“Let me see you once before you go.”
“No! You see, I fear you even more than you fear me.” “Then I'll follow you.”
“It would be useless—utterly useless. There are ways of becoming invisible in the mountains. But before I go, tell me one thing: Have you left the cabin to search for Pierre le Rouge in another place?”
“No. I do not search for him.”
There was an instant of pause. Then the voice said sharply: “Did Wilbur lie to me?”
“No. I started up the valley to find him.”
“But you've given him up?”
“I hate him—I hate him as much as I loathe myself for ever condescending to follow him.”
She heard a quick breath drawn in the dark, and then a murmur: “I am free, then, to hunt him down!”
“Why?”
“Listen: I had given him up for your sake; I gave him up when I stood beside you that first night and watched you trembling with the cold in your sleep. It was a weak thing for me to do, but since I saw you, Mary, I am not as strong as I once was.”
“Now you go back on his trail? It is death for Pierre?”
“You say you hate him?”
“Ah, but as deeply as that?” she questioned herself.
“It may not be death for Pierre. I have ridden the ranges many years and met them all in time, but never one like him. Listen: six years ago I met him first and then he wounded me—the first time any man has touched me. And afterward I was afraid, Mary, for the first time in my life, for the charm was broken. For six years I could not return, but now I am at his heels. Six are gone; he will be the last to go.”
“What are you?” she cried. “Some bloodhound reincarnated?”
He said: “That is the mildest name I have ever been called.”
CHAPTER 36
“Give up the trail of Pierre.”
And there, brought face to face with the mortal question, even her fear burned low in her, and once more she remembered the youth who would not leave her in the snow, but held her in his arms with the strange cross above them.
She said simply: “I still love him.”
A faint glimmer came to her through the dark and she could see deeper into the shrubbery, for now the moon stood up on the top of the great peak above them and flung a faint light into the hollow. That glimmer she saw, but no face of a man.
And then the silence held; every second of it was more than a hundred spoken words.
Then the calm voice said: “I cannot give him up.”
“For the sake of God!”
“God and I have been strangers for a good many years.”
“For my sake.”
“But you see, I have been lying to myself. I told myself that I was coming merely to see you once—for the last time. But after I saw you I had to speak, and now that I have spoken it is hard to leave you, and now that I am with you I cannot give you up to Pierre le Rouge.”
She cried: “What will you have of me?”
He answered with a ring of melancholy: “Friendship? No, I can't take those white hands—mine are so red. All I can do is to lurk about you like a shadow—a shadow with a sting that strikes down all other men who come near you.”
She said: “For all men have told me about you, I know you could not do that.”
“Mary, I tell you there are things about me, and possibilities, about which I don't dare to question myself.”
“You have guarded me like a brother. Be one to me still; I have never needed one so deeply!”
“A brother? Mary, if your eyes were less blue or your hair less golden I might be; but you are too beautiful to be only that to me.”
“Listen to me—”
But she stopped in the midst of her speech, because a white head loomed beside the dim form. It was the head of a horse, with pricking ears, which now nosed the shoulder of its master, and she saw the firelight glimmering in the great eyes.
“Your horse,” she said in a trembling voice, “loves you and trusts you.”
“It is the only thing which has not feared me. When it was a colt it came out of the herd and nosed my hand. It is the only thing which has not fought me, as all men have done—as you are doing now, Mary.”
The wind that blew up the gorge came in gusts, not any steady current, but fitful rushes of air, and on one of these brief blasts it seemed to Mary that she caught the sound of a voice blown to whistling murmur. It was a vague thing of which she could not be sure, as faint as a thought. Yet the head of the white horse disappeared, and the glimmer of the man's face went out.
She called: “Whatever you are, wait! Let me speak!”
But no answer came, and she knew that the form was gone forever.
She cried again: “Who's there?”
“It is I,” said a voice at her elbow, and she turned to look into the dark eyes of Jacqueline. “So he's gone?” asked Jack bitterly.
She fingered the butt of her gun.
“I thought—well, my chance at him is gone.”
“But what—”
“Bah, if you knew you'd die of fear. Listen to what I have to say. All the things I told you in the cabin were lies.”
“Lies?” said Mary evenly. “No, they proved themselves.”
“Be still till I've finished, because if you talk you may make me forget—”
The gesture which finished the sentence was so eloquent of hate that Mary shrank away and put the embers of the fire between them.
“I tell you, it was all a lie, and Pierre le Rouge has never loved anything but you, you milk-faced—”
She stopped again, fighting against her passion. The pride of Mary held her stiff and straight, though her voice shook.
“Has he sent you after me with mockery?”
“No, he's given up the hope of you.”
“The hope?”
“Don't you see? Are you going to make me crawl to explain? It always seemed to me that God meant Pierre for me. It always seemed to me that a girl like me was what he needed. But Pierre had never seen it. Maybe, if my hair was yellow an' my eyes blue, he might have felt different; but the way it is, he's always treated me like a kid brother—”
“And lived with you?” said the other sternly.
“Like two men! D'you understand how a woman could be the bunky of a man an' yet be no more to him than—than a man would be. You don't? Neither do I, but that's what I've been to Pierre le Rouge. What's that?”
She lifted her head and stood poised as if for flight. Once more the vague sound blew up to them upon the wind. Mary ran to her and grasped both of her hands in her own. “If it's true—”
But Jack snatched her hands away and looked on the other with a mighty hatred and a mightier contempt.
“True? Why, it damn near finished Pierre with me to think he'd take up with—a thing like you. But it's true. If somebody else had told me I'd of laughed at 'em. But it's true. Tell me: what'll you do with him?”