravitated to the patio. Her backyard was beautiful. A lush and private sanctuary. He wasn't surprised. It actually reminded him of the wooded area behind his own house and the screened-in porch that overlooked it. However, he didn't know much about landscaping. It looked like Maggie did. The six-foot wood fence stretched all the way to the creek behind the property. Huge pine trees bordered the other sides of the fence line, blocking views of her neighbors' yards and homes. Every corner looked professionally landscaped with decorative trees, an English garden with fading blooms and a rock garden surrounded by rosebushes.
From the chew toys in a wicker basket at the corner of the patio he guessed she shared the backyard with a dog. A big dog. And from the bouquet of fresh flowers—with a card sticking out of the middle signed,Love Nick—Platt guessed she had someone else with whom she shared portions of her life. Also not a surprise. She was a beautiful, intelligent woman. Even Platt, with his workaholic blinders, had noticed.
And he had noticed long before she offered him her spare bedroom. Platt realized her offer was one she didn't make often. Boxes of files lined one wall of the bedroom and stacks of books took up most of the space on top of the dresser.Yet he had slept hard even if it had been for only several hours. No dreams. No visions of little girls, Ali or Mary Louise. No sounds of medevac helicopters or IEDs being set off. For once he simply slept. It was a rare treat.
Platt rubbed at the stubble on his jaw. He checked his watch. Sipped his coffee. He needed to get back to USAMRIID. He needed to confront Janklow. He needed to know if Michael McCathy had something to do with these Ebola cases. The more he thought about it the more he believed it was possible.Last night he had checked McCathy's file.Besides being a weapons inspector in Iraq, McCathy had also been one of the team that scoured the world in the hunt for viruses,not in order to cure them, but to acquire them. It wasn't a secret that once upon a time, back in the 1970s and early 1980s the United States stockpiled biological agents to possibly use them in their defense program. To use them as weapons. It was probably one of the reasons McCathy had later been chosen to travel to Iraq as a weapons inspector. Of course, he could identify weapons of mass destruction when long ago he had acquired them for his home team.
Platt made himself sip when he caught himself gulping. He leaned his head back, closed his eyes and listened to the quiet. It might be the only quiet he would have for quite some time.
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"What are you doing here, Nick?"
"I've been in D.C. since Friday for a conference. I just wanted to see you before I left for Boston."
When she didn't respond he continued, "I left messages." There was that smile. "And flowers."
"I've been gone," she said without offering any more of an explanation. He couldn't just show up in her neighborhood, trolling the streets, even if he did look good in a navy suit that brought out the blue in his eyes.
"I'm working a case. And I have somewhere I need to be," she said.
She started walking again, ignoring the slamming car door. He trotted up beside her.
"Are we ever just going to sit down and talk?"
"What do you think we need to talk about, Nick?"
"Well, I've been trying for months to talk to you about what I'm feeling."
"What you're feeling? Not necessarily what I'm feeling."
"No, of course not. I mean, of course I want to know what you're feeling. Can we just go have lunch and talk about it?"
Any other time his persistence may have seemed sweet, endearing. But taking into account everything she had just gone through in the past several days, this…this naive courtship seemed frivolous, hollow, maybe even disingenuous. Though it wasn't his fault. Nick Morrelli didn't know any different.
She stopped in front of her house at the edge of her yard. Platt's Land Rover was still in her circle drive.
"You say you have feelings for me, Nick, but you don't even know me."
"Sure I do. I know you like Italian sausage on your pizza.You graduated from the University of Virginia.You're tough and beautiful and smart. What I don't know I want to know. That should count for something."
She ran her fingers through her hair, frustrated and not sure why. If this didn't matter, if he didn't matter, then why was she frustrated that he didn't understand?
"Have you ever been alone, Nick?"
"Sure. I'm alone now. I've been alone since Jill and I split."
"No, I mean …" She wasn't sure she could explain what she had felt in the Slammer. "I mean really alone.You have your family, your mom, your sister, Christine, your nephew, Timmy. And you've never been without someone for long. What was your longest stretch between girlfriends?"
"Why would that matter? Very few of them did matter.Yeah, I've had a lot of girlfriends. Is that what bothers you? That I've had a lot of girlfriends?"
"No, of course not." She shifted from one foot to the other. She didn't want to have this conversation and she certainly didn't want to have it in her front yard. "This isn't about you. It's about me."
He started to say something and she stopped him, putting up her hands in surrender.
"I'm not ready to be with anyone, Nick. Not right now."
"Is everything okay?" Platt asked.
She turned to find Benjamin Platt in her doorway, his eyes on Nick, his stance ready to move into action if he needed to.
"Everything's fine," she told him.
When she looked back at Nick he was staring at Platt, taking in the Land Rover for the first time. Maggie watched the charm and confidence slide off his face. Confusion gave way to hurt.
"I understand," he said, his eyes avoiding hers.
He was wounded, embarrassed.
"It's not what you're thinking," she told him though once again she reminded herself that she didn't owe him any explanation.
"I'll leave you alone. That's what you meant, right? About being alone? You just want me to leave you alone."
"That's not at all what I said."
But he was already walking away from her, headed back to his car, so easily convinced he was right. He hadn't listened to a word she had said.
She told herself that if it mattered, if he mattered, she'd go after him. It should come natural, be instinctive. She was used to following her gut instinct. It had never steered her wrong yet. She followed it now as she turned around and went back into her house.
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"Sorry," Platt said.
"It's not your fault."
"If I wasn't here he wouldn't have gotten the wrong impression."
"He got the impression he wanted to get."
Platt couldn't read her. He wasn't sure if she was upset, angry, sad? He had been concerned that Janklow had sent someone to retrieve her only to realize, and realize too late, that he had stumbled upon a lovers' quarrel.
Paranoid. He was way too paranoid.
"I have to get back to USAMRIID," he told her. "But I need to give you a shot before I leave."
She nodded and sat down by the kitchen counter, shoving the bouquet of flowers to the side. She looked tired, drained and not just from the confrontation outside.