The rowan saplings planted in 1919 have grown tall.
Their flowers light up the evening like a myriad white suns.
* * *
A little farther to the west Carlson finds the grave he has come to visit. It is marked by a white marble slab, which he’d had engraved in England and sent over to the cemetery:
KARMILLA MARIUSDOTTIR
*JUNE 14, 1833
† SEPTEMBER 6, 1924
REST IN PEACE
He was six years old when he was placed in the care of Karmilla Maríusdóttir. Whether she was his only living relative or the only one who dared to take him in, he doesn’t know. She was seventy-five, and informed him that she was his great-grandmother’s sister and that he mustn’t expect to be with her for long as she should have been dead years ago.
He had a mother and remembers her as well as it is possible to remember a person one hardly ever saw or touched. He retains no memories of anyone else. If he ever had a father or siblings, a grandfather or grandmother, they are lost. And since the old woman never mentioned them, he never asked.
Yet he has a faint memory of a girl feeding him blueberries. He can sometimes feel the berries on his lips. She could have been his sister — though it’s just as likely that he was never fed blueberries at all.
* * *
The first years of his life were tied to one person and one place:
His mother and the door of her room.
Below the middle of the door was a hatch that opened from the outside. Through it he used to see his mother at mealtimes and “when she was allowed to have him by her.” Then the hatch was left open for a while and the woman used to sit beside it and talk to her child.
He understands now that his mother was already suffering from leprosy when she gave birth to him. By the time he first remembers sitting on the footstool outside the hatch, she had taken to covering her face with a veil and wearing gloves on her hands.
Once, she allowed him to see her. He can still summon up the image of her gentle face as it appeared to him through the bottom of the glass that she asked him to hold to his eye.
* * *
If he did anything else for those first five years apart from sit on that footstool, he cannot say. It was only when he was mounted on a horse and taken away that he saw the farm where they lived for the first time. Once they had crossed the river, he turned in the arms of the man who was holding him and saw the turf-roofed farm at the foot of a high mountain with four peaks.
Their journey ended at the Leper Hospital on Laugarnes.
After a year had passed and it was certain that he had not been infected, he was sent into town to Karmilla Maríusdóttir.
The next thing the old lady said, after predicting her imminent death, was that he must never tell a soul what had happened to his mother and “never, never, never” that he himself had been in the men’s ward at the Leper Hospital.
And he answered:
— But I’m not a man, I’m a child …
xxx
Toward the eastern end of Lindargata, right by Vitatorg Square, there is a two-story house, clad in corrugated iron and painted in bolder colors than any of its neighbors. The roof is black, the side walls and gables purple, the woodwork maroon, and the window mullions white.
A charabanc is parked in the drive leading to a workshop that is decorated in the same colors as the house. The sign painted on its sides reads:
SÓLBORG GUDBJÖRNSDÓTTIR — HOUSE PAINTER
TELEPHONE: 323—FOR DECORATING IN ANY COLOR
Leaning against the workshop wall on the garden side is an old Indian motorcycle — its red varnish peeling, its tires flat — and beside it stands a gleaming Triumph Model Q.
The windows facing the street are at head height and one of them is open. The curtain has been sucked out of it and flaps in the evening breeze. There is the sound of female voices inside.
* * *
M. Peter Carlson walks along the sandy shore in the direction of Laugarnes.
He’s glad he didn’t give in to the temptation to knock on the door of the purple house:
Sóla G— lives on untouched in his memory.
The last few years have been good to him. He trained as an electrician and has had plenty to do assisting lighting technicians and cameramen on films. His job title is Best Boy — in other words, he’s still a boy, though he’s now twenty-seven years old.
He rents a small flat in Chelsea with Richard “Buddy” Williams, a printer of whom he is very fond. Williams produces books of poetry and other slim volumes in small print runs of exceptionally high quality. That is how they became acquainted with the Pool Group, though Carlson had already been aware of their existence and had noticed H.D. at the parties he attended with Haraldur Hamar when he first arrived in England.
Carlson goes to all the films that come to London. Naturally, he has already seen Josef von Sternberg’s Underworld, which is showing at Reykjavík’s Old Cinema this evening. Bryher and Macpherson do not share his enthusiasm for Sternberg’s crime pictures — they prefer the psychological dramas of G. W. Pabst — but he recognizes the debt Sternberg owes to Feuillade’s Les Vampires and Fantomas, which is filmmaking to his taste.
In the hall of his and Buddy’s flat on Tite Street hangs a sign: BEWARE OF FALLING COCONUTS.
That’s their kind of humor.
* * *
Carlson is only fifty yards short of the Leper Hospital when he experiences a sudden sensation of weightlessness. Glancing at his hands, he discovers that he can see right through them. He gropes for his body and finds that he is clutching at thin air. He can’t feel a thing apart from the wingbeats where his heart used to be.
* * *
A middle-aged man comes around the corner of the hospital. This is Sigurdur Ásgrímsson, a farmer from Dæli on Lake Hópsvatn, who has been a patient here since he fell ill with the disease six years ago.
For an instant he thinks a young man is standing before him, but at the next moment a black butterfly appears, bigger than any he has set eyes on before. It flutters up to him and settles on the stump of the ring finger of his right hand. A thought crosses his mind:
“My Gísli would appreciate this.”
Gísli, the fourth of his seven children, is a boy of thirteen who has been employed on a fishing boat on the island of Málmey ever since the family was broken up.
Neither of them knows that in ten years’ time Gísli will have a son named Sigurdur Ásgrímur, or that his sixth child will be the son Steinólfur Sævar, known all his life as Bósi.
And it will be in memory of Bósi — sailor, alcoholic, booklover, socialist, and gay — who will die of AIDS in the month of May 1993, that Sigurdur Ásgrímur’s eldest son, Sigurjón, will sit down to write the story of Máni Steinn, the boy who never was.
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
Special thanks are due to A. S. Byatt and Neel Mukherjee for their inspiration and support.
A NOTE ABOUT THE AUTHOR
Born in Reykjavik in 1962, Sjón is a celebrated Icelandic novelist. He won the Nordic Council’s Literary Prize (the Nordic countries’ equivalent of the Man Booker Prize) for his novel The Blue Fox, and his novel From the Mouth of the Whale was short-listed for both the International IMPAC Dublin Literary Award and the Independent Foreign Fiction Prize. Also a poet, librettist, and lyricist, he has published nine poetry collections and written four opera librettos, as well as lyrics for various artists. In 2001 he was nominated for an Oscar for his lyrics for the film