O heavenly Father Almighty God, we humbly beseech Thee to bless & sanctify this house & all who dwell therein & everything in it & do Thou vouchsafe to fill it with all good things; grant to them O Lord the abundance of heavenly blessings & from the richness of the earth every substance necessary for life & finally direct their desires to the fruits of Thy mercy-deign to bless & sanctify this house as Thou didst deign to bless the house of Abraham, of Isaac, & of Jacob & may the angels of Thy light, dwelling within the walk of this house, protect it & those who dwell therein. Through Christ our Lord Amen.
Then came a blessing upon the barn & stables, the nearly-completed Carriage House & last but not least, all those who cross these boundaries & threshold.
As many as could then recited with Fr Dominic a portion of the Breastplate-
Christ be with me, Christ within me,
Christ behind me, Christ before me,
Christ beside me, Christ to win me,
Christ to comfort & restore me,
Christ beneath me, Christ above me,
Christ in quiet, Christ in danger,
Christ in hearts of all that love us,
Christ in mouth of friend & stranger.
Sometime in all the pomp I stood & gave a talk of sorts shouted at the top of my lungs & felt nearly faint for it. It is not what I do best, oratory.
And then Danny Moore brought out his fiddle & soon the dancing began & the lifting of cups to the doctor & his good wife & even to the Great Kettle for its bounty, after which began the pony rides & as C later said, twas the Pandemonium after all!
I was at last filling my plate when Rose McFee sought me out-the sight of her was astonishing. The left jaw was swollen beyond belief for such a scrawny face as was now wrenched with suffering. Without a word she opened her maw & pointed to the black cavern within. I reeled from the stench.
Have it out! she commands. ’t is a savage pain-I can bear it no longer.
Now, Rose, I say, I am no puller of teeth. Your man Aidan Murphy is the one for that-I saw him only minutes ago at Biddy Fitzgerald’s mouth.
He wants a shilling, she says. An’ he’s known to yank th’ bloody wrong one out. Then you’re left with th’ misery you had in th’ first place an’ back ye trot to th’ oul’ dosser for th’ real thing.’
Heaven only knows what Germs might be loosed upon the Region while mucking about in so monstrous a hole. I was after giving her two bob for Murphy & be done with it when she says, Do ye see y’r man Balfour didn’t come to y’r feast?
Yes, yes. A weight gone off us all!
Ye can thank me f’r that, if ye please.
And why would I thank ye for that?
For all he done to ye, she says, I set a curse on ’is privates.
The ructions caused here by Balfour had been noised about to the entire Region.
She gives me one of her dooming looks. Ye owe me th’ comfort I’m after, she says.
And would ye do such a thing to me, Rose, if I decline what you’re askin’?
Ye niver want to learn th’ answer to that, she says, wincing with pain.
I confess I trembled. How shall we do it then? I say.
Nippers is what I’d say. But if you’ve not th’ spunk to do it I’ll do it meself an’ th’ devil with ye.
I grew faint as any woman. I can amputate a limb or remove a rotten appendix, but a tooth is another matter altogether & especially if residing in the mouth of Rose McFee for nigh a century.
I looked about for C or A, but did not see them. Thus I passed my dinner plate off to another, all appetite quelled for the day if not Eternity itself.
In the Surgery I lit the lantern & hung it above the chair & she tipped her balding head back upon the slat. I washed my hands & looked in, holding her mouth on either side & prayed my own dear Mother would assist me in this Torment.
In a region of severe dental disease, I had never seen such an orifice-its contents but one black stump in a perilous swelling of the lower left quadrant. I held my breath against the reek & covered her withered chest with a scrap of linen.
Are ye fearful, Rose McFee? The sweat poured off me.
Do as ye must, she says.
We’ll pull it with the nippers, I say, then lance the abcess & drain it. Try not to swallow til after we rinse or ye’ll be fillin’ yourself with poison.
Out comes the ould stump like a cabbage in November.
Aye, God! she says.
Spit, I say, holding the bowl. Rinse, I say, offering the cup. I regretted my failure to tie on an apron.
When she puts her head back again I slit the angry gum & Great God what a letting of blood & pus-it splatters my shirt front as if flung from a bucket. She reels off a thoroughly medicinal amount of Irish epithets.
I hold the bowl, offer the cup, relieved that my hands have stopped their palsy.
I’m going to press your cheek, now, I say, at the point of the abcess-we must force it all out of there. Are you with me, Rose McFee?
I’m with ye, ye brute!
There comes a gurgling sound as air & fluid are expressed. I vow never again to do such hog butchering.
I washed up then sterilized a needle at the flame of the lamp & pushed the tip of it in where the pain was originating. Again the bloody pus pouring forth & the spitting & gargling & supplications to the Holy Mother & Her Blessed Son.
When the worst of it was past, I did as I’d seen Mother do-swabbed her mouth with peroxide, then fetched a potato from the cellar with instructions to peel & cut it up & every two hours hold a piece against the incision to draw out infection.
May God himself give ye a blessin’, she says.
I sent her off with a vial of peroxide & further instructions & went up to scrub myself & dress again. I noted the sense of satisfaction God sends often enough to keep a man at such a calling.
The dancing continued beneath a three-quarter moon until nearly midnight, with the Moore sisters singing til spent. All the Sweets had vanished & even the crumbs. Trageser’s Great Kettle hung dry above the coals, & gathered from around the spits & piled in baskets for the road home were the bones-every half-starved dog & not a few children & elders would have the amusement of them on the morrow.
Little by little & save for Father Dominic who would abide with us overnight, they went their way, carrying sleeping children, a few swinging lanterns-we stood at the open windows of the parlor, listening to the rattle of carts in the lane, the nickering of a horse or pony. Some reeled & staggered, some sang until they passed out of hearing, whole families lay down by the lane to sleep until sun up-but all went away as happy as we had human ability to make them.
A clearly does not fancy herself a beauty, which adds to her grace. In her frock the color of peaches stirred with cream, she was a sight such as I have never before seen & such as words could never express.
To Mass tomorrow, the Feast Day of The Blessed Virgin.
19 August
Unseasonal damp & chill
From dawn until dusk yesterday, the new Surgery received a horde of visitors-many out of simple curiosity, for it was not opened to the publik on our own Feast Day, except to Rose McFee. To abuse the Damp, we kept a turf fire on the Hearth which gave a note of Cheer to sick and hale alike. One old fellow stood hat over heart, looking about with Wonder. He swore he had never seen a lovelier place outside the sanctuary at Drumcliff!
Lovelier than Palmerston’s place? I jest.
Th’ divil with Palmerston, he says, offended, & curses the name of England’s former Prime Minister whose work at Classiebawn is a spectacle of men & materials. Twill be a castle, they say, brooding on its barren ridge & claiming the eye for miles around.