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Kaspar speaks along with the prompters to the end of this sequence. It is untrue that the representation of the conditions is the only possible representation of the conditions: on the contrary, it is true that there exist other possibilities of the representation of the conditions. It does not correspond to the facts to represent the conditions at all; on the contrary, it corresponds to the facts not to represent them at all. That the conditions correspond to the facts is untrue. You bend down; someone sees you you rise; you see yourself. You move yourself; someone reminds you; you set yourself down; you remember yourself. You are afraid of yourself; someone quiets you; someone explains you; you rush yourself; you explain yourself; you disquiet yourself: I am quieting myself. You were already making a fist. I was still screaming. You still took a deep breath. I was already there. The chair still stands in its place. I was still standing. Nothing has changed yet. I was already awake. The door is already shut tight. I was already kicking. Some were still sleeping. I am whispering already. One can still hear throbbing. I still wasn’t hearing anything. Some still won’t listen. I am outside already. Here and there someone is still moving. I am still unbelieving. Many are already placing their hands on the head. I am already running. Some are still breathing. I am pulling in my head already. Someone still objected. I am already hearing. A single person is still whispering. I already understand. Single shots are still being fired. I know already. you went past you living weight you light and easy you within reach you nothing to look for you a better life you good laugh you master everything you will win everywhere you lowered the mother mortality you was leading you more and more comprehensively you free of you is peace and future you a relationship to the world you which moved things closer you peaceful purposes you constantly growing you in case of emergency to you only for protection you irresistibly you stretched myself you trampled you called you was and is you recognized me. You know what you are saying. You say what you are thinking. You think like you feel. You feel what it depends on. You know on what it depends. You know what you want. You can if you want to. You can if you only want to. You can if you must. You only want what everyone wants. You want because you feel pressed. You feel you can do it. You must because you can. Say what you think. You can’t say except what you think. You can’t say anything except what you are also thinking. Say what you think. When you want to say what you don’t think you must begin to think it that very moment. Say what you think. You can begin to speak. You must begin to speak. When you begin to speak you will begin to think what you speak even when you want to think something different. Say what you think. Say what you don’t think. When you have begun to speak you will think what you are saying. You think what you are saying, that means you can think what you are saying, that means it is good that you think what you are saying, that means you ought to chink what you are saying, that means, on the one hand, that you may think what you are saying, and on the other hand, that you must think what you are saying, because you are not allowed to think anything different from what you are saying. Think what you are saying: When I am, I was. When I was, I am. When I am, I will be. When I will be, I was. Although I was, I will be. Although I will be, I am. As often as I am, I have been. As often as I have been, I was. While I was, I have been. While I have been, I will be. Since I will be, I will have been. Since I have been, I am. Due to the fact that I am, I have been. Due to the fact that I have been, I was. Without having been, I was. Without having been, I will be. So that I will be, I have been. So that I will have been, I have been. Before I was, I was. Before I had become, I am. I am so that I will have become. I will have become so that I was. I was as soon as I will have become. I will have become as soon as I will be. I will be while I will have become. I will have become while I had become. I became because I will have become. I will have become because I became. I became because I will have become. I will have become because I am.