We started up the saddle. It sloped more than the ridge did and we got to the top fairly quickly. Peewee put his hand up. It was getting dark quickly.
Whick! Whick!
Two shots hit the rock near me, sending chips into the air. Behind me I could hear the sixty open up.
Whick! Whick! Whick!
“Where the fuck’s the fire coming from?” Peewee asked.
“I don’t know!”
We raced to the top of the ridge. I climbed the last few meters, breathing through my mouth, and started firing over the other side. Nothing. I didn’t see anything.
“What you see? What you see?” Peewee’s frantic voice.
“Nothing! I don’t see anything!”
We hit the ground and turned back toward the stream. There was a firefight below us. We could see tracers, and muzzle blasts. It was all on the other side of the stream. The sixty was sweeping the banks of the stream. The popping of the M-79 sounded like champagne being opened. The squad was turning loose. Then everything was quiet.
Chapter 22
Silence. It was dark and getting darker. Soon even the few silhouettes against the sky would disappear into the blackness. There were the sounds of insects, a constant chirping. The night belonged to them. It belonged to little things with green and black bodies that knew their way through the tall grass.
I listened for the sounds of a firefight. I listened for the sounds of voices. What had happened? Were the Congs gone? Were our guys down?
The sounds replayed through my head. There had been fire in our direction, then the sound of a sixty. Was it Johnson’s sixty or something they had? Were both sides waiting for the other to make a move?
“Perry!” Peewee’s voice in the darkness nearly stopped my heart.
“Here!”
“What’s going on?”
“I don’t know.”
Silence.
Were the Congs creeping up on us? Could they see in the dark? Could they wrap the shadows around themselves and make themselves invisible?
“Peewee!”
“Wha?”
“Let’s open up, let the squad know we re still here.”
“They got to know already.” Peewee was closer. I was glad he was closer. I wanted to touch him.
“How do you know that?”
“They know we ain’t there, we got to be someplace,” Peewee said.
“Yeah.”
“Let’s just keep quiet and shoot the shit out of anything that come near us.”
“Okay.”
I touched the safety. Changed clips. I put a frag grenade in front of me. I had three. I’d use two and save one for myself if it came to that. I remember hearing stories about what the Congs did to prisoners.
I thought about Kenny. He was afraid of the dark. We were all afraid of the dark.
Peewee put his hand on my wrist.
“What is it?” I whispered.
“Nothing,” he whispered back.
He kept his hand on my wrist. I moved my hand and took his. We held hands in the darkness.
I tried to get the possibilities straight in my mind. Maybe the squad had called in reinforcements. No way they overran the squad. No way. You didn’t overrun Johnson. Johnson was the man. Johnson would kick some ass. Him and his sixty would sing.
Yea, though I walk through the valley …
Then where were they? They had to know we were over here. They wouldn’t leave us.
Voices. Vietnamese voices. Peewee let go my hand and I knew he was checking out his piece.
“Peewee, we get the direction of the voices, then go the other way.”
“Bet!”
The voices were coming up from the stream. We weren’t going away from the stream, no way. They were coming nearer. Think. Think. Don’t think, react.
I opened up toward the voices. Peewee followed me.
“Skirmish spray!” he called to me.
In the darkness he had moved a little away from me. I did what he said. I sprayed fire down toward the stream in as even a line as I could.
There was some confusion. I could hear a number of voices. Then they returned our fire. They were long.
“Perry! I see them!” Peewee was making his way over toward me.
“How many?”
“A million of them!”
“Damn!”
We started moving backward. Maybe they had overrun the squad. We moved down the long side of the ridge, trying to keep our balance, hoping we wouldn’t step on a mine or pull a trip wire.
The voices were coming closer.
A flare! We hit the dirt. We were on the other side of the ridge and their line was coming up. They wouldn’t come up too fast. They didn’t know how many of us were on the ridge. I hoped to God that they didn’t know how many of us were on the ridge.
I got off the ground as soon as I saw that they hadn’t reached the top of the ridge. We had to get the hell out of there. There were paddies off to the left. They must have used the stream to water them. We’d never make it across the paddies. There was an overhang on the side of the ridge. I pointed toward it and Peewee caught on.
We reached the overhang and tried to back against it. It went deeper than we thought and Peewee turned to me. I couldn’t see his face, but I knew what he was thinking. We were backing into a Cong spider hole.
Peewee turned and rammed his rifle into the hole. Nothing. He moved into it and I heard him flail around.
“Yo,” he said. “It’s cool.”
It’s cool. Bullshit it was cool. He knew it wasn’t cool and so did I. If it was a Cong hole then they knew about it. It was better than the paddies, but it definitely wasn’t cool.
The spider hole was about a meter and a half all around and a meter deep. Once we climbed in it we were just below ground level. It might have been cozy for one little Cong but it wasn’t made for me and Peewee. The grass in front of it was high. We had knocked some of it down and Peewee was trying to get it to stand up. I felt around the hole. It felt like an open grave.
“Peewee, maybe we should try to work our way back across the stream,” I said.
“No way, man,” Peewee said. “There’s a million of them out there.”
“Oh, God.”
“They ain’t taking me alive,” Peewee said.
“Me, either.”
We waited. There weren’t any voices at first. Then there were. The high, singsong grunting that was Vietnamese. What were they saying?
A flare. The light terrified me. Peewee was in front of me, and I could feel his body tense. I had to force myself to keep my eyes open. We could see the light from the flare through the grass in front of the spider hole. If they had the guts to send up a flare it had to be a damn battalion of them. I pulled myself into as tight a ball as I could. More voices. Hide-and-go-seek.
They were looking for us. Were they confused?
I could see them walking down the ridge. If I were a sniper, I could pick one of them off easily. They were looking toward the paddies. Most of them didn’t even crouch. They knew they had the numbers.
As the light from the flare died, the darkness seemed to eat their bodies. Black.
The voices went past.
What had happened to the squad? Were they on the bank of the stream? Were they down?
I had one arm around Peewee. I held him close. There was nothing to talk about. We couldn’t tell where the voices were coming from. We couldn’t leave.
My right leg had gone to sleep. I flexed the muscles in it, moved it a little.
I wondered what time it was. A thought flashed through my mind. The Congs would take watches and rings from dead soldiers. They would cut the rings off. Suppose I wasn’t dead? Suppose I just lay wounded, trying to fake it, and some Cong came to take the watch?
I slipped my watch off in the darkness. Then I put it back on. Stop thinking; it didn’t help.
Thoughts came. What would Momingside Avenue look like now? It would be day and the park would be filled with kids, their screaming and laughter would slide along the light beams into the helter skelter world of monkey bars and swings. On the courts there would be a tough game. Black bodies sweating and grunting to get the points that would let them sweat and grunt in the sun for another game. It wasn’t real. None of it was real. The only thing that was real was me and Peewee, sitting in this spider’s grave, waiting for death.