The knocking on my door brings me out of my research. I look up to see Erik’s smiling face. I glance at my watch. "God, is it lunch time all ready?"
"Yup, it sure is. We still on?" He grins as he crosses over and places himself on the corner of my desk closest to me.
"Would I stand the People’s Poll Best New Actor up?" I get to my feet and wrap my arms around his neck as his arms wrap around my waist. "Do you have any idea how proud of you I am?"
He gives me a kiss on the cheek. "Kelsey, you’ve been with me every step of the way." His voice drops a bit as he whispers into my ear. "If things were different for us, I swear I’d marry you. I love you, Kels."
"I love you too, Erik."
To anyone looking through my office window right now, we look like two lovers who can’t get enough of one another.
Appearances mean nothing. Surely ten years in Los Angeles have taught me that by now.
You know, I deserve my life: the only person who truly loves me is a gay man. Still, it’s nice to know that there is at least one person in this world who does love me. Some days it’s the only thing that keeps me going.
Okay, Kels, cut out the maudlin stuff. I mentally shake myself and tilt my head back to look up at him, forcing a smile to my lips. "Hey! Question for you, stud. Did you by any chance send those?" I wave to the roses.
He cranes his neck to look without releasing me. "No, but, boy, I wish I had. They’re beautiful. I gotta get the name of the florist before I leave."
"Oh, who’s the lucky guy?"
He chuckles. "It never hurts to be prepared. You don’t know who sent them?"
"Not a clue."
"Maybe Beth…"
I shake my head. "No, I spoke to Beth day before yesterday and she would have signed the card." She did send flowers, but that was right after the hostage incident, and they were sent to my home.
"Well, hell, beautiful, you were all over the news last night. It’s a wonder you don’t have dozens and dozens of flowers in here today."
"No, no, last night was your night." Funny enough, Erik is the only person I have never felt competitive with. Even with Beth there’s still a one-upmanship between us, each of us trying to out-career one another. But with Erik, all I want is for him to have everything he’s ever wanted. And more.
"Funny," he says as he draws me tighter into his arms. "I haven’t gotten any flowers today."
"Want those?" I grin as I flick a finger at the ones on my desk.
"Umm … Kelsey Stanton’s sloppy seconds. Nah, I’ll pass. You can buy me lunch though."
"Deal. Let me get my purse."
He kisses my forehead as he releases me.
As we make our way out of my office, I pull my door shut and glance back to Harper’s office. She’s one the phone now, leaning back in her chair and laughing. It galls me that she seems to be quite fine with everything. Omaha doesn’t seem to have affected her in the least. I was simply another conquest for her. Well, if we actually did anything. She’s never said what she remembers. Or doesn’t remember.
Damn it all.
A few people want a minute or two with Erik. He is more than happy to oblige my co-workers. He makes sure to keep me close and Chambers is eating it up from across the room. Christ, his heart would explode if he had seen Harper and me in that hotel room.
"Ready, sweetheart?"
"After you, handsome." God, we’re sickening. But it plays well.
"Gotta warn you," he says as we are about to emerge from the station. "There are people with cameras following me around today, so be prepared."
"Ooooo does this mean I’m gonna get my picture in the paper too?" I laugh as I poke him in the ribs.
"More than likely it’ll be The Tattler or whoever will pay the highest price for it."
"Ah, you mean…"
"Un-huh. Tabloids."
He knows how I feel about the subject, but now is not the time for me to show my feelings. So we’ll stop and I’ll smile. I am, after all, the supportive girlfriend.
Some days, I really hate my life.
I park my Harley next to the door of The Rio. It’s good to be back. Of course, I was here last night, but, damn, it was a hard day at work. Kelsey is still acting like a pole has been rammed up her ass, threatening to come out her throat.
Jesus. All over the stupidity in Omaha.
She acts like it was all my fault. Like I took her out and got her drunk and then tried to do something. Or did something. Whichever the case was. Kelsey isn’t saying, so I’m thinking it happened. Why else would she be so upset?
Come on, Harper, focus. You’re not at work. You’re about to join friends, and relax a bit.
I roll my shoulders, loosening them, and hang my helmet off the handlebar. I pat my Fat Boy tenderly and head over to the door.
Snake, the regular bouncer, smiles at me. "I’ll take good care of her for you, Harper." He will too. Snake is a small mountain of flesh encased in leather. No one fucks with him.
I push a twenty dollar bill into his hand. "Thanks, Snake. Anyone inside worth noticing?"
He smiles, a gap between his two front teeth makes him look friendlier than he would otherwise. "Oh yeah. There’s a little blonde in there that’s real easy on the eyes."
I nod, considering the possibilities. "Last time you mentioned someone, they had come in with a date. Am I gonna have someone trying to kill my ass for flirting with this little blonde?"
Snake chuckles, remembering the incident all too well. He had to give up his watch over my beloved bike to stop a brawl in the bar before it began. Fortunately, my bike had been unharmed in his absence, or there would have been another fight on his hands. "Nah, she came in alone. Can’t promise she wasn’t meeting someone though."
"Fair enough. Later, Snake."
I push my way in the heavy door and take a deep breath. God, I love it here. This is the smell of a real place, real people, real liquor, real smoke. The Rio doesn’t have room for bullshit or mind games. Here, if you want to get laid, you can get laid. If you just want to drink, you can drink unharassed. If you want to just relax with friends, you do what I’m gonna do.
"What’s an ugly son-of-a-bitch like you doing in a classy bar like this?"
Gary gives me the finger. "They let you in again? Damn, this place is going downhill. I may have to find me a new hangout." He presses his hands to the bar and pushes up, as if he might actually leave.
"Yeah, right. Most of the respectable bars have banned you." I take a seat on the stool next to him, my back to the bar. I’m looking for the cute blonde that captured Snake’s attention. Despite his ill-conceived moniker, Snake has good taste in women.
Gary laughs and claps me on the back. "How the hell are you, Harper? How are things down at the station?"
The bartender puts a beer down by me. "Sent by the woman at the end of the bar."
I glance down and see the blonde I had last night. I raise the glass to my lips and smile at her. Doesn’t hurt to be polite.
"I don’t want to talk about work, Gary."
"You haven’t want to talk about work for two weeks. What the hell happened up in Ohio?"
"Omaha, you idiot. Nothing."
"You sure?"
I put the glass down a bit more forcefully than I should. "Nothing happened. Just drop it."
"Ice Bitch getting to you?" he asks, teasing me.
"Don’t call her that," I growl.
"What’s wrong, Harper?" Suddenly, Gary is all serious and sincere. "Something’s eating at you."
"I wish," I mutter.
"What?"
"Nothing. Look, Gary, it’s been a long couple weeks. I nearly had my fucking head blown off in Omaha and we’ve been pushing it hard lately."