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And now

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Now this is soon finished

now we won’t stand here any longer

you and I

now we won’t be here any longer

you and I

now we’re going

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to where everything opens wide

like a vista

over everything that exists

that’s where we’re going

you and I

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yes it ended up being the two of us

and you had such a big and beautiful power

you were as beautiful as Rambuku

yes you had a power

hesitates

yes a power as headstrong

as Rambuku

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you were this power

this headstrong power

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this power

which showed itself most of all

in your sudden tosses

from one thought

to another

reflects a little

just like Rambuku

yes

you were

yes exactly

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yes you were

as beautiful

as Rambuku

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your smile

the way you tossed your head

I think I can say

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yes that I understand myself

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yes that I chose you

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and do I regret it

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no

no I don’t think I regret it

or

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yes I regret it

quite fast

I regret as much as it’s possible to regret

I always feel regret

all the time

every time I see you

every time I hear you voice

I feel regret

I keep regretting it

I feel nothing but regret

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and then

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and then I keep saying

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yes that I don’t regret it

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how stupid can you be

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no

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no not that

no regret

just

breaks off

but

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but now

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yes

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yes won’t Rambuku come soon

he should come today

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and then he doesn’t come

Why doesn’t Rambuku come

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yes he’s coming

he’s coming soon

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and then it’s over

then this is over

then it’s finished

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He’s coming

Rambuku’s coming today

do you know that

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I’m talking to you

why don’t you answer me

don’t just stand there

you must answer

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do you hear me

I’m talking to you

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Are you looking forward to Rambuku coming

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to getting away

from here

not having to

stand here any longer

to being in

Rambuku

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Answer me then

say something

You must answer me

You’re looking forward to it

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But I feel so sad

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that I almost begin to cry

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for you

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for you

for you standing there

good old you

you were always

yes so obstinately persevering

so

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yes

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but that’s a long time ago

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a very long time ago

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it doesn’t exist anymore

so why think about it

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but this

no

pause

no I

breaks off

no I

breaks off

I suppose I must

I

breaks off

I

breaks off

I

I must

breaks off

I

breaks off, short pause

and you

standing there

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I must

breaks off, short pause

No it’s too awful

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It’s too awful

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I must be the one I was

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I can’t

breaks off, quite short pause

I must be

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the one I am

and the one I shall be

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and I am beautiful

I’ve dressed up

today I’m beautiful

for today

is a big day

a day for decisions

today is Rambuku’s day

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I know that

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but you

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you

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standing there

good old you

you’re good

you with your hands

with your fingers

with your movements

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you

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you stand there

and I stand here

you and I

are here

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the two of us

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just you and I

no one else

just you and I are here

just the two of us

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you and I stand here

ready

everything’s ready

for Rambuku coming

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to you and me

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to the two of us

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and in Rambuku everything becomes a song

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a song from seas and stars

where everything is large

and everything disappears

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and just the two of us

are left

and everything fades

into something which is and lasts

there in Rambuku

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and not even the memories

are left

of the two of us

there