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to extract from us this pact, this vow.

Heronry

Now my body has become so stylish in the ancient way — didn’t Oedipus

also have a bloated foot? Yes,

I remember him tied by the ankle in a tree, after his father heard the terrible

prophecy and left him hanging

for the animals to peck and lap, same way the dog likes to lap my bloated foot

when I take off the special socks

meant to squeeze it down. He likes to eat my epidermal cells before they fly

off on the air that moves on through

the tallest trees one valley south, where great blue herons build their nests

and ride on small twigs up — then gently

do their legs glide down my binoculars’ field of view. The twigs they ride on

never crack; how do they calculate

the tensile strength of cellulose versus their hollow bones? I thought of this

at the hospital cafeteria

as I stared down an oldish woman’s half-cubit of shanklebone, exposed

between her sock and slack: it was

oldish skin I lapped until scowled at by her companion, who reached to the hem

of her pant-leg and for the sake of what

rule of decorum gently pulled it down?

Les Dauphins

The dogs of the childless are barely dogs.

From tufted pillows, they rule the kingdom.

They’d stand for their portraits

in velvet suits, if they had suits—

holding hats with giant feathers.

And ousting the question: who loves the dog more?

the question becomes: who does the dog love?

The woman says: you are the one who plays him

a drum, you tap the anthem on his head.

No, the man says, you debone him the hen,

you tie the bow of his cravat.

The dogs of the childless sleep crosswise in bed,

from human hip to human hip — a canine wire

completes the circuit. The man says: I wonder

what runs through his head

when he squeaks and snorls all through his dream?

And the woman says: out

of the dream, I’m in his dream,

riding the hunt in my lovely saddle.

When the masters are gone, the dogs of the childless

stand in the mirror with swords on their hips.

They’d stand for their portraits with dogs of their own

if we were kings, if they weren’t dogs.

Rashomon

Light passing through the leaves obliterates the subtitles

when the thief overtakes the swordsman

and forces his bride to submit. This is why

I need a new 42-inch flat-screen TV—

so I can read the dialogue of foreign films

that will improve me, though frankly it is horrible

to see the swordsman tied up and to watch him watch

the change in his wife’s fingers

on the thief’s (somewhat doughy) back. First

it looks as if she’s fighting him, but then

she seems to pull him close,

saying Now I am stained and must be killed or

How do whales strain such tiny krill—these problems

of interpretation can be solved by money:

we need larger words. I have not abandoned words

even if with trepidation I now enter

the kind of store where they sell plastic polygons

that hum and blink. As the swordsman’s wife

enters the forest on her pony, her trepidation draped

with a veil that renders even the biggest tv powerless

to show much of her face. But she shows the thief her foot

in its fancy flip-flop: that’s what rouses him

to rape her in the leafy grove, I’ll say what I saw

in the plainest words. I am not asking to be forgiven

for desiring 1080p, though I am asking

whether or not she asked for it: you’d think

we would have laid that one to rest (it seems

so strident, air-lifted from the 1970s

when I did not watch tv and also called myself a womyn—

a word it’s hard to dress in a kimono) but apparently

we will never. At his trial, the thief (Toshiro Mifune)

sits wigwam-style in tethers and laughs maniacally

as he tells his version, though in somebody else’s version

she’s the maniac who laughs. We ask, but the new machines

refuse to say much more than this: that everyone

will get their chance to laugh and everyone

their chance to wield the knife—

be careful, it is sharp and growing

sharper, the more I spend.

Stargazer

When first I was given the one lily

chaperoned by two green pods,

I strapped myself in like a cosmonaut

to absorb the whoosh of seeing

its pods open one by one.

Because what mind cooked up such extravagance,

spot speckle pinkstripe smudge

someone call a fire truck

somebody call a bomb squad

somebody call a pharmacist

for a Valium prescription.

Because the beauty of the world is soon to perish;

everything is burning up too fast—

lily number two goes off like a bottle rocket, leaving

the bloom and withering on the same stiff stalk

and the heart torn between them as the petals drop.

Oh, I might have asked for a simple daisy, something

to inflict a subtler vanishing…

without all this ocular pyromania

and the long-bones-dressed-up-in-a-coffin

scent. Plus there’s one pod yet to detonate,

which the yellow pollen grains are trying to defuse

by lying scattered on the table,

precisely scattered on the wooden table

in a manner calibrated to this trapezoid of winter light.

The Unturning

for Ben S., 1936–2010

My friend said: write about the dog in The Odyssey

four hundred pages in. I found him lying on a dungheap

where ticks sipped his blood, though in his youth

he’d taken down wild animals, eager to kill

for a man the gods favored! Who comes back

in disguise; you expect the dog to give him away

with a lick or a yip, but this is not what happens.

Instead we’re told that “death closed down his eyes,”

the instant he saw his master after twenty years away.

And I wondered if my friend had played a trick—

setting me up with this dog who does not do much

but die. When the gods turn away, what can we do

but await their unturning? That means: don’t think

that after so many years of having such a hard pillow,

the dog wasn’t grateful. But I wonder

if, for the sake of the shape of the plot,

the author ought to have let him remain

for another line or two, if only to thump again his tail.

Wild Birds Unlimited

Because the old feeder feeds nothing

but squirrels, who are crafty and have learned

how to hang so it swings sideways until

gravity takes the seed — I bumble down

to this store of bird knickknacks and

lensware for the geeks, and while

the clerk is ringing up my Mini

Bandit Buster ($29.95), spring-loaded

to close the seed-holes when a heavy animal alights,

I read a pamphlet about bird-feeding, which I had not thought