It’s the city, she reminded herself. This is how people live here. Modern plumbing is not an option.
“Two blocks to Central Park,” the agent was saying as she and Steve followed Kara and Lindsay into the bedroom end of the apartment.
“Hear that?” Steve said to Lindsay. He turned back to Rita Goldman. “What about the schools?”
Lindsay, obviously uninterested, wandered away, and Kara followed her into the other bedroom.
Small.
Tiny closet.
Saying nothing, Lindsay turned, walked out of the bedroom and headed for the front door. Kara, Steve, and Rita Goldman followed. As they left the apartment and moved toward the elevator, no one said anything at all. The silence stretched until the elevator arrived, its door slid open, and they all entered.
As the elevator started down, Kara finally spoke. “Nice light in the living room. I love those big windows.”
“Maybe we should have gone up to see the rooftop garden,” Rita Goldman suggested. “Shall we do that?”
Kara glanced at Lindsay and read her daughter’s feelings. “I don’t think we need to,” she said. “I don’t really think this is what we’re looking for.”
The Realtor nodded, her lips pursed, and no one spoke until they were back on the sidewalk. “I’m sure you’ll all love the next one,” she said, smiling just a little too reassuringly.
But even before she’d finished speaking, Kara saw the expression on Lindsay’s face and knew that one of them, at least, would not love anything that Rita Goldman had to show.
And Kara knew there would be nothing she could do about it. Suddenly she felt like crying.
Chapter Six
Sunday morning is when the big edition of the New York Times comes out.
Which is why Sunday morning is my favorite time to wake up.
I know Sunday is a lot of people’s favorite day, and I know that for a lot of them, it is also because of the paper. But for most of the others, the paper is loved because of the Arts section, or the book reviews or the sports or the editorials.
I love it because it lists the addresses of open houses.
And every open house presents me with a possibility.
An exciting possibility.
Today there were two new listings in the real estate section. I circled each of them with my red felt pen, then located them on my map.
Finding them on the map is especially exciting, because it gives me clues as to the kind of people who live in the houses. Today, both the houses seemed to give promise of the kind of girl I’m looking for, and since they are both convenient, I was at first tempted to visit both of them.
I began my very meticulous routine.
First, I plot my route. In the event I decide to actually go visiting today, I shall rent a car from an agency in Port Jefferson. Perhaps some kind of Chevrolet — the sort of car one sees by the dozens every day but never notices.
Exactly the sort of car I like best for my outings.
Then I plan the route I shall take from the car rental agency to the first house, then to the other, and then back to the agency, always using the busiest — and the most anonymous — roads. Most of the looky-loos (a term I deeply despise) show up in the middle of open house hours, so I shall time my trip to slip in when the houses will be at their fullest.
After all, it doesn’t take me long to find out whether I’ve found the home of the girl for whom I search…
And no one will notice me at all.
I reread the ads, studying them carefully. The first house had four bedrooms. That’s a good sign, but its listing agent turns out to be one of those vile, pushy women who darts from room to room keeping track of everyone, babbling inanely, and insisting that everybody sign her book. The last time I saw her, she talked about interest rates and market conditions until I wished I’d never awakened that morning. Now I try to avoid her, but I’m not sure I can today.
After all, the house has four bedrooms, and chances are strong that one of those bedrooms belongs to a girl, although there is no virtual tour of that house on the Internet.
The other house is smaller, but is listed by an agent who is lazy and invariably spends most of his workday smoking on the front porch or the back steps, or the terrace if the house has one, smoking cigarettes and letting the prospective purchasers wander through by themselves.
I shall certainly go see this one.
After all, one never knows what surprises await just around a blind corner.
Still, neither of these listings gave me a shiver of anticipation like the one I saw on the Internet a few days ago.
I just have a feeling about that one.
After plotting my route and planning my day, I doodled on the newspaper with my red felt-tip pen, circling the two ads over and over again. Oddly, the circles around the open houses seemed to turn into eyes.
Two big red eyes that reminded me of something, but I couldn’t remember what.
Underneath the eyes, I drew a mouth.
A big, red, smiling mouth under the big, red eyes.
It was absurd, I know, but for some reason, I couldn’t stop. The larger and more grotesque they got, the more they made me smile.
Perhaps I won’t go out at all today.
Perhaps I’ll just spend the day dreaming.
Still, the open houses call me. Oh, I do love Sundays!
Chapter Seven
“This is the last place I have to show you,” Rita Goldman said, and Lindsay silently sighed in relief. The morning, which had started off badly with the traffic jam, just seemed to be getting worse, and even before she looked at her watch, her stomach told her it was at least an hour past lunchtime. But her hunger was only part of it.
The worst of it was that as the morning had worn on, and they’d gone from one awful apartment to another — each of them seeming worse to Lindsay than the last — she’d slowly come to the conclusion that despite her brave words the other night, moving was going to be a lot harder than she’d dreamed, even in her worst nightmares. She hated everything about the city — the crowds, the noise, the traffic — everything.
And now she was starting to get a headache.
As if in response to her mood, a dark cloud had formed over the city and the wind was blowing cold. Still, there was just one more place, and then they could get to the good part of the day.
Lunch and shopping.
It was an open house on the Upper West Side.
Lindsay followed her parents and Rita Goldman into the building. The elevator opened, half a dozen people got out, and even more got in with them.
Crowded.
Lindsay hated that about elevators. People you didn’t even know were always touching you, even when they didn’t mean to. She pulled her shoulders in, pressed her arms against her sides and herself against the wall of the elevator, but even so, the man next to her brushed against her and she felt a chill pass through her. The knowledge that this would be happening every day after they moved to the city only made the chill worse.
The apartment was on the sixteenth floor, actually had a good view and a big kitchen — big enough to hold a breakfast table. Not so bad.
A nondescript man with greasy hair was the hosting agent, and he had a plate of cookies and a stack of color flyers, which he pushed into the hands of anyone who would take them. There were at least a dozen people standing in the living room in groups of two or three, whispering among themselves and examining every detail of the room.
Lindsay headed for the bedrooms, leaving her parents to listen to Rita Goldman’s sales pitch, which by now she was pretty sure she knew by heart: “… close to the subway… good school… great restaurants… fantastic view… blah blah blah…”