"I'm serious about this," Joanna said.
"I'm getting that impression," Deborah said. She was momentarily speechless.
The phone shattered the short silence. Deborah stood up to get it.
"It's probably Carlton, but I don't want to talk with him," Joanna said.
Over at the desk Deborah checked the caller ID screen. "You're right, it's Carlton."
"Let the answering machine get it," Joanna said.
Deborah returned to the coffee table and plopped herself back down. The two women eyed each other as the phone continued its insistent ring. After the fourth ring the answering machine picked up. There was silence while the outgoing message played. Then Carlton's anxious voice along with a bit of static filled the ascetically decorated room.
"You're right, Joanna! Waiting until I finish my residency is a stupid idea."
"I never said it was a stupid idea," Joanna interjected in a forced whisper as if the caller could hear.
"And you know what?" Carlton continued. "Why don't we go ahead and plan for this June. As I recall, you always said you wanted a June wedding. Well, June's fine by me. Anyway, give me a call as soon as you get this message, and we can talk about it. Okay?"
The answering machine made a few more mechanical sounds before the little red light on the front of the console began to blink.
"That shows you how much he knows," Joanna said. "There's no way my mother could put together a proper Houston wedding in eight months."
"He sounds a little desperate," Deborah said. "If you want to call him back and want some privacy, I can make myself scarce."
"I don't want to talk with him," Joanna said quickly. "Not now."
Deborah cocked her head to the side and studied her friend's face. She wanted to h›e supportive hut for the moment was confused how best to play that role.
"This isn't an argument he and I are having," Joanna explained. "Nor is it some kind of lover's game. I'm not trying to be manipulative, and frankly, I'd feel uncomfortable if we did get married now."
"This is a total switch."
"Exactly," Joanna said. "Here he is trying to move the date up and I'd be arguing to postpone. I need some time and space."
"I understand completely,' Deborah said. "And you know what? I think you're being smart not to let this situation turn into a petulant debate."
"The problem is I do love him," Joanna said with a wry smile. "If there was any debate, I might lose."
Deborah laughed. "I agree. You're such a new convert to a more modern, sensible attitude about marriage, that you're vulnerable to a relapse. You definitely need time and space. And you know what? I think I have the answer."
"The answer to what?" Joanna asked.
"Let me show you something," Deborah said. She climbed to her feet and picked up the latest issue of the Harvard Crimson lying on her desk. It was folded lengthwise in the classified section. She handed the paper to Joanna.
Joanna scanned the page and read the circled ad. She looked up at Deborah questioningly. "Is this ad from the Wingate Clinic what you wanted me to see?"
"It is indeed," Deborah said enthusiastically.
"This is an advertisement for egg donors," Joanna said.
"Precisely," Deborah said.
"How is this the answer?" Joanna asked.
Deborah came around the coffee table and sat down next to Joanna. With her index finger she pointed to the offered compensation. "The money is the answer," she said. "Forty-five thousand dollars a pop!"
"This ad was in an issue of the Crimson last spring and caused a buzz," Joanna said. "Then it never reappeared. Do you think it's legit or some kind of college prank?"
"I think it's legit," Deborah said. "Wingate is an infertility clinic in Bookford, Massachusetts, out beyond Concord. That's what I learned form their website."
"Why are they willing to pay so much money?" Joanna asked.
"The website says they have some wealthy clients who are willing to pay for what they consider the best. Apparently these clients want Harvard coeds. It must be something like that sperm bank in California where the donors are all Nobel laureates. It's lunacy from a genetic point of view, but who are we to question?"
"We're certainly not Nobel laureates," Joanna said. "Technically, we're not even Harvard coeds. What makes you think they'd be interested in you and me?"
"Why wouldn't they be?" Deborah asked. "I think being grad students qualifies us as Harvard coeds. I can't imagine it's just undergraduates that they're looking for. In fact, the website specifies they're interested in women twenty-five and younger. We just make it under the wire."
"But it also says we have to be emotionally stable, attractive, not overweight, and athletic. Aren't we stretching reality a bit here?"
"Hey, I think we're perfect."
"Athletic?" Joanna questioned with a smile. "Maybe you, but not me. And emotionally stable. That's pushing the envelope, especially in my current state."
"Well, we can give it a go," Deborah said. "Maybe you're not the most athletically inclined female on campus, but we'll tell them we'll only consider donating as a pair. They have to take both of us. All or nothing. And our SAT scores are appropriate."
"Are you truly serious about this?" Joanna asked. She eyed her roommate, who could be a tease on occasion.
"I wasn't at first," Deborah admitted. "But then I got to thinking about it earlier in the evening. I mean, the money is enticing. Can you imagine: forty-five grand apiece! That kind of money could give us some freedom for the first time in our lives even while we write our theses. And now that you have so recently opted out of the economic security of the marital goal, the idea should be even more seductive from your perspective. You need some equity besides your education to maintain your resolve and, frankly to begin planning for the life of a single individual. This kind of money could be the start."
Joanna tossed the school newspaper onto the coffee table. "Sometimes I can't tell when you are pulling my leg."
"Hey, I'm not joking. You said you need time and space. This kind of money could provide it and more. Here's the deaclass="underline" We both go out to this Wingate Clinic, give them a couple of eggs, and collect ninety K. Of that, we take about fifty K and buy a two-bedroom condo in Boston or Cambridge, which we rent out to pay the mortgage."
"Why would we buy a condo to rent it?" Joanna asked.
"Let me finish," Deborah said.
"But wouldn't it be better to just wisely invest the fifty K? Remember: I'm the economist and you're the biologist."
"You might be getting a Ph.D. in economics, but you're a babe in the woods in relation to being a single female in the twenty-first century. So shut up and listen. We buy the condo to begin establishing some real roots. In the previous generation females looked to marriage for that, but now we have to do it for ourselves. An apartment would be a nice start as well as a good investment."
"My word!" Joanna exclaimed. "You're way ahead of me."
"You bet your sweet ass," Deborah said. "And there's more. Here's the best part: We take the other forty K and go to Venice to write our Ph.D. theses."
"Venice!" Joanna cried. "You're crazy, girl!"
"Oh yeah?" Deborah asked. "Think about it. When you're talking about having some time and space, what could be better? We'd be in Venice in some nice cozy apartment and Carlton's here doing his residency. We get our theses done and live a little at the same time without the good doctor breathing down your neck."
Joanna stared ahead with unseeing eyes while her brain conjured up images of Venice. She'd visited the magical city once, but only for a few days, and that had been with her parents and siblings when she'd been in high school. She could picture the sparkle of the water of the Grand Canal as it reflected off the gothic facades. With equally startling clarity she could remember the bustle of St. Mark's Square with the competing quartets from the two famous opposing coffeehouses. She'd told herself back then that she would return someday to that most romantic city. Of course that fantasy had included Carlton, who was not along at the time, but whom she was already seeing.