“I think,” Arachne said, “that your game goes too far. We would all be better off, if no one played such games anymore.”
“Goes too far? In what way?”
Arachne’s dark eyes flashed. “You hurt others merely to gain status, without concern for those who’ve done us only good.”
“So you would have me walk away from this?” Zeus asked. “Simply lose three points?”
“If you were half as noble as you were crafty, you would run from this game,” Arachne said.
“Hah! Hera told you to say this, didn’t she?”
“I mean it, “ Arachne said. “You’re a fool. Gallen O’Day is a dangerous man. You know almost nothing about him. He will protect what is his!”
“Indeed!” Zeus laughed. “I shall have my points whether you or Hera like it or not.” He gave a hearty roar for no reason he could understand. It was a laugh of pain, as much as of pleasure.
Chapter 13
When Orick reached the Nightswift in its docking bay, Felph had dozens of droids ready with clothing, weapons, temporary shelters. Gallen and Felph stood considering which items to take on the expedition, which to leave. As the men spoke, Tallea went to Maggie, licked her hand.
“Are you certain you’ll be all right, here?” Tallea asked. “I’m worried.”
Maggie knelt, hugged Tallea. “I’ll be fine. The droids will be here to care for me, new people to meet.”
“I wish I could take care of you,” Tallea said. “But I keep finding I’m not of much use without hands and thumbs.”
“I’ll feel better if you keep Gallen and Orick safe,” Maggie answered. She was being generous of course. Tallea had been a fine swordswoman in her time, but as a bear she was clumsy and small. In a fight, Orick would have to care for her. Orick suspected Tallea knew that, and it rankled her.
Orick knew how miserable Tallea was. He felt guilty. She loved him, had given up everything to be at his side, and he’d decided to give his life into the service of God.
After his dream last night, he felt more decided than ever. Orick had always believed that he would be the monastic sort, living in some forest hideaway, devoting his life to study and good works.
But now he knew he couldn’t spend his days cloistered in a monastery leading an easy life of study. Last night he’d had a vision, a wondrous vision, in which God had called him to service. Missionary to the Cosmos.
Orick felt afire with the urge to go out and convert. He remembered the prophecies of John the Revelator, who saw all manner of beasts worshipping and crying praises to God.
I am among those in John’s vision, Orick realized. Who better than me, a Iowly bear, to carry God’s message to the rest of his creatures?
I can’t give myself to Tallea. Orick thought, but I can give her the gospel. She was in my dream last night, too. God has commanded me to speak to her. Yet how can I talk to her?
Tallea knew that Orick prayed. She’d joined him on a few occasions. Her attitude toward Christianity was respectful, though she seemed to think it quaint.
Where do I begin? Orick considered. How do I convince Tallea? Without realizing it. he’d decided to preach to her first-his closest friend. Yet the thought frightened him. He feared that Tallea would reject him.
Orick considered the words of the prophet Nephi from the Tome: “I will go and do what the Lord has commanded, for I know that he giveth no commandment unto the children of men, save he shall first prepare a way for them to do that which he has commanded.” The verse filled him with resolve.
Well then, Orick decided. That’s it then. I saw everyone in my vision last night, so I’ll convert them all-Tallea, these folks on Ruin, even the dronon.
But at the thought of the dronon, even Orick’s stout heart faltered. Right now, Tallea seemed daunting enough.
Orick and Tallea watched as Gallen had the droids pack supplies. Felph’s young daughter, Athena, watched Gallen, quietly offering suggestions now and then. “Use the bigger, more powerful glow globes,” she said.
Felph challenged, “But won’t they draw predators?”
“Down as far in the tangle as we’ll be, most predators hunt by smell; anything that can see our light would sniff out our trail anyway. But the brighter lights might blind them.”
Felph grunted his assent, and they took the larger globes. Athena seemed to understand the dangers of the tangle better than any other.
Orick followed Tallea into the Nightswift.
Tallea watched Maggie through a shaded window. As a Caldurian, Tallea had spent a lifetime protecting the helpless. That is what drew her to Maggie now.
Orick said, “I know you want to stay with Maggie, I’m glad you chose to come with me.”
“Why?” Tallea asked, her voice hopeful. She turned her full attention to him, eyes sparkling.
Now it was Orick’s turn to pace. The big black bear hung his head, half closed his eyes. “I wanted to speak to you about something.”
He let the silence drag out, and Tallea seemed to take it for a bad sign. She sighed, shook her shaggy head. “Please, Orick, you don’t need to say it.”
“What?” Orick asked.
“You want me to go away,” Tallea answered. “I’ve felt it coming. We Caldurians are used to it. We bond with those we serve, and sometimes we crave too much affection from our masters. I didn’t mean to do that to you. I–I’ll leave.”
Orick could hear in the hollowness of her voice how much those words cost her. She turned, trying to hide the tears that welled in her eyes, and Orick wanted to comfort her. Yet he held back. To offer affection now might only hurt her more in the long run.
“I’ll find a way to be happy,” Tallea said. “Even Caldurians can forget in time.”
“Wait!” Orick said, “That’s not what I wanted to say. It’s another matter entirely. I know it’s a hard thing to ask, but I wanted-I mean I’ve wondered-”
“Yes?” Tallea said, heaving a sigh of relief.
“How you feel about God?” Orick blurted.
Tallea sat, stunned. It was a simple question, yet it took her off guard. At length she said, “Some people say there are gods, and some say not. I know you believe in one God, though you say he has a son-who is also God-and a spirit, who sounds to me like a third god. To tell the truth, you sound confused, Orick. At the very least, I’m not sure how well you count.”
Orick almost laughed. He was surprised at how much she’d understood, given how little he’d told her. “I worship one God,” Orick admitted, “just as His son worshiped Him. I worship one God, just as the Holy Spirit serves Him. So you see, the other two hold a place of honor, they are subservient to one supreme deity.”
“That makes sense now,” Tallea admitted.
“The thing is, uh,” Orick said, unsure how to proceed, “if there were a God who had created this universe, and if He could hear and understand your innermost thoughts and needs, doesn’t it make sense that He could talk to you?”
Tallea considered. “I don’t know. If you think he could create the universe and hear our thoughts, then, if he has such power, he ought to be able to talk.”
Orick stared into her eyes. They held a desperation he had never seen before. He said, “And if such a being existed, how could I prove His existence to you?”
Tallea said, “I doubt that you could.”
“What if He spoke to you?”
Tallea considered. “That wouldn’t prove anything. It would only mean that something was speaking to me, It doesn’t necessarily mean that that something is your God. It could be a liar.”
“But it might prove there are greater powers in the universe than ourselves,” Orick said. “Right?”
Tallea considered. “It stands to reason that there are.”
“Then, I want you to talk to God, and listen to what He has to say,” Orick concluded.
“Why-what would I want to talk to him for?”