Sasha gazed past Errollyn toward where Sharptooth jutted up from the Petrodor Incline. Yesterday, the last of the fires had finally stopped smouldering. Reports said there wasn't much left. “Fortunate maybe Rochel didn't live to see it,” she murmured. “He'd have hated it. Maybe enough to have done something stupid. He could get away with a few insolent remarks toward patachis. Kings are a different matter.”
“All considered,” Errollyn said, his green eyes upon her, “you don't seem that upset.”
Sasha shrugged, tossed a grape in the air and caught it in her mouth. “Torovan's right next to Lenayin,” she explained. “We'll keep them in line. How much trouble can they be?”
“Ah, the smug arrogance of bloodthirsty power.”
Sasha smiled. “It has a lot going for it, you can't deny.”
Errollyn did not reply. He leaned back and gazed up at the crowded slope. Sasha watched him with mild concern. He had been quiet, the past week. Partly it was just physical exhaustion, constantly dealing with the pain of his injury. But sometimes she would find him on South Pier, gazing out to sea at a harbour now empty of serrin vessels. He was the last serrin in Petrodor. Sometimes Sasha wondered if it saddened him to be so alone, or if he were more saddened that he felt little changed.
She grasped his hand, and felt a pressure in return. They had not made love for a week, and that too was instructive. It demonstrated that there was far more to their relationship than lust. In the week past, they had spoken of many, many things.
“Winter comes,” said Errollyn, watching the dark clouds speeding by. “The lords of Torovan and Lenayin have all winter to prepare their forces. Spring is marching season.”
Sasha nodded, thinking of Sofy. This winter would be her last as an unmarried woman. Come the late spring, or perhaps the early summer, she would be married. And Sasha's world would be transformed once more.
“A whole winter,” she mused, “stuck in this place.” Smells filled her nostrils, familiar but still strange, even after so long. Animals, foodstuffs, cooking, foulness and sweetness in equal measure. Smoke from fires, and the omnipresent whiff of ash that had not yet left the dockside. Yells and loud conversation, hammering, trundling wagons, protesting animals, crying children and the upslope clangour of bells. “I might go mad.”
Errollyn gave her a wry smile. “You're already mad. You'll survive.”
Sasha smiled, pulled her chair alongside his and rested her head upon his good shoulder. Errollyn put his arm around her. To be a highlander in Petrodor, Tongren had said, was to be lonesome. She knew what he meant. But she did not feel alone.
Tashyna paced. The cage was small and it rocked back and forth alarmingly. It set her nerves on edge. There was little air beneath the blanket, and it smelled bad, of human children and their doings. She curled up once more and tried to rest, but the jolting made that impossible. It upset her, this change of fortune. Things had been improving. Now, there was this nightmare.
She whined and growled, but there came no response from beyond the blanket. The plodding of hooves continued and, occasionally, the rattle of a wagon passing the other way. She settled once more and tried chewing the bone the Nice Lady had given her. It was big and had had lots of meat, now devoured. The Nice Lady had hugged her and cried. Tashyna hadn't understood that, and had thought maybe she'd done something wrong. She'd licked and whined, and tried to understand…but the Nice Lady had helped the Big Man put her into this cage, and then the blanket had come over, and that was the last she'd seen of them both.
The bone smelled of the Nice Lady…and of the Other Nice Lady too, the one who'd brought it. She seemed to defer to the Nice Lady, and her hair was shorter. In Tashyna's eyes, everyone deferred to the Nice Lady. And so they should. Tashyna gnawed on the bone, savouring the smell of humans who were good to her, and hoping they would take this blanket off soon and let her out of the cage so she could see them again.
Finally the trundling stopped. The blanket was removed and Tashyna blinked in the rush of light…only there was less light now as the sun was sinking. All the world smelled different. There was water here, and trees, and grass, flowers, and big, strange animals in the nearby field. She could smell them, and everything else, all at once. She stared around, unable to decide what to look at first. It was all too much.
The Big Man patted her cage and she growled reflexively…then remembered he had fed her many times, and stopped. She got confused, sometimes. She didn't know who to defer to, save for the Nice Lady. The Big Man only laughed.
“Now, now,” he said, “I don't blame you for being mad after we locked you in this damn cage for so long. But here, see, there's no one around now. We'll take a side road, you can run alongside for a while.”
Tashyna stared at him, uncomprehending, and watched as he gathered a long rope lead, and poured a wooden bowl full of water from a skin. He placed the bowl on the ground beside the wagon's wheel, then opened the cage. Tashyna jumped out…and smelled the two big animals pulling the wagon. Fascinated, she ran forward. They had big shoulders and horns, and they snorted and tossed their big heads as they looked at her, eyes rolling. But there was a Smaller Man with a similar smell to the Big Man, she recalled he'd been very nice to her too, and he was now holding the big animals’ heads still. She ran around them for a bit, smelling and looking, and decided that they were probably too big for her to kill on her own. But such an interesting smell! Her mouth watered, and she realised she was thirsty.
She ran back to the bowl the Big Man had put on the ground and eyed him warily…but he was walking away, heading back to the Smaller Man. She drank, and it was good. Then she heard the Big Man coming back, but it didn't matter, he was nice. He hooked the rope lead to her collar while she drank, but that didn't matter either-the Nice Lady did that too.
“Good girl,” said the Big Man, ruffling her coat. It was growing thicker now, and it was good to have some breeze to cool her down. There was a second wagon behind, she realised, and she smelled the Big Man's Woman, and the Children. They'd been in the underground place where she'd sometimes been fed, and they'd always been nice to her…although she thought the Big Man's Woman was afraid of her. Which was good. All the wagons were piled high with all sorts of things, a whole new profusion of smells.
In the distance, something looked vaguely familiar. Tashyna raised her head. They were on a small rise, and the lower farmlands lay aglow with orange and green in the late, angling sun. And there, beyond the farmlands, a long, high ridge formed the horizon against the sky. The ridge bristled with stone. Smoke smudged the sky and she sniffed the air…but the wind was from the wrong direction.
Home, something said in her mind. The Nice Lady was there, and the others. But…the wind came brisk from behind, and she turned once more and sniffed. Trees, she smelled. Water, and grass, and dirt and mud, animals and manure. Fresh smells.
Home, something else said in her mind.
She turned back toward the distant ridge and whined.
“I know,” said the Big Man at her side. “It's a shit hole, but it's a hard place to leave. I've got roots there, perhaps too many damn roots.” He spared a glance at the piled wagons. “But it was never meant to be. I don't belong there. I've got the mountains in my blood, like you. I want to see the earth thrusting skyward once more. I want to smell the clean air and wade in the wild rivers, and hear the spirits talking to me in my sleep. Lenay or Cherrovan, we're all highlanders. We're going home, girl. You can smell it, can't you?”
Tashyna stared at the distant horizon until the building urge grew too great, then she threw back her head and howled. Someone over there had to hear her. She'd never howled before in her life, but now, it was irresistible.