The flat world was only real within the radius of his too-choosing sight, missing everything that did not tally with the damp, rarely ignited soil of his brain. He woke up one day to find he had a sister, but this meant nothing until she was able to crawl up to his paper aeroplane and tear it to pieces. He did not know he had a father, only that a man (what was a man?) sat always humped before a firegrate and was liable to throw out a fist like lightning if he went too close; until he came in one day and found his wailing mother bending over a bucket so that blood could drip into it from her forehead. “Your dad,” she shouted. “That’s what your dad’s gone and done with a shoe.” And so amid the weeping and blood-bucket he came to know what a dad was. He was something else also: a blackclock killer. Dad sat on the stone floor with rug pulled back, holding a hammer and staring at the skirting board, bringing the hammer down with a ringing crash whenever a blackclock thought to run the gauntlet of his keen maniacal sight. The floor was already strewn with corpses, but the killing went on for a long time more, until dad put the brown-juiced hammer back in his toolbox, having grown tired of the game, which Brian took up with the same intent perseverance next day while his mother was washing clothes under the yard-end tap.
The living-room ceiling of the house next door collapsed at four o’clock one morning, fell with an earthquake thump into the room below, breaking an arm and cutting a face of those still dead upon the brass-bed raft of sleep. Dole-day came quickly, and Seaton, who didn’t want his family to be buried under a ton of rubble, paid six bob down on an equally decrepit but not yet condemned house on Mount Street, after Abb Fowler had forged the Albion Yard rent book as paid up to date. That evening, when the keys were in his pocket, Seaton called Brian over from his floor-game of dominoes.
“See this, son? Do you know what it is? No? Well, it’s a rent book.” He held it outstretched in his woodbined hand.
“Yes, dad.”
“Well, take it. Got it? Don’t drop it, you silly bogger. Now carry it over to the fire and drop it on. An accident, like.”
Brian threw it from a yard away, saw it devoured. “Ah! There’s a good lad as does what he’s towd,” Seaton said. “Now I’ll give you a cigarette-card.”
“You are a sod,” Vera put in. “You’ll get copped one of these days.”
“Well,” Seaton smiled, made happy by his audacity, “they know where to find me.”
A moonlight-flit had been arranged for the darkest night of the month according to Old Moore. Seaton struck up an everlasting alliance with Abb Fowler, who also had a dole-stricken family and would push one of Seaton’s handcarts if Seaton would do the same whenever he needed to flit. Through a certain handicap, Seaton could not reciprocate regarding the rent book, but Fowler was enough of a jaunty cap-wearing scholar to forge his own.
Two handcarts were loaded, each the platform for a skyscraper of furniture, with clothes-lines for cement. Fowler gave a grunt and a jerk, pushed his cart away from the kerb so that its wheels rolled forward on to the cobblestones and rattled smoothly up the street. Seaton told Vera to start pushing the pram, then got his own cart into motion with a similar grunt and jerk.
Wide awake Brian walked, pulled his mother to the middle of the road, eyes riveted to swaying bedroll and sofa tilted against rooftops and eavings, afraid to leave her side and go too close for fear the heap would move into a capsizing frenzy and fall on him no matter how far the frog leap took him clear.
“You’d think the Jerries was after us,” Abb shouted from up front, to which Seaton called out: “The rent man is, and that’s worse,” turning them from refugees into a jovial convoy marching its belongings to the bonfires. He clung tighter to his mother’s hand in the dark troughs between gas-light heads and eyes, in the valleys of fearful dragons skulking for a meal of cats and moonlight-flitting children. “I’ll gi’ you a game of draughts when we get there, Harold,” came Abb’s next sally. “You’re gonna lose it, then,” Seaton boasted. They crossed the main road to a maze of narrow lanes. “We’ll gi’ Slab Square a miss,” Abb decided.
Brian felt himself lifted by the waist and set on top of a barrow, wedged between an armchair and a mattress. Stuck in the crow’s-nest of the moonlight flit, he saw blue peep-holes of stars when he dared open his eyes. He clung hard at the extra peril as a corner was turned, a public house exploding like a tiger, lights and noise around the door scratching at his closed eyelids. The rocking was gentle as they went up hill.
“You flitting, mate?” a voice called from the pavement.
“Ar.”
“Where from?”
“Albion Yard”—in a lower tone.
“What number? I could do wi’ a place myself.”
“Yer welcome to it,” Seaton told him. “It’s condemned, though. Ain’t woth a light.”
Brian’s mouth was jammed with a piece of bread passed up by Vera, and he woke with it still uneaten when he was shaken down by his father and told that here was his brand new house. He finished his night’s sleep in a corner on two coats.
Next morning the world was new: it had even rained to cover up the tracks of the old. A neighbour’s girl liked taking Brian out because it made her feel important. She called every day, cajoled him from a game on the pavement with Billy French by a handful of blackened dolly mixtures and a promise to take him somewhere he’d never been before. “I’ll let you come to our ’ouse after for some bread and tea.”
“What’s ’ospital?” he asked her one day. His mother said to dad that morning that Mrs. Mather had been carted off to the General after falling into a midnight gutter. It was a knock-out collapse, and the only thing retained — discovered by nurses on a pre-entry wash — was the white handle of a jug gripped in one hand like it was a silver purse.
Mavis didn’t know, but: “I’ll take you and show you one of these days.”
He grunted: “Tell me now what it is.”
“No,” she was adamant, “but I’ll tek yer soon. So come on, or we’ll be too late to see one.” A pair of streets joined hands at an acute angle and the arrowhead was a boarded-up sandtip. Heavy supports to timber ran between ground and house-side to stop the wonky edifice sprawling flat on its exposed wound. Running beneath the timber, Mavis sang about London Bridge falling down, while Brian with a glum face built sand castles and bored tunnels with clenched fists. Damp sand stayed easily in place and shape, but tunnels collapsed when buildings grew above. He worked a long time, cupping hands for towers, holding them rigid and face to face for walls, but the crash was inevitable, a rift through the outworks and a crater opening from underneath when the sand, drier below, was sucked downwards as though through one of his grandma’s egg-timers. No tunnel could bear such weight. Around the tip’s edge he found laths of wood, and reinforced the tunnel so that his castle stayed up: until Mavis’s foot sank through it because he wouldn’t come to another place. At which he kicked her on the leg and made it bleed.