XLVI
IN HIS UNDERTUNIC, Lorn sits in the small eating area by the door to the balcony, glancing over the empty plates that had earlier held a thrown-together omelet and almost fresh dark bread to take in Ryalth, her creamy freckled skin and the deep blue eyes that make even merchanter blue seem shallow by comparison, even above the bulky white cotton robe she had donned before she had made the omelet.
Lorn smiles, and Ryalth smiles back.
He sips the water from the goblet, pondering the early morning drizzle beyond the small window, wondering if it is the typical winter morning drizzle or whether it will lift as the sun rises higher into the sky.
The lady merchanter looks at the goblet Lorn holds. “I don’t buy coffee any more.”
“That’s all right. It’s too bitter for me.”
“I liked it, but you can’t get it for less than ten golds a tenth-stone.”
“That much?” Lorn’s mouth makes an “o” as he sets the goblet down.
“The blight. All the coffee bushes are dying, those that hadn’t already. They’re saying that the chaos strength of the Firstborn has faded, and that since they brought the coffee bushes, none will survive.”
“I never heard that. It could be true,” he muses, considering what he knows about the impending failure of the chaos towers.
“It is true. They’re dying.”
“No. I meant the reason.” He finds a smile still upon his lips as he looks at her once more.
“I need to get ready. I still have a trading house to run.” Ryalth’s face clouds abruptly.
“You’re worried.” Lorn pauses, then says, “And it’s not about trading today.”
Ryalth shivers. “I still don’t know why you’re here.”
“Because I met you one night when I was a student, and nothing was quite the same after that.”
She laughs, a forced sound. “You just wanted me in bed.”
“At first,” he admits. Then he grins. “And you just wanted to know what loving someone from the Magi’i was like.”
“Someone sweet,” she corrects.
He shakes his head. “I’m not sweet.”
“You are inside, and to those you love.”
“You know why I’m here,” he points out.
“You never tell me, though. That’s something I hate about the Magi’i. You-maybe not you-but most Magi’i use words as weapons, and none of you like to say anything beyond pleasantries because you’re afraid someone will weigh the truth of your words and use it against you.”
“They do,” Lorn counters. “All that bothers you, but that’s not what’s worrying you.”
“I’m fine.”
Lorn conceals a frown. He stands and walks over to her, drawing her to her feet and nuzzling her ear.
Ryalth remains stiff, unyielding.
“I’d feel better explaining this way,” he whispers. “You don’t know how closely the Magi’i watch and how they use the chaos-glasses.”
She nips his ear, slightly harder than necessary. “That’s for not telling me earlier. I knew, but I wanted you to tell me.”
“I’m sorry,” he murmurs. “Will you tell me what else is bothering you?”
“I said …”
“It’s not true.”
“I would love a man who still remains Magi’i.”
“He loves you.” Lorn keeps his voice low, and his lefthand massages the tight muscles beside her right shoulder blade. “Tell me.”
“Shevelt has been pressing me … he says I really don’t have a consort,” Ryalth says quietly, letting her arms encircle him, but loosely.
“Who is he? A spoiled trader?” Lorn’s left hand continues to massage her tight shoulder muscles.
“The heir to the Yuryan Clan … shimmercloth, Hamorian cotton, spices …”
“Does he want a consort?”
Her smothered laugh is bitter.
“Come to Geliendra for my first furlough,” he says. “A year after I get there.”
Her eyebrows lift and she leans back to look at him. “Why?”
Lorn swallows, then bends to let his lips touch her left ear. “So we can be consorted there.”
“You mean it.” She shakes her head, pushing him away slightly before whispering back. “Why there?”
“Because it’s not here.”
She laughs at the dryness in his tone. “And?”
“If I’m followed here, anyone would think you’re my mistress-” Lorn stops, not really sure how to voice what he thinks.
“I’m not?” Her eyebrows arch.
“You’re far more than that.” He hurries his next murmured words. “That anyone would think you are my mistress protects you.”
She nods. “I think I understand. I don’t like it.”
“I’m trying ….”
“I know.” She tightens her embrace for a moment. “I know.”
Lorn holds her close, as she does him.
Ryalth will have to leave shortly, all too soon.
And Lorn will still have to handle Shevelt … before he leaves for Geliendra.
XLVII
LORN STUDIES THE city from the fourth-level portico of his parents’ dwelling, watching the morning winter sun create shimmers that dance across the harbor and the Great Western Ocean farther to the south. Yet to Lorn’s eyes, the white city does not seem so vibrant as usual. Is it because of the winter-gray leaves … or the absence of the green and white awnings, furled for the winter … or because he sees it differently?
The air is still, cool but warming as the sun climbs.
Sensing someone approaching, he turns to see the round-faced servant-Sylirya-carrying a small basket. She inclines her head to him.
“Good day, Sylirya.”
“Good day, ser.”
Lorn peers at the basket.
“Brushes and caustic, ser. To clean the tiles on the rear portico.”
“That’s a hard job. Mother used to give it to us when we were children.” Lorn half-smiles at the memory, then adds, “Well … I won’t keep you.”
He steps back to let Sylirya pass and get to her duties, then turns and begins to walk back toward the stairs down to his chamber. The door to his father’s study is open, and Kien stands there, a polished white oak walking stick in his hand.
“Oh … I thought you would have been in the Quarter,” Lorn says.
“I was about to leave.” The older man gives a self-deprecating smile. “At my age, I have some small leeway. Vernt left much earlier.”
“Are you all right?” Lorn studies his father, but can sense nothing overtly wrong-except that the core of order-chaosthat sustains each individual does not seem so strong as he has recalled.
“I’m fine except that I’m not as young I once was.”
Lorn senses the shading of the truth, but lets the words pass.
“You’re still seeing that merchanter woman, aren’t you.” Kien’elth’s words are not a question.
“You know the answer to that, father. Why do you ask?”
“I worry. All parents do, even when their children are grown.”
“She has been most helpful and supportive.” Lorn’s lips twist. “As a lancer, I’m not exactly sought after by those families with whose daughters I grew up.”
“There are many honorable lancer families,” Kien points out. “More than a few women have talked to your mother.”
Lorn shrugs. “I think it best that any such talk wait for a successful completion of my next duty assignment.”
“Perhaps … a successful consorting might prove useful.”
Lorn’s stomach twists, but he offers a smile. “That might well be, but that would present merely another set of dangers in years to come.”
“Your … friend … has done well, Lorn, but she’s not from an established house, and all she has gathered could be scattered in an instant. There is no house to back her.”
“That is true.”
Kien’s eyes narrow before he speaks. “You will break off the relation. After you return to duty, of course.”
“I can only do as I sense best, father.”
Kien’elth winces visibly. His arms move, as if to raise the walking stick, but instead he but taps it on the floor tiles. After a moment, he says, “Vernt is seeing a lovely young woman.”