“I’d still be there looking for it now if I had a choice. I had to run-I’d be on a prison hospital table now with scopolamine needles in me if I’d stayed.” I sank miserably into a wooden armchair: putting on an act for him. “Evan, I didn’t find any gold. But everybody’s convinced I did. I ran because I didn’t want to be tortured for something I don’t have. Of course I looked for anything that might tell me what happened to the gold. I found out a great deal. The Germans sent a commando team into Siberia to find it in forty-four. The commando team never came back. I can give you all the details you want, but that’s what happened. It won’t help us find gold. Dear God, all I want to be is left alone,”
MacIver pasted a cigarette to his lip and gave me a bloodshot look before he lit it. “You went into Russia what, seven weeks ago? Sometime early February, right? So you haven’t been up on the news, I gather.”
If he meant the sudden new tack to unbalance me then he succeeded. “What news?”
“There’s been another monetary crisis. Raids on the dollar. We had to devaluate twice. The Bonn government had to buy up a hell of a lot of dollars. And we’ve had to agree to support the dollar with gold. To save us from financial humiliation. Us, Harry-the United States of America. Sticks in your craw a little, doesn’t it.”
“Not particularly. If the States can’t compete with the rest of the world, we deserve devaluation.”
“A six-billion-dollar trade deficit, currently,” he murmured, not with great conviction. “You know why? Because we’ve still got to pay for renewing our own outmoded factories. While Japan and Germany are out-bidding us on everything because we rebuilt both countries from scratch after the war with brand-new modern industries. We did that, Harry. General George C. Marshall and the United States of America.”
“Don’t wave flags at me.”
“Do you know what the U.S. gold reserves at Fort Knox amount to?”
“No.”
“Some of the bullion’s earmarked for foreign credits. Know how much we’re left with that we can call our own? About twelve billion dollars’ worth. Twelve billion. If we had that Russian gold it would increase our reserves by more than fifty percent. Does that mean anything to you?”
“Not a thing. Don’t feed me well-marinated platitudes, Evan. The dollar isn’t tied to gold anymore. Nobody cares if Fort Knox is empty.”
“Wrong. Gold is power.”
“That’s the disease, isn’t it. The overwhelming need for power.”
“Would you rather see it pissed away to support the dollar so the Reds can take over everything?”
“Frankly, Scarlett.…” I was in one of those reckless flip moods again.
His congested face was becoming orange with fury: he wasn’t reaching me at all and he couldn’t stand that, he couldn’t get a grip and couldn’t find the right place to stand and he must have hated me then. I saw it wasn’t getting us anywhere and I began to get up to leave but he barked at me, “Keep your seat, Harry, I’m not finished with you,” and his voice pushed me back down into the chair.
He was playing with an unlit cigarette as obstinately as a bored child, squinting through the smoke of the one that hung from his mouth. He peeled it off his lip and lit the new one from the stub of the old; stubbed the butt out and only then lifted his head. His glance came around toward me like the slowly swinging gun turrets of a battle cruiser. “It’s time for you to bite the bullet, Harry. You may think you’ve had a rough time up to now but you just haven’t got the slightest idea. You’ve subjected yourself to an incredible self-inflicted hatchet job out of some weird sense of principle, and I guess you’ve suffered a little, but if you don’t quit this game right now, there won’t be enough left of you to make a barbecue sandwich.”
“Go to hell, Evan.”
“I guess I’m on my way. For what I’m going to have to do to you.”
“I suppose you’ll start by holding my hands out on the floor and stepping on my fingers.”
He didn’t reply. He swiveled his chair until his back was to me. Smoke drifted around his head. He tipped back, the red neck creasing white. “It’s a dicey business, Harry. Individuals don’t matter at this level.”
“I know. I’m expendable.”
“So am I. If I don’t get what they want from you, my ass is grass.”
“I’m sorry.”
“The hell you are.” He still had his back to me. “But I am. The damnable thing is, to an outsider like you I look like a pretty big guy. I mean I’ve got a big job. They pay me a lot of money and I’ve got a rank that’s just about equivalent to lieutenant general. I whistle and twenty thousand people jump through hoops. People hold doors for me.”
Now he swiveled to face me. He laid both arms out along the desk top. “But there are people in Washington-I’m not even big enough to see over their desks. You understand who I’m talking about?”
“Yes.”
“They know about you, Harry. They know about your train of gold. And they also know that you and I are friends.”
“Used to be friends.”
“Yeah.” He dragged his hands back off the desk and unscrewed the cigarette from his mouth. “They expected I might go soft on you. Because we used to be friends. So they didn’t have any choice. We’re gladiators, you and me. They threw me into the arena with you and they locked the gate behind me. I’ve got no exits, Harry. The only way I can go back is with your scalp. Otherwise I might just as well join the Watergate crowd or bury myself right here in that faggot’s backyard.”
“I’m sorry. I can’t help you.”
“Bastard.” Then he reached inside his coat and withdrew a revolver. Its orifice swung toward me. “You still think I’m kidding, or bluffing.”
“I know you are. That’s a stupid mistake. Don’t point that thing at me when you’re not ready to kill me with it. Kill me and you’d never have a chance of finding what you’re looking for.”
Now he grinned. “Actually I wasn’t thinking of using it on you.”
“What do you want me to do? Talk you out of suicide?”
“Why don’t you try. Start by telling me where the gold is. Just think, Harry, you’ve got a chance to save an old friend’s life.”
“Actually I’d rather you shot me with it.”
“Shoot you? As you pointed out, Harry, who would that profit?”
“Everyone but you,” I said. “Now who’s playing games? You thought the gun might scare me. It didn’t. Why don’t you put the damn thing away before it goes off.”
He slid it back under his coat. Not sheepish: brash. He said, “Up till now I never realized what a tough hundred-proof son of a bitch you really are. You’d make one hell of an agent. Brains and guts. What’ll you take, Harry-Ritter’s job? My job? I’m due for the chop anyway.”
“Do you mind if I go?”
“In a minute. We’re waiting for someone.”
“Is that all we’ve been doing? Stalling for time?”
“It’s a way to pass the time. But don’t think I wasn’t telling the truth. They’ve got my ass in a crack, old buddy. You’re the only one who can get it out. You’re forcing me to make it hard, but hard or easy I’m going to make you do it.”
“Who are we waiting for, Evan?”
It was as if he hadn’t heard the question. He went on:
“You could still do it easy. Think about whether you’d rather have it in the Kremlin or the White House. Think about democracy-corny as that may sound. The innate good judgment of the American man in the street.”
“That good trustworthy American Christianity. It wasn’t the man in the street who ordered the bombing of Nagasaki.”
“You really don’t believe in it, do you.”
“The apple pie way of life? Sure I do.”
“Democracy.”
“I don’t believe power can be trusted. I don’t trust Brezhnev and I don’t trust Mao and I don’t trust Nixon.”
“Right now this minute, Harry, you’ve got more power than most people in this world.”