Patty got up. "Oh, Paulie," she said and put her arms around him and pressed her face into his chest. She cried quietly, and he held her tight and patted her back, but his gaze over her shoulder was deeply silent and focused on something far down a dwindling perspective.
I looked at Beaumont. "No cops?" I said.
"No cops."
"Does it bother you at all that if you take off I'm going to have to deal with Broz?"
"You could take off, too," Beaumont said. "You need some money, I can pay you for what you did."
I shook my head.
"Then I can't help you," Beaumont said. "I got to take care of my own ass."
"And hers," I said.
"Of course," Beaumont said.
"I'd have to deal with Gerry anyway," I said. I looked at Hawk.
"Where you want to go?" he said to Beaumont.
Beaumont hesitated and looked at me, and then at Hawk. He decided.
"Montreal," he said.
Hawk nodded. "Get your things," he said.
CHAPTER 32
I was in my office on Monday morning, with my office calendar, figuring out how many days were left until baseball season began. The door opened and Vinnie Morris came in and stood aside, and Joe Broz came in, followed by Gerry Broz. I opened the second drawer in my desk, near my right hand where I kept a spare gun. "Broz and Broz," I said. "Double the fun."
Vinnie started to close the door and Joe shook his head. "Wait in the car,
Vinnie," he said. "Joe?" Vinnie said. "In the car, Vinnie. This is family." "I'm not family, Joe?" Broz shook his head again. "No," he said.
"Not quite, Vinnie. Not on this." "I'll be in the corridor," Vinnie said.
Again Broz shook his head. "No, Vinnie-in the car."
Vinnie hesitated with the door half open, his hand on the knob. He was looking at Joe.
"Go, Vinnie. Do it."
Vinnie nodded and went out without looking at me and shut the door behind him. Gerry started to pull up one of my client chairs.
"No," Broz said. "Don't sit. We ain't here to sit."
"Jesus, you got to tell me everything to do. Stand? Sit? In front of this creep?"
"Spenser ain't no creep," Joe said. "One of your many problems, Gerry. You don't think about who you're dealing with."
"So whaddya going to do, explain him to me?"
Joe stared at me. It was almost as if we were friends, which we weren't.
Then he inhaled slowly and turned to look at his son.
"Man gave you a break," Joe said. "He could have dropped you in the woods."
"He knew what would happen to him if he did," Gerry said.
Gerry was a little taller than his father, but softer. He was dressed on the cutting edge with baggy, stone-washed jeans and an oversized black leather jacket with big lapels. Joe wore a dark suit and a gray tweed overcoat with -a black velvet collar. Both were hatless.
"What would have happened?" Joe said.
"You'd have had Vinnie pop him."
Joe nodded without saying anything. I waited. At the moment this had to do with Joe and Gerry.
"And what should I do now?" Joe said.
"Since when do you ask me, Pa? You don't ask me shit. You asking me now?"
Joe nodded.
"Okay-we'll have Vinnie pop him, like you shoulda done a long time ago."
Joe was looking only at Gerry. Gerry's eyes shifted back and forth between
Joe, and, obliquely, me.
"You think he's got to go, Gerry?"
Gerry shifted, glanced again at me, and away again.
"For crissake, Pa, I already told you. Yeah. He's trouble. He's in the way.
We'd have had Beaumont out west if he hadn't been there."
"And you chased him into the woods with four guys besides yourself, and he took you."
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"With a fucking bullet in him."
"Pa, for crissake. You gotta do this here, in front of him?"
Gerry's face was flushed. And his voice sounded thick.
"And he got away with it," Joe said. His voice was flat, scraped bare of feeling by the effort of saying it.
"Pa." Gerry's breathing was very short. Each exhalation was audible, as if the air was too thin. "Pa, don't."
Joe nodded vigorously.
"I got to, Gerry," he said. "I thought about this for three four days now.
I haven't thought about anything else. I got to."
The flush left Gerry's face. It became suddenly very pale, and his voice pitched up a notch.
"What? You got to what?"
"One of these days I'm going to die and the thing will be yours. The whole fucking thing."
Gerry was frozen, staring at his father. I could have been in Eugene,
Oregon, for all I mattered right then.
"And when you get it you got to be able to take care of it or they'll bite you in two, you unnerstand, like a fucking chum fish, they'll swallow you."
Gerry seemed to lean backwards. He opened his mouth and closed it and opened it again and said, "Vinnie…"
"I wish you was like Vinnie," Joe said. "But you don't take care of this thing by having a guy do it for you. Vinnie can't be tough for you."
"You think I need Vinnie? You think Vinnie has to take care of me? Fuck
Vinnie. I'm sick of Vinnie. Who's your son anyway, for crissake? Fucking
Vinnie? Is he your son? Whyn't you leave the fucking thing to him, he's so great?"
"Because he's not my son," Joe said.
All of us were still. Outside, there was the sound of traffic on Berkeley
Street, dimmed by distance and walls. Inside my office the silence swelled.
Finally Gerry spoke. His voice was small and flat. "What do you want me to do?"
"I want you to deal with him," Joe said and tilted his head toward me.
"I been telling you that," Gerry said. "I been saying that Vinnie-"
"No," Joe said. "Not Vinnie. You. You got to deal with Spenser. You run our thing and there will be people worse to deal with than him. You got to be able to do it, not have it done. You think I started out with Vinnie?"
"You had Phil," Gerry said.
"Before Phil, before anybody, there was me. Me. And after me there's got to be you. Not Vinnie, not four guys from Providence. You."
"You want me to take him out," Gerry said. "You're telling me that right in front of him."
"Right in front," Joe said. "So he knows. So there's no back-shooting and sneaking around. You tell him he's gone and then you take him out."
"Right now?" Gerry's voice was barely audible.
"Now you tell him. You take him out when you're ready to."
"Joe," I said.
They both turned and stared at me as if I'd been eavesdropping.
"He can't," I said. "He's not good enough. You'll get him killed."
Joe was looking sort of up at me with his chin lowered. He shook his head as if there was something buzzing in his ears.
"They'll take everything away from him," Joe said.
"He could find other work," I said.
Joe shook his head.
"I don't want to kill him, Joe," I said.
"You motherfucker," Gerry said. His voice cracked a little as it went up. "You won't kill me. I'll fucking kill you, you fuck."
"Talks good, too," I said to Joe.
"You heard him," Joe said. "Be looking for him. Not Vinnie, not me, Gerry.
You heard him."
"Goddamn it, Joe," I said. "Let him up. He's not good enough."
"You heard him," Joe said and turned on his heel and went out of the room.
Gerry and I looked at each other for a silent pause, then Gerry turned on his heel, just like his poppa, and went out. Nobody shut the door.
I sat for a while and looked at the open door and the empty corridor. I looked at the S W.357 in the open drawer by my right hand. I closed the drawer, got up, and closed the door. Then I went back and sat down and swiveled my chair and looked out the window for a while.
Spenser, rite of passage.
CHAPTER 33
PAUL and I were drinking beer at the counter in my kitchen. It was late.
Pearl was strolling about the apartment with a yellow tennis ball clamped in her jaws. She was working it the way a pitcher chews tobacco. "So that's her," Paul said. "That's my mom." "Yes, it is," I said. "Not exactly June Cleaver." "Nobody is," I said. "Not exactly an adult woman,"